These two things were the same from the beginning. We were always close in your heart and always together. I made them into two because I wanted to understand duality. I wanted to understand what you saw from your perspective. I spread the seeds across time and space, and now they are returning. I became fascinated with this event, and so my attention flowed here to this event; what this seed witnessed. This is the creation of duality. This is where my logical mind or judgment was created. This is where the separation occurs when the seed leaves to begin its journey. Now it has returned. The leaving and the returning are the same thing. I have always loved you and always will. I loved you when we separated, and I will love you when you return. All is forgiven. Nothing else matters. 91 Focus Level 39 Color: rose. Geometry: a vertical plane where it is possible to descend or ascend energy from other levels. F39 is a healing level where conflicting energy is neutralized. It gives you the ability to program your body with whatever abilities you desire. Ego can dissolve into love, revealing truth, growth, and understanding. It also allows communication through portals to other levels. One makes transmutational contact with guides and higher aspects of oneself. This
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level is another opportunity to begin the quest for reintegration and healing of self from higher and lower levels. What skills or new abilities do I need? What sense could I use to increase my awareness? The lesson introduced in F36 was to realize the integration of the many seeds spread across time and space. Whether I agree or not, the event happened even if I was not there to witness it. Existence and the void are both contained, but not in this mind. This is the healing that needs to happen. This is the new ability that is needed to increase awareness. What mind can understand this? Is it the mind that beats the heart or takes a breath when I am not thinking about it? Is it the mind that senses emotions as a wave of heat across the skin or a tingle along the spine? I do not have a mind that can accept what is not like me. In the shape of me. If I carve an object from wood, I discard the shavings. I separate what resonates with me from that which does not. I don't have the kind of mind that can hold the original object. Each time I rewind creation, I see many creations. A sea of creation that then is contained again in a drop splashing forth from another ocean of creation. It is a loop of infinitely large and infinitely
small infinities. What can be deduced from this? No, not a question, an imperative. This is the answer. "What" can understand this? Here you speak your understanding into existence. You express a command of "what" it is to exist. You take your question and make it a command to find the answer. You are "what" understands this new mind. Take the gift; you will not be able to explain it in the physical sense. With your current mind, you understand that you cannot understand this concept. For now, you can call it "what" to give it a label. You can name it later. For now, just accept that a future you, a higher level of you, exists that can understand the concept. This other you has this ability and has this mind with this capability. This is how you stretch your consciousness and use the levels to create new abilities. You need this ability because many of the seeds have returned with knowledge and information you do not understand. You do not value the information because you don't find it interesting. You want to cast the experience aside like wood shavings. You must heal this. Balance this and make it neutral with faith that you have this new mind that can understand. At each of the white levels, there is a crossing. A shift