1989-06-24 - JDC-4

1989-06-24 - JDC-4 Tue, Mar 26, 2024 9:25PM • 45:36 SUMMARY KEYWORDS cta, willingness, vector, bottle, focus, total, relax, significance, daily life, direction, anger, representing, most significant thing, o'clock noon, image, shown, floating, clarification, feeling, perception 00:00 This is session II 89 130 with J d see number four the date is June 24 1989 the time 12 o'clock noon 00:22 you feeling 00:26 content more 00:36 woke up with a sore left side of the bat still sending me messages despite liberal doses of plus balance heal 00:53 maybe that's another question we can ask a little bit later what is the significance of this pain in the back your indicators out here look very well don't seem to be disturbed by your conversation with me and are very stable let's go ahead and go forward and move on to focused in since we've got a good foundation here memory your affirmation security repository box relax those parts of your body that are not yet relaxed. Move on to focused in 01:33 may need to use a little extra beta today maybe go to coffee withdrawal 01:45 just relax a few moments and focused in let it settle in become aware of all the feelings and howling awareness that belongs and focused in now I'll be back in just a couple of minutes and I'll move on 02:07 ready to move on here 02:09 and yes it looks that way from out here. Go ahead and move on to focus 12 Then just follow the sounds gently to focus dwell -1- Transcribed by https://otter.ai 02:36 visuals that relate to anger people over 02:57 you may use the tools of emotional cleansing simply allow that anger to float away 03:30 here's people up there flying with the bubbles and talking about using the tools of flying 04:04 as the anger floats away you may turn now within as the anger floats away turn now within 04:20 there's like a stairwell in the house. But it's actually more like a tube, the end of the job and up into some godlike creatures bedroom which somehow also that crossing with Swan or Noah this is whatever name 04:51 the anger the feeling of sticking your head out of this hole is too 05:06 Jack in the beanstalk kind of 05:27 that being completed during now within an exam and focus 12 Without the anger turn within now and examined focused well without the anger that has gone 05:50 around the wood structure like I've never seen shown off by a realtor 06:06 observe and while you observe simply ask in your mind what is the meaning of this image observe and ask in your mind what is the meaning of this image 06:31 what have you learned 06:39 you may explore this structure you may look into the structure which you have never seen and find out for yourself the significance of the camp 07:19 bigger structure -2- Transcribed by https://otter.ai 07:49 people represented on colored table radio 08:01 strange meaning 08:29 CTF very good simply ask that you be taken now to CTA and as I adjust the frequencies move towards the environment to CTA and I will wait for your description 08:52 of transparency 09:00 something in the water is extremely vague. Not quite there yet 09:11 just relax into it and wait for the right perception. We have plenty of time 09:32 somebody else leaving providing the place of perspective. Feeling that in order to take that place of perspective it might be impolite because she might be coming back 09:52 she was stepping 10:04 You may ask for help in knowing what the proper thing to do is here 10:21 patterns of many colors start to 10:30 take better abstract 11:49 symbols distances yet to go somebody named Jeffrey was 12:04 somewhat above me 12:08 didn't simply focus on being in CTA focus on being in CTA -3- Transcribed by https://otter.ai 12:30 the NCTA and perceive it around you be in CDA and perceive it around you 13:12 thanks guys very 13:19 much what items there are 13:27 dark colored streaks 13:34 that's fine a willingness to accept the perception as it is 13:44 asked now that you'll be shown the pattern the pattern represented in home asked the CTA show you the pattern representing the way home representing 14:12 reddish brown see a particular side of the vector to 14:28 take a moment to remember the red brown and its direction. Just hold in mind and hold in memory for a moment. The red brown and its direction 14:52 and now in your mind, in your mind asked to be shown the past During representing totals 15:12 which way to totals which 15:20 most appropriate information for accessing total self 15:33 yes again and again deep within your mind restate this deep in your mind again and again and wait for the answer to be revealed accepting the answer your show. 16:53 particular color interaction 17:01 -4- Transcribed by https://otter.ai is slightly off to my left but it seems to be almost a vertical bar 17:12 in face this direction face the golden brown and place in your mind in your heart the willingness to now to learn to understand the golden brown vector of total 18:24 is resistance I can tell 18:48 there's plenty of time hold the thoughts in your mind and your heart no effort just holding your thoughts in your mind and relax relax into the thoughts all all the thoughts willingness is knowing I am all that there is and relax in to the knowing. 19:59 Surely Over talking about the country or 20:07 allow the perceptions to flow this is not a time of understanding but a time of experience observed in total 20:39 going to constrain which 20:52 button to push 21:01 see what happens when you pull and push the button? 21:37 audio experience 21:50 somebody else 21:53 explore and allow no need for understanding your analysis explore and allow willing to experience and learn willingness to 22:12 statuettes black statue lights below about the lights being important almost like that at home 22:49 -5- Transcribed by https://otter.ai ask to be shown more of total south there has to be shown more 23:10 salad diced celery diced 23:15 nourishment 23:42 soon as you take a towel off the shelf and on top of the shelf whatever the channel is once you've taped that you have something to do with making 24:10 shaken 24:18 you scared to do that? 24:54 Total self direction There's 25:05 more of total self in my daily life 25:09 remember the golden brown vector 25:26 landscape and forge 25:47 asking your mind how you can best implement the knowledge of total self in your daily life ask in your mind how you can best implement the knowledge of total sound in your daily life 26:58 somebody's asking what I said 28:00 something about AIDS patients in some special place in California 28:19 is a sanctuary for patients 28:32 -6- Transcribed by https://otter.ai whether we're talking about someplace like 28:45 AIDS patient you may ask for clarification 28:54 is my daily life 29:21 big fat tomato juice 29:29 somebody's saying it doesn't sound like clarification yet. 30:38 More about a. 31:48 A couple of flashes white light the right hand direction just another flashlight is find something 32:09 image of somebody striding into a room the bathroom 32:21 rulings on identified with a very purposeful stripe flash ruling 2001 32:48 For clarification 33:25 something about leaving comfort him somehow putting my left hand on his left shoulder he is very red skin the different fellow before tried to get him to stay without drying effort idli 34:14 the beans mushroom 34:25 What is the name of the mushroom 34:36 more to do with drugs drugs 35:23 Very strange this corded piano playing which stopped baby -7- Transcribed by https://otter.ai 35:48 let's question my daily life 36:06 seek knowledge from the golden brown vector about the pain in your back and ask about the pain in your back from the golden brown vector 36:23 the back doesn't seem to be there at the moment should I still 36:29 what was the significance of the experience you had and the significance of the experience you had 36:46 a slightly different version of CTA 36:53 perhaps this information is yes perhaps this information that you seek about the back is available from another vector 37:09 the direction of CG information 37:28 dislocated dislocated Why am I 37:41 so crack 38:33 maybe you should go going to go check then disappears into the 38:50 never to be seen 39:05 most significant thing that I need to be working on 39:20 direction 39:42 visual solutions -8- Transcribed by https://otter.ai 39:50 the images seem to flow a lot better today I'm not sure there are If 40:05 there's no time now to discover their meaning now is the time for their absorption 40:14 which should be very interesting 40:26 most significant thing 40:36 seek now the most important thing you may learn seek now to be shown the most important thing you may learn at this time 40:58 yellow fringed abstraction 41:08 luminous caviar 41:20 the different CTA 41:29 CTA 41:40 about a white bottle floating on some fluid 41:51 floating 41:57 because it's wavy 42:03 a willingness to know more of the bottle floating a willingness to know more of this 42:13 lightness seems to be painted as very odd shaped many -9- Transcribed by https://otter.ai 42:31 willingness to understand the perception 42:43 of 3d imaging very bright I don't know where the bottle was 43:11 knows the smell perhaps 43:23 clear so coming 43:26 to willingness to know what's in the bottle a willingness to understand what's in the bottle 43:36 a bottle makes it significant and beautiful 43:59 it has to do with LSD being in a bottle 44:11 it's a different color 44:20 most important thing you can know is in the bond. The most important thing you can learn at this time is in the bottle 44:34 every small genie in the bottle 44:50 you may ask is there a genie in the bottle 44:59 actually Of 45:12 course looks more like a baby bottle 45:28 spending time with the baby - 10 - Transcribed by https://otter.ai