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quiet patience, and it will all come together. It is not possible for it not to come together.
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You are,
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I am, one.
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We are,
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I, I
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arm so flowing upward, right one, touch the left sorry, right index finger. Don't worry about right
and left. I never could keep them straight. Retouching lower right arm so Hey
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guys,
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it would be nice to see who you are.
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Yes. Now ask them, Who are you? Who are you?
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Oh, I get is the word Goliath.
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Well, that's all right.
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And something about butterfly wings, which are not what I saw before.
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Know what I would like you to do now would be to get a fix on this place and these contacts,
some ident, ask that it be given to you so that you can find your way back here again in a in a
fairly direct manner,
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as this says, Ask for the black level directly above the blue white.
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The black level directly above the blue light,
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no, above the blue white, above the blue white. It's like a blue white line, and it's just all jet
black. So you can come right back that way. No problem. Okay,
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that's very good, very excellent. Time does continue where we are. So it's, it's time to ask you
to return now the way that you came back through the levels.
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Oh, wait a minute. How am I going to get my right arm down?
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It'll be there. When you return, you'll find your way back to focus tan coming back through the
levels that you have been through through 15 and 12. Wait, I'm not there. Yet I know you're not
there. I'm just giving you the guidance to bring yourself there. And you can do this by simply
telling yourself that you want to return to focus 10 through the same levels that you went
through, right? And when you're in focus, 10, let me know that you're there.
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I'm at 17.
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Okay.
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Oh, it says I'm 10, but I don't feel 10. I can just open my eyes and come right out. I think, is that
all right? That
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would be very, very fine, but I'm going to give you a grounding signal to help you, and I'm
going to count you from 10 to one while you're doing whatever you need to do. Well, I
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can just come right out right now. Okay, I'll come right in, as the case may be, come right in,
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okay? And just simply know when you are in c1 you will be fully in your body, all of your
systems functioning perfectly and balance and harmony and. Right, did you want me to skip a
grounding signal? No, you better
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offer that I can offer. Yes, thank you. So I don't feel like I could stand up. I'll tell you that I
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That's nice.
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Most people, most people, are a little annoyed when they have to listen to that after the other
one. No,
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but I need to know I can function here too.
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No, it's nice. You're moving your hands and
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oh yeah, I already did. I stretched. Everything's here. Okay,
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Mike's on his way to let you loose.
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There's a light. My goodness, what a surprise. That's funny.
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You were describing it as scattered. Is that you mean more scattered than than you're used to
in your work at home, or it's very different than our work at home, more scattered.
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Oh, my work at home is scattered too. But I didn't see a single person garden anywhere, and I
didn't get any really brilliant, yes, I did not as many as you usually do. Know, certainly much
more of a sense of other beings around than I ever have at home. Yeah, I
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think for a lot of energies, they're working working away with you in different ways. But
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how do we really know that?
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Well, how do you really know anything? The that's a serious question. I hope
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you might have a way to know.
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Part of it is
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the hesitation to give into what could be just, you know, only believe
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that that's I, you know, I suspected that was part of your metal processing going on in there
was a, no, I wasn't we, maybe we should have talked about that before you went in too. But it
didn't seem like, like it was necessary in the beginning. But then you, you did have an
analytical function that was just, was not turning loose, was not moving aside. Well, I hope
when you said, although it did more, is it more? Toward the end, I thought,
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yeah, then I was almost able to go totally, that was much better toward the end.
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Yeah, that's why we let the session run, run longer than normal, because you you were clearly
getting into a new state of things in the last 20 minutes or half hour as it went along, and I see
you as having a clearly good explorer potential, in the sense of whatever we think of As
explorers, and that would include the bringing in of new information you were getting. You
were getting some kinds of information that were clearly not coming from you, like the word
that you didn't know the definition, I couldn't remember the definition of promulgation. Well,
that's how I mean challenging words that I
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really have to look up in the dictionary but afterwards, and I really, I still don't you told me what
Carmel, you said putting forth something wrong. Let's try another side here. Listen, I tried to
put laces back in my shoes, and I couldn't do
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that? Well, I thought you were having a good time, doesn't everybody? Yes, everybody does,
but not everybody's as accurate and detailed a reporter as you are. That's an important
attribute for us is that the ability to spontaneously report us everything happens,
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even at the best of it, I felt like I could go all the way up or all the way down or anywhere in
between, which is kind of neat. But I often thought you can be consciously several places
simultaneously. I really know you can, and I know you can be trained to do that, but,
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yeah, I find I'm so a little surprised that you have I. Uh, the question in your mind about
whether this is imaginary or not, it's a very common question, but you seem to have enough
variety of experiences, so that question might have been resolved. I've been
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functioning all by myself for a long time. Or as a teacher, has much easier when you're a
teacher, to convince your students of it than it is to be with people who know a great deal. And
you know, then we suddenly think, what if this has all been a big fantasy, like it's hard to make
that final leak. Maybe you start at 30% and maybe I'm up into the 90s now, but I'm not to 100
in
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terms of believing.
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Well, I think my impressions are that all you need to do is to is to deal with the small element of
doubt that is persistent with you. Tomorrow, we're gonna do another journey tomorrow. Okay,
that's good when we would focus on that the
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and I can get right back in where I left, because I see that very clearly.
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The problem that would that we limited humans seem to be stuck the most with is the is the
one of of making comparisons in the mind,
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well, that was also part of my head. Was thinking, you can't report everything you're thinking
and seeing, there are enough weird spaces, but I'm thinking, you know, well, is this really going
to be up to par? And
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I know all of that, but there was one point of almost totally letting go, and that would have been
nice. I've only done that couple of things in my life. It was under anesthesia. And I love
anesthesia. I'm doing drugs
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for that total letting go. And if I can just move right back to that tomorrow, and I think I can,
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well, we were told you can go right back to that same place directly tomorrow, and we will try
that. I guess I will tell
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you one big difference, and that was that the words that came through were very clear cut for
me. And sometimes are when I'm channeling. But see, my channeling usually is when I'm
driving in my car to work, when I go over the Throgs, neck breezes, something about that body
of water, and I'm writing, driving my left hand writing with my right. And people say, Oh,
automatic race. And no, it's just legally, because it's, you know, I'm not watching it, but it's not
automatic, but they're very clear, precise messages, which often don't make any sense until,
like, a couple of months later, and something will come up from someone else. You know so,
but you know when, when it says in the question, Are you channeling? I put Yes, and I think
my real word. And how do you know anyway, where's Helen?
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Who Helen supposed to pick me up? Oh, she leaves at five. What is it? She should
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be one second. What time is it? It's just, it's just a little after five, I guess. Yeah, we might take
the sign off the door, I
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pick up time. What time have you
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got? I got five minutes when I heal, I pick up minutes, and I didn't have my watch on. What that
was lovely. I thank you for your support. It was wonderful.
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We'll get in a minute. Well, it's, it's, clearly, you're somebody that we would enjoy working with,
and I think that you could fairly readily develop into active exploring in the in the sense of of
messages that are intended for more than just yourself.
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Well, I really never asked for myself. I've asked for the people I've been working on and
healing that sort of thing. But sometimes they're just they like I had one one day that said the
dove of peace flies overhead. And I thought, well, that's a trite little thing and and then a few
days, or no, few weeks later, one of my teachers came to town. He said, There's this ship
that's in the vicinity, and it's the Dove, you know, so and then one day, I got to heal from the
third eye and the two physical eyes and descend. And when I spoke to Frank, I don't know if
you have Frank Alper in Arizona, he was the one who taught me Christine, and he had just
channeled what pulls the golden triad, which was the same thing as that. So those things
happen. I did confirmation really
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well. Was there anything other than the doubt you mentioned here? Hang on in your conscious
awareness that you didn't get to report because you were
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I was real pissed that I thought about what time it was at one point. So I went back to my
energy conversion box and took the clock, and then I went there. I also forgot to make my
rebuild till I was up to like 12 or so, they went back down. Did it very fast, but it's funny,
because the levels that I would get were not the levels that we say. I mean, they were funny
ones, being in funny numbers. But that was what was very clear. That part was very clear.
How often can you do it, though? Because, you see, I live far away, so it's
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Where do you live? I was gonna ask for New York. Yeah, that's a 12 hour job anyway. Well, I
flew down this time. Well, you in the north New York City, or north of there, in Mount
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Vernon and in Great Neck, kind of
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both places? Yeah, most 12 hours, but it's a long, a long trip down.
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Well, I don't think I would drive it. See, that's one time I have trouble when I'm driving, and so I
keep a big one on my dashboard. Now my keep my cable car. Okay, that helps a little bit, but
that one has been a great help to me. Really,
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okay, well, I think we've got enough deep breathing here. I