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1989-02-10 - JAD-2 (This is an unedited transcript, auto generated by otter.ai.) 00:01 9013 with J ad number two on 210 89 and the time is 526. How are you feeling now? Okay, I'd like for you to bring in your energy conversion box and open it up and put inside of it the trailer you did today concerns about leaving home and concerns about the week to come put all those problems in the box and when you've done that to seal it up tight Have you completed your energy box? Yes. I'd like for you to breathe into your rebar I'm showing you the affirmation. Have you completed just about Have you completed now those processes? Yes. Okay. I'd like for you to slowly and comfortably focused in slowly and comfortably to focus What are you experienced? 03:35 I seem to have a pressure, almost pain in the solar plexus. Almost as if writing too much, or somebody punched me there. I'm also experiencing my slight energy current in the body especially in my arms and legs. Welcome that energy into your body. Experiencing various little waves of energy throughout the body and still almost like a knot of tension in the solar plexus. I'm just gonna do some breathing in and out of that area. Just relax around. 04:53 Yes. He may also wish to This is a question in your mind and ask what is this pain in the solar plexus What is this pain 05:17 to deal with some fear and uncertainty as to my willingness to allow energy in to my system I got a couple of little vibrations in my left arm there as long as I say that the area in question in my solar plexus shifts a little bit in terms of my experience of it is less like pain and more like pressure now Hello there's so slight pain aspect of it as well. Let me just sit with this for a minute 06:19 okay 06:27 the degree to which I'm willing to let myself feel safe and loved and as I said that I experienced another wave of energy shooting from my feet up into my body 06:49 yes 06:53 when your mind reaching out and embracing that part of you that is fearful that part of you wants your love and attention now reach out and embrace 07:24 reached out to do that the area of constriction spread out a bit more or also opened up in my chest area upper chest lower throat 07:44 most like a pressure there some kind of constriction in the meanwhile my lower body legs pelvic area hands are tingling vibrating. 08:03 again please the question in your mind what is the meaning of this pressure in the body? What is the meaning of this pressure in the body 08:24 seems to have to do with self acceptance once again allowing some issue about allowing self expression okay. Experiencing they also the beginning of some I guess I could call it sadness around the recognition of the degree to which my own light has been dampened or hidden or protected. 09:31 Yes. Now I'd like for you to ask Hokkaido to bring you into an environment a safe and loving environment in which you may flee. embrace those parts of you that feel unloved ask your guidance to move with you and to bring you into an environment of love and safety in which you may fully embrace all parts of yourself do this now what are you experiencing now? 10:50 Benji lower extremities, hands forearms. Definitely electric tingling. A wave like motion, my body my solar plexus area still seems to hold a certain kind of pressure. But that general area has, let's say expanded, feel a certain kind of vacancy in the heart area. 11:40 And still have a tendency to do a lot of self talking. Not if I don't completely trust let me go into this energy. 11:51 But even as I noticed that I can accept that experiencing my whole body is kind of rocking, waving almost. It's almost as if my upper body isn't quite isn't quite part of it. Describe your environment. Completely kinesthetic. It's dark. Personal 12:57 place the question in your mind is guidance available here? 13:13 much in my mind, per se, but I did experience a pressure in my left elbow kind of like the acknowledgment of the question. And Affirmative. 13:35 Okay. Again, place the question in your mind and ask Is this a good environment? In order to do the work I need to do now? Is this the environment in which to do the work I need to do now? 14:15 This is my own self taught but sort of the impression I received was now is always the best time it's up to you. 14:34 Yes, that's very true. I want to move your attention and your focus to move on to feel lighter. limits, can you speak up just a little bit please certainly 15:10 expand the boundaries of your mind and allow them to around limits to drop away and now via environment that is lighter and brighter as you expand and move farther and deeper into your experience expand farther and deeper into your experience. What are you experiencing now? 16:27 a great amount of tingling in my arms, legs hands. Okay, wave like vibration. Solar Plexus region is sort of flattened out and is of a yellowish orange color. So a lot of darkness around the heart was moving into the area. experience for sadness. I couldn't quite stay with that. So I just relaxed and allowed myself to be where I could with that. 17:36 Not much happening in the mind outside of those observations. lower body seems to have opened someone the messages I'm getting. Her impressions are mostly of an emotional nature. Those are having to do with accepting and self acceptance and self honor. Releasing fear. Yes. Thank you to expand the boundaries of your mind to allow the limits to drop away. To just drop away. And now further and deeper into your experience. Now as you expand and deeper in your experience 19:52 seeing an image of myself sitting how long at the mouth of a cave I'm looking over rocky terrain, some kind of planet waiting for something to occur sort of procession of lights from the distance towards me and over me more and more impression than it is visualization. I see myself get up and feel drawn to walk towards the back of the cave 21:00 stalactites and stalagmites down in the back gyroscope metallic object spinning on its axis face fast the image of a pair of glasses inside the glasses were a mirror. As I put them on, I suppose I see myself 22:11 can we have images of wheels, gears turning the image of a winged horse coming up from from dark depth series of disconnected images then someone holding a book, flipping through the pages doesn't seem to be a thread that connects these things. Nothing stays enough long enough for me to examine sort of being interrupted here by bladder. 24:20 First of all those feelings of gladder just to move on through it'll be attending to that. But right now is very safe place in this very safe and comfortable place. Imagine coming toward you. Here's your guide coming toward you now, as your guide. Feel fun loving radiance from this being a loving radiant feel you completely allow this energy to move through so that you come to know and the radians this loving energy stands before you imagine that you reach out imagine in your mind that you reach out with your hands and your arms to embrace fully embrace this loving and fully embrace this loving energy for your embrace while you are embrace place the question in your mind what message do you have for me now? What message do you have for me now? With my bladder okay. We will return then. But before we do just take a brief moment to express your thanks Are you ready now?