1976-02-17 TC

1976-02-17 TC (This is an unedited transcript, auto generated by otter.ai.) I was not able to reestablish contact with that particular entity, but wish was very unusual, although I had somewhat of a feeling that there may be a difficulty When I left, I've been experiencing other things black. Line almost seems to be going back and forth in front of my vision was for a while, my body would sometimes be upside down, sometimes standing on my head. Would lose all sense of physical orientation, other things like that have been going on. From time to time, I seem to run into another source or two while I was out there and tried to take advantage of the same three questions, but nothing really very meaningful. Conversations were pretty dull, sort of like I would ask, why are things so quiet? And the answer would be, quiet. It's quiet, and I say, yes, why am I having so much trouble establishing any kind of communication? You're having trouble. So it just couldn't seem to get any satisfaction. And then I'd say, Well, do you know of the earth? Yes, I've heard of it, and I'd say, Well, are you from the earth? No. Say, Well, what you know, where are you from? Says, I was just here. What do you do? Just I'm just here. Almost got the impression that this entity just kind of floats around bumping into other intelligences occasionally, and holding some communication now and then, but mostly just kind of floats around doing mostly nothing like that. That's just an example of what I mean when I say a not very interesting communication. So I pretty well just ignore that and go on to something else. And that's been the nature of all the communications today, and not very meaningful, not very informed sources, when I can find a source at all, TCA is trying. They expanding in physical space, or physical like space, is different than expanding in mental space. The main difference being an object with which you have reference to, in this case, the earth. I tried expanding two different ways. First couple of times I expanded one dimensionally, that is along a line in a particular direction, like backing away from the Earth, like growing larger and larger, but leaving and expanding away from the Earth in a direction, along a line, along a radial from the earth. I did this several times. First time, as I got further and further away in the earth tended to disappear among other heavenly bodies, first the solar system, and then the sun and so on, would tend to get smaller. I felt a gut reaction to keep track of myself where I was, in case I would get lost and not be able to find my way back, but realizing that that was kind of silly, that I would always be where I am. I did this a couple of more times, trying not to have that reaction of worrying about getting lost and did, and was able to suppress that or conquer it and moved way back off until the earth and the solar system, even the galaxy was indistinguishable. It seems the compression, the returning, the shrinking, is a faster process than the backing up. It almost goes automatically, like you just relax the wheel to expand, and you just kind of get reeled right on in, like letting go of a wind up vacuum cleaner cord just pulls you right in. The second way of expanding was more interesting for what it did to the mind, and that was to expand two dimensionally. That is, instead of expanding along a line, expand as a surface, a spherical surface, if you like, expanding away from the earth, the earth being at the center of the sphere and the spherical, concentric spherical surface, expanding in all directions, at the same time, away from the earth, the earth being the the center or the origin, and expanding spherically in all directions. And away away from the Earth center was somehow just a a more interesting experience. End of report, very good. Now move back into 10 so Okay, I did notice while I was doing that expansion, that my arms, which I don't really feel so much as arms, but I feel some kind of thick, bulky substance there that I guess are my arms. They began to ache a little bit, but since coming back from the expansion, the ache has disappeared. I don't know if that was circumstance or whether there's any correlation, but I'm In 10 now. Let me Give you a reinforce. I when You return, You or Happens, exploring, first, just general in 12, loss of body consciousness seem to be traveling backwards. Seem to change orientation. Feet were up and head was down. He's changing orientation. Soon been a stabilized kind of an upside down position. I then went on to communicate, and seemed to find the source of Tuesday a week ago, first to which I was lured, at least, I believe it to be the same. I asked several questions. Strangely enough, whenever I why it was so smiling last Tuesday, I just draw a blank. It's not really a blank, like, I don't know, it's more of a blank, like I'm not telling, but I'd ever get an answer of any sort. If they didn't know, I would at least expect to get an I don't know, but I draw a complete this blank I asked about technical information, technical or scientific information on how We might be better able to control or manipulate energy, the kind of energy that we're utilizing in these communications, or any other kind of energy system other than those of which we are familiar and it was very definite that such manipulations, such energy systems that can be manipulated for power uses, for everyday uses but the difficulty in transferring that information seems to be the method of communication. I was shown a like a blackboard drawing or schematic, but the detail was fuzzy and not to the degree of clarity necessary to actually build from it. The source would have to explain that this is the nature of the communication, that it is conceptual in nature and that technical detail it's very difficult to translate conceptually that I could see The drawings of such a device only as a representation of drawings. The idea that such drawings exist and could be made is like the concept given to me, and then I see a visual image of such drawings. But that's a far cry from giving actual schematic for engineering drawing with the detail necessary for such a device to do bill so the basic nature of this telepathic, conceptual type communication seems to be a barrier to passing quite specific imparation. I don't really understand in my own mind exactly why that's so, but that's seems to be the general gist of what was said. I end of the court, yes, I asked if this source was like the sources that are communicating with. Uh, Judy and Shea, and if indeed there was any knowledge of his sources of each other. And first, I asked if Judy's source and Shea source knew each other or were the same. And I got the indication that no, they were not the same. No, they were not like personal friends, you might say, but that they knew of each other and that they were both engaged in the same kind of work, doing the same sort of thing that weren't exactly the same source. And I asked if he was indeed part of that same work team, or whatever that serving at their sources, and I kind of got that inclination that he was. But when I said, Well, you know, what do you want to tell me? Deliver me a deliver a message, I didn't really get the feeling that he was there to instruct, like a like a professor, or at least if he was, he didn't seem to take the opportunity to do so. Seemed to be more that the sources are there for us to query, rather than for them to deliver set, you Know, package information to us. Very Good and our now, well, I he contacted the source and asked, of course, about his vantage point or his perspective, and asked him if he were familiar with earth, and his reply was yes, that's my territory. I got the idea that the earth and was sort of his assigned. B also got the idea that he and other entities, other intelligences, like cuties and Shea stores, are made available to us to help us maximize or get through our Earth experience. I don't mean get through, like, get it over with. I just mean to to help us get as much out of it as possible. There, there are like planers or helpers, and are particularly assigned to like Earth duty. I then asked about geological conditions in the next year, and as I asked the data that Shay and Judy got, kind of went through my mind because I wanted to make sure that I wasn't just reproducing what I had already heard. He picked that data up from my mind and knew that that's what I was thinking about. And his reaction to that was, I didn't know that information was was available. And I kind of got the idea that he was surprised that this information had been given out, had been released, and he was not aware that such information was being really I didn't get a direct picture of the kind of conditions that Judy and Shay have described. But. I did get a confirmation of sorts that big changes were in the making, that indeed this was a sort of an exciting time, or a time when what that would see big changes, but I didn't get that kind of detail. I kind of got the idea that he bought that kind of information was really disallowed. I The End of report. No, not that I think of. I can get into 15 okay, but my concentration is or my focus is disturbed by a very full bladder, which surprises me, since I took care of that as soon as I came into the lab, besides this, since the first contact, my eyes have off and on, been burning like they do sometimes when you rub them and get salt from Your skin into them, although I have not rubbed them, the physical discomfort as I go off and try to make some kind of communications and distract me, i.