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1991-02-14 - RML-4 (This is an unedited transcript, auto generated by otter.ai.) 00:03 This is session II 91 zero to seven the fourth session with our M L on February 14 1991. The time is two o'clock PM 00:21 Well how are you doing? 00:23 I'm doing fine I could do more volumes I find I'm straining little to get the sounds that's it 00:44 better yes 01:01 would you like to continue to be relaxing and listening to this workflow or would you like to be moving on next week expanding out into focused in 01:18 I like to be moving into focus 01:28 then allow yourself the pleasure of your own process and know that I join you in your affirmation and ask that we both be guided as appropriate for this today simply be enjoying your very own process and expanding out to that place that you know is focused in and I'll speak with you again in focused in 02:26 how are you feeling now 02:29 I'm feeling fine thank you 02:36 describe what this is like for you 02:42 I'm in a kind of Impressionist painting type situation by the water but on a jetty with a rather unusual angle 03:10 relax but my mind is quite alert fully awake eyes I'm surprised how light it is in in here 03:32 is nice 03:58 yes simply continue allow yourself to be observing. 04:11 Yes 04:13 You Need Do Nothing simply let go and be 04:41 would you like to be expanding on? Yes. Then simply allow yourself to be following the sound. Alright. As you follow the sound allow your heart to open and from your heart extend your willingness to be receiving 05:24 Have you reestablish the level of comfort here 05:32 needed to scratch 05:37 feel that too is communication what has this been like for you 05:47 it's been nice free floating hovering 06:12 I'm reminded when I was two or three standing in a suitcase and up ended suitcase by glass case some may slipped as I went down crashing my head into the glass motion of arresting myself or hanging some of the hanging tight into my body 06:58 you might want to be asking what is this memory for 07:15 memory 07:23 let me know ritual something that I'm doing carried forward from that time that has played an enormous part in the patterns in the ways that I relate to my body 07:52 a tensing solidity of not letting go 08:04 think the memories do have that I have a very strong picture of my body kinesthetic picture of where my body is what's the doing? I think going back to that 08:37 you might like to be asking what is most important for me to be knowing and understanding and simply allow yourself to be traveling observing 09:10 releasing this desiring healing this is available to you. 09:25 What is most important about that is that it's far easier to handle it from outside the body and hang on tight that moment. thing to do is to handle it from the outside 10:57 that's done that's done far better handling it from outside the body 11:11 recently I've been Lynn has been coming to mind a lot I wonder what she's doing what's happening was that she keeps on coming to mind 11:32 you may be asking to be expanded into that space of highs communication with Lin then let go and allow 11:58 it is that I have suddenly kind of slipped into Lynn's body at the moment I suddenly feel like my body is suffering from withdrawal symptoms 12:19 are just getting stored at the moment? 14:48 out again and space 14:55 for night sky stars 15:08 In a bus going to Shinjuku in a bus going to shoe boy 15:29 guess too laid back never really communicated 15:47 fullness extraordinary timeless fullness heartfelt 16:03 and here I am again in this moment intersection of time with a timeless 16:29 intersection of time with a timeless 16:49 question she the physical self this moment and February 1991 17:15 Part of how to get together with me 17:27 how on earth could we have completely this committee again why was I so laid back about it God 18:45 while at this intersection of a time of a time I hope this gets to have you managed to free yourself from disorientation of pathos of being trapped in the feelings of pathos and thinking that that is love free yourself from 19:27 all that we have in common 19:37 this timeless spaceless abstraction held within it all the feelings hold a sense sensations you could possibly wish 20:10 communicate get in touch 20:19 get up 20:45 zero point timeless spaceless 21:13 it point from which all these things accessible but you have dragged down by the pathos of what you felt 21:49 communication point at this intersection I hope I'm getting through to you 22:35 I want to learn new skills I want to participate in the new illusions live in new novel 23:12 I want to be plastic to be diaphanous to assume new 23:33 I want lightness of being homelessness have been 24:02 want to be able to get in and get out I want to be able to condense into the full density and viscosity of solid bodies. They want to be able to get out to vaporize to to be ethereal to condense in and out 24:43 to pick apart to be the sunset 24:57 and imagined modalities of sensors other modes of sensing 25:10 other forms of space known space 25:22 you may be asking to be all that right now not in some future but right now 25:45 yes 25:53 and then allow yourself to be let go it is yours right now