1989-05-23 - JDC-3

1989-05-23 - JDC-3 Tue, Mar 26, 2024 9:25PM • 45:24 SUMMARY KEYWORDS willingness, cta, guidance, feeling, images, dust, colors, upenn, red, pavlovian dog, zico, ego, coffee cup, little black dots, deburring, cyclotron, reluctance, focus, state, very vague 00:01 This is session II 89 112 with Jay D C number three on May 2319 89 The time is 11 o'clock AM 00:25 we're beyond 00:34 just great we're very nice deburring 10 An hour asking guidance to take me to CTA 00:46 very good I will wait 00:52 Do I need another focus first 00:54 I'll keep up with You? 02:29 really like the series of images that I can't recall 02:38 I'm not sure whether I got to the CTA or not didn't seem likely the next step perhaps I shall ask guidance 02:52 yes and perhaps the images that you saw will be relevant I realized that they seem unimportant and not quite able to remember but accept the possibility that they might be relevant 03:15 now I haven't mentioned the left ear under special headphones of course 03:23 -1- Transcribed by https://otter.ai tell guidance about it and enter into some dialogue and I will wait 03:32 energy hitting me 03:38 willingness to receive. 04:34 Years of perhaps it was related to last night when Dave gave me that acupuncture to play with play this year. Maybe it was the other air 04:55 not necessary to understand necessary only to except move your attention on another thing 05:39 Zico in a rush today 06:00 sleek gray color 06:15 concentrate on 06:31 at low base 06:43 following 07:17 slight I'd seen as a kid both ruby red and gray comes back to mind 07:49 first yellow just sprinkle on it now it seems to be easier to create dots of other colors 08:28 express your willingness to know the meaning of these 08:38 guidance telling you the colors I would like to 08:50 see red dust particles Writing Center -2- Transcribed by https://otter.ai 09:08 and now willingness to know specifically about this one 09:22 willingness to know about you 09:33 as I add flow into the dust the dust perhaps develops turns into 09:49 bird horse 10:24 very vague receding kinds of box frame one inside the other 10:44 willingness to learn 10:58 define the strength of the draft 11:17 we willing no control only willing 11:31 psychologist at a coffee cup 11:46 and for breakfast 11:53 remainders inside the coffee cup 12:01 and willingness to take time to take time to know without reporting willingness to search and find out 12:19 above all 12:22 a willingness. 13:51 -3- Transcribed by https://otter.ai In front of 13:54 us you're right on the edge. Simply rejoice in this feeling. State again that you are willing 14:06 to dive in position. 14:10 Watch, watch out for the analysis. Watch out for the control. Simply smile at the feeling and express you. Smile at the feeling and express your willingness wherever 14:24 you 14:28 can and again in your mind in your mind again and again and again. So that fills your consciousness with living 16:09 training exercise here last training was being shown images because they all seem to be out of life rather ordinary 16:34 and CTA let's see if we can get into imaging some colors here 16:41 do you feel some colors around you yes back to that 16:48 almost the feeling of big expanses hasn't yet distributed itself in any kind of dark pattern which is the presence or state of sleep blue and several red 17:11 I was interested in the the one.or piece of dust that you saw 17:37 waiting for the wind to pick it up make it more visible there I do have the feeling of being called along with the following 18:20 write your answer 18:40 -4- Transcribed by https://otter.ai yellow 19:13 to like your ego says 19:26 to drop down and let it be CTA 20:02 rose colored suggested 20:54 CTA 21:00 wheeling? 22:26 exquisite willingness? 23:37 hive of the CTA 23:44 all the points are so far away they're like galaxies nope you 24:26 willing to let ego stop thinking science recording 24:42 feel expensive 25:15 Shall we 25:30 thank you 26:18 black hook 26:52 very narrow -5- Transcribed by https://otter.ai 26:59 to 27:05 closing 27:19 surely be willing. 28:57 Inside cyclotron walls iridescent 29:32 perhaps polished polished rock walls 29:53 people are too 30:00 got several different colors 30:47 feeling around I 30:55 don't know the Right Place 31:59 willingness 32:32 moving the energy bar to their body realizing I was doing 32:48 putting 33:01 up at UPenn second 33:47 thank you it's a transformation of the energy bar 34:17 the curtain is showing again -6- Transcribed by https://otter.ai 34:32 very very huge building a shell building little inside 35:03 Like the train station in the library 35:43 doing things the office getting supplies seems very mundane distraction 36:50 little black dots on the white background 37:01 where it is that skin lead going to follow the necessary 37:33 Judas 37:40 leopard skin question 38:14 perhaps learning to navigate 38:23 soon it will be time to navigate your way back 38:31 it gets most interesting 38:59 question I can find my way back 39:10 remember remember what CTA is showing you the way home 39:28 reluctance to take seems like the drawing is the upper right not the lower left 39:44 to do 39:48 -7- Transcribed by https://otter.ai you're simply in a different place than when you started. On the way home is a right turn on the way back on the left turn is It 40:10 seems like I still have a marker home kind of a black hole corner opposite corner shall we say up to the right there seems to be a lighter place because we're pool 41:05 remember your visit to CTA and move on back to focused well. 42:03 One thought I had requests before the session I wonder how possible it is for you to mark the changes in the tones you feel on a timeline 42:29 that is something we will have to discuss how are you feeling 42:34 very floaty 42:40 The trick to come in 42:42 the body you 42:45 the trick to coming back is the same as the trick of going in you have to be willing to be part of it just doesn't want to be willing 43:04 focused in to your mind bring focused into your mind 43:13 focus tendency 43:20 relax into 43:23 such a big 12. 44:33 Come back into the body -8- Transcribed by https://otter.ai 44:42 muscles all of a sudden 45:00 I don't think I'm coming back to focus. I don't know where I'm coming back through. 45:13 What we do from this point is to go through a little ritual because we've trained our Pavlovian dog so silly cat nine -9- Transcribed by https://otter.ai