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[01:18:30] either no well each time I began to talk this time I felt my body um vibrate um it was as if a question would be asked and then this entity would inhabit my body uh it was little it was different from when I would just ask and get an answer and say the answer although I was
[01:19:00] happening uh I was two people at the same time and um we're getting close to it now yeah yeah but at the same time I was feeling as if I were another entity so it was as if the entity and I were merged together and there was still the filtering process going on yeah through me but it was in a very different
[01:19:30] way yeah you can say that five times um you would not recognize your own voice it was very strange the part about the uh um the chaos okay I can see the buildings just tall they were tall buildings cracking and falling down and
[01:20:00] I um saw the wave very clearly huge waves terrifying waves and yet I kept wondering why I didn't feel upset and it seemed to be happening um whatever I was experiencing it at the time it was happening that's why it was so difficult to separate that time from this time um so I never really got any sense of
[01:20:30] time but I didn't have a personal sense of being in it like I was not I was watching it um which could mean that that is a case that I will not be in it so to speak but it may not be it may be I'll be gone already by the time takes place well that's one implication yeah but it didn't have the sense of my actually
[01:21:00] being inside of a building falling down or in one of the houses that was being washed away by the by the um wave yeah it's hard it's hard I didn't have a drowning feeling or a a burning feeling or anything like that mhm well I it can't I I think it's more that perspective because when you are in that particular State you have
[01:21:30] dropped you have dropped uh those emotional patterns that are your characteristic I think that's quite true I find that very often feel you know sad or upset I just marveled that I didn't was strange it was just like the whole business of the right and wrong whatever the words were I have no idea but I know it was like it was a frustrating thing to have to try to describe something that couldn't be described and yet none
[01:22:00] of it made any difference it it was like a so if a person kills a person they kill a person so I mean there wasn't any kind of feeling like I'd feel now yes that's what I mean and I think this is that characteristic that um you've also had in the past but this is about as deep as I've ever seen you and by all means and I said say sometime but not tonight or whatever mhm I'll play the tape for yeah I like to hear it yeah okay well I'm going to get out of this
[01:22:30] contraption now okay and there you have it certainly much to ponder and too much for immediate comment I could say that how does it go the opinions and material you've just heard are those only of the Explorer and do not necessarily represent those of but that's not so is it only the Explorer anyway this is Robert Monroe saying I'll see you around I hope