Robert A. Monroe - Gateway Voyage Evening Talk (1990)

memory, their personality, but they still try to express it. And most if not all of them become in meshed in this whole cycle themselves, forgetting all about what their real motive was, was to help and they get boozed up themselves. Then the other part of which one that I'm very familiar with is where a friend of yours gets in meshed. And you go in then to retrieve your friend, to rescue your friend, and you to get in meshed. more common than you think. Most importantly, the what the real. But in our modern jargon, the most attractive advertising for this being human, bar none. And which attracts most, if the highest percentage, and the majority of those who come to be human Bob Monroe 17:26 is to meet a graduate of this particular compressed learning school. A graduate of the being human experience is by I have to be unequivocal love it is a is a God in other energy systems. And you have to think of it that way, is a God in as we termed God, put it that way. And remember, our concepts of God, from one perspective, are is very much local traffic type of perception. But there it is, is that that's once you meet a graduate of this particular system, truly graduate, then in turn, you and probably have said to yourself, I will do anything 1000 times 100,000 times whatever, if I can be like that graduate. And that's exactly the important thing. Because a graduate is much on the order of what we perceive to be a super something. And the availability of that big. And where they those graduates go and be is something that we will not get into tonight, but it becomes obvious that they are no longer interested in local traffic. So I can I can just hear the radiation of all of you. As you're saying, what about us? Where are we are we locked in wrong? You are those? And I can give you a number of different descriptions. But and you can figure out the acronym when I say you're the SH s period ators who have begun the recycling Where are you in turn, have begun to work yourself out more. In other words, you're on your way out you have begun to achieve deeper and deeper orbit. That's who you are. Step by step laboriously lifetime, after lifetime, you have begun to accumulate or re establish escape velocity. My best guess, and it's only a guess, because it's so hard to measure that most gateway graduates are up in here. Sometimes, they're in other words, they are on the verge, not of achieving escape velocity, but way up here on what I call the last timer role. I see you as those who, when they make their exit from this soldier. And this time, we'll get into this last sojourn spot of contemplation or thinking about what will be my last run in, you are a last timer to be. So what that role is that you will play for the last time is something that you will decide not now, but where you are in this contemplative and non physical state. And I might add that some have stayed there for 1000s of years. And I say that in a very funny way, because that is out of time, but by our concept, they would have stayed there for 1000s of years, you have some very, very, some very, very fascinating options, knowing that our recorded history is this limited, when the span of human history is about 10 to 20 times that long, at least. So that gives you an idea of what your options are, and your options don't become limited to the future. They're all up and down that span of human existence. Fascinating, great opportunity to think what fun you can have, you know, so that is where you are, how you are, while you're near again, has something of extreme interest. And what I need to do then is show you why some of those things are in that way and how that relates to you. And this is Bob Monroe 22:21 interesting in that it will help you begin to perceive you as you really are. And I have to tell you a story in order to do that. When I went through a span of stages in my goals, my desires. My first one was, and you can see how these things begin to change. And I have some interesting news for you, you will change new who also so don't worry about it, it'll be very automatic. But mine, I have to do the hard way. First of all, in as I developed this perception as I am, or thought I was, what happened was that I got into the idea that my goal would be to be in the service of humankind, having received those up there in that outer contemplative period who were still thinking about how they could help humans and having met those coming in, who were mission bound or being missionaries or whatever. My goal seemed to be that could I possibly do something or continue in the service of humankind what forever, I never even thought of what forever meant. But that being the goal to be that to help all these miserable characters that were still stuck back here, this would been my goal was for many years, until one of my non physical friends. We got into discussion of goals. And he said, Well, maybe our goals are different, nice and well to the masses. I don't see how they could be worse. We were so much alike. obvious when I thought about it. I took months and months to get to this because there are other parts of life to do other than just simply sit around and contemplate I'm not in my case anyway. So I finally got around to Yes, it's a great enlightenment. Aha, yes, I know what another goal is. And that's a beautiful goal. And that goal was to go home, because we all have this intense nostalgia to go home. And I thought Yes, that's for me. I want to go home. What I want to do is take my human learning experience and go back home and help home be more than it is. This was my goal. And I that's great. Oh I live this and this is wonderful. And in in built into it. We're all All the usual things go back the local boy makes good and he's goes down the street with his his Zoot Suit or whatever his super loafers and, and his bag full of tricks well, or knowledge. And that seemed like I'm putting, adding the reality to it because you quite probably much of that was in the noble goal of helping home be more than it was as I remembered it. But being realistic that probably my, my ego ism was in there monthly too. So and I had been home twice your way back in the early years. And home to me was a state place where there were these beautiful moving clouds and different rainbow hues and things like that. And that was where home was to be in those clouds. And as you were in those clouds, there were there was this, and I'm only translating something that can't be translated, there was this tremendous 1000 piece, Symphony Orchestra Music Playing constantly, or he could hear it. And then 1000 voice choir behind that. And all of this mixed into this beautiful state of being, and how wonderful I remembered that exquisite beauty of it. And each time when I had visited there, by upon request, I had to be pulled back here, because it was so endearing to me to go home. Once I came and I gave it the letters, Katie 95, because what it was was not translatable as I could figure it. So after Bob Monroe 26:50 a long anger years went through, and I happily said this is this is the thing I would like to do is go home, going home, that's the whole thing. And I equated it with all the things that we do as humans have that nostalgia to be home. And we put that at a physical site somewhere where we were born, or where we grew up these kinds of things. And I tied it all to that. And that going home process also was a part of the scientific things that we get into as humans. The idea of gathering information and knowledge or listening with multi 100 million dollar telescopes to hear something from out there hoping what or are traveling to the, to the moon and the stars is that urge that going homewards that's what it looked like to me. And that worked wonderfully. For me, that was a great, great developing thing, that thing to go home. And I even remember the curls playing which was a term for young teenage kids and playing the games and playing in those wild games that they played and indiscriminant types of games, I wanted to take home what I had learned here and give them to the curls and let them play some new games. Anyway to make it very short, and it gets long I'm sorry, I get so windy. What happened in that normal course of events and this is a span of years, one of my non physical friends this inspect type, which is short for intelligent species, which to me all I always equated to a non human. Oh, somebody laughed Anyway, good. The this whole process of go going home was so important to me that I asked, I didn't know how to be sure to get there. So this inspect taught me what I have labeled in my loose terms, the quick switch method, which is simple means of you're here, and you want to be there. So it's like stretching yourself like a rubber band to where you want to be. And letting go here and snap, you're there. It's that simple. And he taught me that in this one run. And that's how I first learned that and the with that method, sure enough there I was. I want to just a quick visit. I hadn't been there for years and years in my physical life. I wanted just to reinforce it to feel what it was I didn't want to stay there. I just wanted to feel it. Share it out the quick switch worse and click there I was in the beautiful rolling clouds. There was the the constant change the kaleidoscopic change in color. And here was the music flowing in and around and around like that. And I lay back and just reveled in how Beautiful This was how wonderful of enchanting, it was exactly as I remembered it. And I just thought, this is indeed worth going home for. And as I and as I lay there, the thing that has always been, quote, successful. And I must have said that to you earlier, that gets into my act, is my analytical left brain gets into the act and does something. And that's the only reason that I can make things work. And as I was lying there, reveling in this and rural wallowing in my left brain triggers something like a little itch is what's dead. And after a little bit, little hbn, and I thought, something wrong. And I looked, and felt these beautiful baubles rolling clouds, you watch them. And after watching them consistently, again, and again, I was startled because there was the each click, the same pattern was repeating itself. What I had seen, quote, two minutes earlier to attorneys earlier was back again, it was like an endless loop of this patterns and colors moving like that around and I watched it again, to be sure that it was in a loop exactly the same roll going here, one around, and Here it comes again. And I thought, damn. And so my itch got bigger. And I listened to the music. And carefully and here's this 31:44 dude. Bob Monroe 31:46 And went around, and he was all bunch of others. And again, already certain time later. I said, Oh, excuse me, shade. And then I began, I said, I'll give it one more shot. I backed out of the clouds and the music. And went down to where the curls young kids as it were. Little vortexes of energy vortices of energy. We're playing. And I pulled out of my bag of tricks this Hey, kids, how about some new games. And they looked at me with this new games who would want to play new games is Oh, these are news. They're fast. And we don't want to play any new game kid away from us. And they went on playing their super crack the whip and everything else like that. And I couldn't get them to play and I stuck my games back in my bag as it were. And then this great realization came to me. And it was a shock. Because it was a cumulative thing. I couldn't get go home, there was no question about it, that I couldn't go home. Because I didn't fit anymore, the glove that I was at become where the hand would not fit that glove of home. It was great, deep sadness that I realized I could not go home. Conversely, with that same realization, I also knew why I phased out of kt 95 and came here. A very simple reason Can