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there is the control not controlling but like the the mentor guide male type energy so a lot of times there's these just overall feelings uh I don't necessarily see like you know I always see Frank with a green hat or there's always the the lady with a purple dress um it's more these constantly like morphing moving kind of shapes and in blobs or whatever um but there are very distinct categories like I was asked the other day if I've ever had any like
mantis interactions you know that seems to be like a insectoid type thing and and I have uh and the the theme with that seems to be they go in and show me how to properly use my human body so a lot of times you know you just talk about like how do you interact with them do you talk to them do you feel like sometimes they truly like absorb into your body and they'll show you how to vibrate properly how to pulse your blood
properly how to breath everyone's going to tell you that that you're being possessed by demons right now in the comments by the way yeah I've already whatever [ __ ] them um they're good demons but no really uh yeah look into the atmology of the word demon by the way for come in and it's like they're coming in and showing me how to use my human body to its full potential like look at how amazing this is you you like
almost you you have no idea how fantastic this machine is let me show you how to play and they'll come in and you know control you and show you how to how to operate your body um I've had interactions where and I think this is where the common sometimes common stories with alien abductions can also be I think maybe similar whether it be endogenous DMT or um or what but I've had a lot of experiences where I felt as though I was being examined where I you
know I would go up into the space and it was almost like I was like an animal in a zoo or if I was a firefly in a field and I was you know flashing where as soon as they saw me go into this space they kind of like Flock towards me like oh [ __ ] like Adam's here Adam's here and really interested in in doing an analysis of me um I've had experiences where I felt as though my future self interacted with me which is again how do
you explain that it wasn't me with a longer beard or like an older human it was just this very distinct comfortable this is me that like I was here to do a diagnostic check on myself and um you know kind of it was very clear like coming into just say hey you're on track done a good job I have had and this is where I was saying about I think maybe and again say this with a straight face that I'm going to play a role in translating DMT
entities to the human race um but in the last month and a half or so I've had two interactions where I would say all of the other interaction you're getting this DNA upload or you're getting this information come in or you feel as though your senses are getting increased I would compare that to like a software upgrade I've had two things happen recently where I considered they were like Hardware upgrades where I I've
truly felt as though I had something hold me down make it so I couldn't move and something was I don't know necessarily like inserted in my body but I was I was held against my will in this kind of blue Jelly space with no no entities No Visions no no things but I was just held in this vibratory home of blue and um like I don't know weird [ __ ] was happening to my to my body um where they put it it actually it went up through my
so and the fact that I like it it went up through the bottom of my feet went up through my head and then out through the bottom of my feet almost like a like a laser scanner um and and and is there anything that you feel like that yielded like where you're like I don't feel like I had this capacity before that or is it more nebulous so I guess well during the experience one thing I wanted to say that was different from all the other
ones is complete lack of your body senses so like I I talk about sex on DMT and doing all these cool like art projects and stuff like that so normally you have more sensory inputs this particular case it really was um I had none it was just like almost like a sleep paralysis type where I was just there coming out but I felt no negative intentions I felt nothing bad and I don't know if I'm just saying this to kind of convince myself or to make
myself feel better but I truly felt as when I came out of that that it was an upgrade like I got like a stronger immune system skeletal system nervous system um I mean sounds foolish but even like going to the gym like the next day like I felt stronger I felt I felt as though I got like an upgrade to so I don't know if it was you know a a mocker that means I I can make it to the next step or if I've got a something but now it it's
happened again where I've I've had that same kind of feeling but it was that something was here to tell me that hey we're we're here to kind of communicate with you and almost apologize for scaring the [ __ ] out of me last time like they were like listen we knew we knew we kind of scared but we had to do something like we had to impart what I don't know is it an antenna is it an upgrade is it whatever but again they keep changing over the
hundreds of times uh so how do you put that how do you put that in perspective I have no idea well speaking of putting things into perspective have you have you read the Monroe books yet like from from Robert Monroe himself yeah yeah no oh dude okay so in so the first book is Journeys out of the body the second book is far Journeys I believe in Far Journeys he describes some very similar things to what you're talking about and this idea
of being you know scared by what feel like higher beings but then also accepting like I want to know so bad what you can show me that I'm willing to like pay whatever price it is and then and then having very similar experiences after that to like what you're describing so it's really compelling to me to hear very archetypally similar experiences through different methods so for people who are just convinced for whatever you know brainwashed reason
that like oh if this H if this has something to do with a super psychoactive molecule it's not real it's it's the brain on drugs some version of that well guess what you can do it without it too like if you believe I guess you could just say you don't believe Robert Monroe or that he's dreaming or tripping out there's always some way that intellect can can intervene and and I don't want to sound like you shouldn't be skeptical you
should be skeptical but you should also suspend judgment on other people's experiences first of all and suspend final opinions until you've done exhaustive experimentation of your own like it's just I I was going to say apply the scientific method but I understand that it's not it's fundamentally not scientific to have an experience in your own umelt of Consciousness but the idea that it's not valuable because it's not
you can't yield an empirical you know replicable data set is insane and that's to be brainwashed by this like scientific reductive way of viewing reality to a really unhealthy degree yeah and I think even the most humble of scientists or you know know they they no one knows or claims that they have the exact answer they have theories and and they're trying to understand it um but I I think the like I said the fact that
there's something Beyond odd normal five senses I I I think that's been proven a long time ago and now it's just a matter of of exploring that yeah whether we get the actual answers or not um I not to say that it doesn't matter but that's not necessarily what I'm interested in I'm interested in I mean this past week I've gotten several emails saying how this help me how this help how this help like um this changed my life Adam this
saved my life it's and and I'm just some smalltime guy getting some you know random emails here and there coming in and it's it's really really um empowering because I know that words can have that much effect and it's I I I really feel like we're all on this this right path and it's where whether it be DMT shrooms and psychedelic whether it be meditation and yoga whether it be walks in the woods cold plunges uh whatever you know
like the information that people are gaining in these uh altered and elevated States Of Consciousness there's valid and valuable information that can save lives and and truly again not to fluff it up but really bring us to the next level of human evolution and I wanted to come we were talking about like the plaque thing it's almost like either that has to happen or there's going to be some sort of iation event where they'll be yeah the homo sapiens and
then they'll be the whatever like homo enlightened or the homo like spiritual Alice or like something where like there can't be that much of a difference between human species where somebody can just clearly throw a bag of [ __ ] of McDonald's on the side of the road and for anybody that's like oh that's not a big deal then you're the piece of [ __ ] like then you need to check yourself if you think just
throwing a bag of McDonald's out the window is okay because to your point it just shows such a lack of respect of the the the Earth the planet the streets all the people that clean the streets your neighbors the like the school children that have to step over your [ __ ] I mean it just if if you can't see how that is a disrespectful thing to yourself then you know I don't know it's like there's you know it's
sometimes when I try to conceptualize these really just beyond the individual sorts of archetypal phenomena going on in the collect conscious and Collective unconscious or however you want to explain the only thing I can think of as a similar Cory is like weather systems or something like there are these qualities these pressures these um predispositions that are moving through us through the Zeitgeist collectively and it's weird because in some ways
they're Way Beyond what any of us can do as individuals yet it's like an input output thing it's like there is input and there is output from the individual like the individual is a victim if you want to think of it of the collective but they're also feedbacking into the collective and there's got to be some kind of forceful event that puts a lot of positive feedback Into The Ether or we're not going to get this weather system under
control like it's going to continue like the plaque is just going to keep building up we're going to feel more disconnected from our souls we're going to feel more like there's you know disconnected from all these ideas we're talking about and personally I don't really know how to do that other than what feels authentic for me and that's blabbering into a microphone a bunch and I don't want to make it seem like I have
some super high-minded idea like that's what I'm doing by doing a podcast but I don't it's truly like if if nothing else it's like coping for me it's like I yeah it's like I feel that Soul sickness and I don't know what to do about it but I have to do something and I certainly can't just keep going through the motions of like a job and then do all the stuff like check all the boxes of you know West capitalistic reality and that should fix
it like I knew from a young age that that was not going to work for me and of course you have to play that game to some degree and I did play that game and I do play that game to some degree but to leave it at that feels profoundly not just inadequate but wrong you know and I think we're under construction of how that's done but it's like you know to to try to end this on some kind of a like positive note it's like you see the seeds of the