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things that could shift that energy you know conversations like this maybe are a little bit psychedelics and some of these ancient philosophies and practices and introspective methods I think those are a huge part potentially but I don't I don't know how we wrap it all into something that people can easily get behind and understand and maybe it shouldn't be easy I don't know but maybe just lead by example I think you know that that's
treat others how you want to be treated you start showing yourself love and respect and it like I said it becomes easy to show that towards other people um hopefully it and you this would be um maybe a good point too to to make sure we distinguish especially a lot of people that are studying esoteric stuff like this and of Consciousness there's I think a tendency to and and you said how like I I seek and I seek often and and I am I'm
definitely consider myself a Seeker but with the knowledge of knowing I'm not trying to seek to leave this this body or even you know the phrase of Monroe is we're more than our physical body um every time I would say that as part of part of our prayer which we did every through every meditation I was always say we're more than our physical bodies and I think I said this in one of the Deb debriefs but man my physical body is
[ __ ] beautiful man I love my physical body my physical body is so so great so beautiful and not like I'm saying my physical like you know the look body but I think it's important for people not to try to ascend the 3D to the 5D not to try to get out of this dumb down meat suit and get into this ethereal spiritual plane where you're ascended you never have to reincarnate you found your home planet uh you're back to your
alien home like in my opinion that's not the the role or the um the goal of any of this yeah that sound that's stinks of spiritual bypassing for sure well point is to ascend to these higher level to ascend to these different levels of consciousness to absorb the lessons but then take them back to the this 3D World take it back to where we are time and space limited because that's where we can explore or excuse me where we can
enjoy like I said the cup of coffee or the ice cream or the beautiful woman or the walk in the woods um and I think that's really important because I think a lot of these other whether you're talking about ghosts or Spirits or even DMT entities I don't think they can collapse down to our load 3D space um I you know I don't think that form can take it where we know with certain practice that we can Ascend to their levels and I think that's really
important to know that we as the not the dumb down Meats suit but truly as the beautiful human Divine body uh to appreciate it as such because you can have both both the Divine enlightened as well as the biological you know physical body where I think those other beings can't have that and yeah you forget about that um that's when you forget about how nice it feels for the warm sheets and the you know the new socks and all of that type like truly the
every every sensation becomes something that you uh appreciate as opposed to frown upon right right and that's why I'm not a big fan of this like essentially like Gnostic Matrix Ascension sort of disposition that dismisses the lower world as this like this evil you know prison reality constructed by some kind of malevolent God and and I don't know I don't know what it is like I would love to believe that it's a school
or that it's like everything here is happening for a very specific reason or a selected reason but I I guess where my gut goes is that it's this sort of like midpoint where we've talked around so many ideas and experiences and studies that point to their being more than this physical reality than than you being more than body but to a degree into your point that is what you are and that thing is going to break down it's going to get
old it's going to you know I'm getting gray hairs you're getting gray hairs had them for a while like yeah that that's all happening but that doesn't mean it's not precious you know that like like even even if it's something so so one of the ideas that really blew my mind and this was the idea of um I was bringing up with DMT being like a a symbol of something so the the the Greek words are suan or sunma that it's like this
distillation this symbol of some kind of sacred reality or Divinity or whatever and uh reading this book The in the Soul by this um religious scholar and this um guy who studied platonism for his whole academic career uh Gregory Shaw he communicates this idea that really blew my mind which is that your body is a sunma of your soul like your body is a symbol of your soul oh I like that so why why would you ever try to insult or
besmer or destroy that thing like yeah it's like maybe a car is a good adage like care for your car your car is great it's carrying you around it's like you know it's an extension of you in a certain way but it's also not you like you're also a lot more than your car and you're also a lot more than your body right it's well I I don't yeah can I play on that analogy too cuz I think it's important with psychedelics where you
know if you have the indicator like in your car so you want to know if you're low on gas or if your your tires are low or if you're getting ready to overheat where I think so many people um don't listen to the indicated lights of their own body so they'll once again mask it with prescription pills or alcohol and instead of listening to these indicated lights they're just putting pieces of tape over them and I know that's what I
did for you know a long long time in my life where I just I didn't want to hear it so you know stresses can be a good thing because they they're showing you areas of your life that need adjustment need correcting and now I look at that analogy where my control panel for my quote unquote car has a 100 dials or a thousand dials where you know I don't want to limit that or dumb it down or I don't want to see any lights oh [ __ ]
that's scary I want to see everything so now I know if I'm getting a minor headache or maybe I'm dehydrated was I out in the sun too long uh if my feet start to hurt I loosen up my shoes if you know like you actually listen to your body and you become connected with it and again that's part of loving it but yeah you you don't appreciate when those indicator lights go off appreciate when you're getting stressed like you know if if you
think your job sucks and your wife sucks and you never wanted to be a dad or you never wanted to be a mom or like I hate to say it that maybe you need some life changes but like don't don't just you know oh no she's not cheating on me yeah she's been cheating on you for the last 15 years like I you know maybe it's a shitty example people don't definitely don't want to hear that but like at what point do you realize like oh yeah um I
get to change my own [ __ ] in my own life but you only know if you're paying attention to those indicator lights and a practical example um I mean you saw the the Audi that I that I showed up on so it's like the one remaining thing that I have in my past life that's that's nice but um the indicator light for the coolant came on the other day and you know so instead of getting pissed or getting mad or flipping out or
this going to cost me money or like I calmly was like all right this is great I was just in Boston the night before I'm glad it didn't happen then then let me check on it long story short it was just the the cap from the last guy that checked it wasn't fully on so some had you know come out through pressure I had to fill it and everything's all good but if I didn't have that indicator light I would have overheated and blew up my
engine and would have destroyed you know a beautiful sports car and then had nothing like you know then I really would have been asked out but it's very very similar to me running on you know overheating with alcohol and stress and anxiety before where I almost you know ran it ran it off the cliff and people I think need to um really lean into getting more indicator lights on their panel doing that shadow work doing the
hard part knowing that the light and the dark and the whatever like it's all same uh ends of the same spectrum and I know that like all the low low lows that I've had now I can appreciate the high high highs that I I know I'm going to have and I wouldn't have avoided those or I wouldn't change you know any of that for anything but people it's maybe tough when people are going through the Dark Soul of their their Journey or if they're really in
you know a really hard spot it's to me tough to hear but I can honestly say like good for you like I'm I'm so [ __ ] happy for you like if you're on the verge of snapping if you're on the verge of breaking if you're sitting there being like you know what I'm [ __ ] done I feel for you um I know I'd love to give you a hug in and whatever to let you know that I'm here for you and I I'll do those things but the truth of it
is is you've made it this far and you're you're right there you're right ready to have that Phoenix rebirth you're right ready to have that Harrow's Journey you're ready to like I did burn everything to the ground so now I have a fertile field to just throw all these beautiful seeds and it's really really tough when people are going through that but the light on the other side is is worth it and you know that that's kind
of been my my message that I can hopefully try to share with people is just get through it like just keep walking through and and truly throw up the middle finger to those demons and those devils and those monsters that are jumping on your back and that's probably the most empowerful empowering thing that's happened through all this is I was able to look at those monsters that truly were there that sucked my life away and I looked at them I took
ownership I called them by name I said [ __ ] you you don't have control over me and I know that that's my own demons and my own enemies and my own inner psyche is My Own Worst Enemy and is probably the only thing in this world that can truly destroy me and now that I faced those aspects of my myself I am not afraid of any situation or any man um you know my experience with my future self I don't have any fear of death I'm
very comfortable that my energy will transmute into the next stage whenever that may be um but you know having having all of those realizations happen uh wasn't wasn't easy but I also use the analogy of coming out with like Girl Scout or Boy Scout badges where you know you got that Sash and the most difficult ones are just that they're the most difficult ones where you know sash is full of badass [ __ ] badges like I've
I've gotten like the eagle scout type [ __ ] and then like the plus pluses because the stuff that I've battled through but now that gives me the courage and the confidence to Bear some of that weight or those Darkness for other people to say all you need help with your monsters I'll go in that space with you and I'll kick their ass or to know that maybe I have the power to share my love when somebody needed it um
and yeah it's uh to take ownership of of that aspect of your life puts everything else in perspective because again you're not worried about a job or a relationship or anything because you you know where the source of your power comes from and it's you yeah Amen brother there there's no better note to end it on than that this has been a lovely mind meld an empowering mind meld I hope um and I'm sure we can do many more yeah well you know thanks