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ica 2/74 -X
this is weird my heart is really beatina fast have just experienced
being sucked in a long tube and pushed the other wav...i'm like in
a cacoon my hands feel they're clasped up right..rembmber doing that
before .....feels kinda neethow i'm standing on my head.,.now on my
side...darkness...i was before but now now i was kinda floating but I'm
in something.. I feel someone lookina @ me..watching over me several...
people rode watching over me tney're looking down....looking down but
they came to see me..no figure just communication just his presence..
and 7 can where we going, or can I see there rest or can thev come here
and he said no they want to watch me. they want to watch me in this
limbo ......we have to work together for a while before they do that
they seem like the white little people who are usually w/ my green man
and my qreen man is no where to be found...i kind of have the feelina
that they are checking me out before they will let me up or through...
just come back,..carina, carina about it... I almost saw one of them,
but not quite..like you almost see someone , almost recognize somecne
and you don't../I am closer to the top, I'm closer to that openina
now they are all circled around it bedding over and now it feels like
they're touching me, but I didn't dee them...feel them they are nice
warn friendly-¥eke- folk...darn, I was trying to hard, I've just qot o&
a fat- flash of, it wasn't a castle, but a areen building..and it was
like I was suddenly in front of it. and everythina was really bright
brillant qreen..and then I lost it..friendlv hands, but they weeen't hands
leadina-se- me some place...theye presence was all around me leading
me some place...but I thouqht of my areen man, but I'm not sure...
heee...it cares about me...the first thina that came is that we're part
of one another..but we are kind of lost in communicate w/ one another
it's there on the tip but it's not out in the open
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JCA 2
the white presence is trying to help us(aiqqle) or pushing me
it's kind of a transparent feeling me...you're aoina to laugh at this
I've been practicing going in and out of this tunnel, back down and up
there., they thought it was kind of important to practice that..
so I've been gsooming up and zoomina down..it lookds like...my
body looks like you know through a telescope lona way and you kind
of zoom in and then you zoom out.. a hug and I said I'll see you later
(giggle).........
JCA Test aise Sunday
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Joa TEST shire Sunday
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ym ojca at 12 state now in general exploration
jca I ah...first of all I weet flying over a city and I tried very
hard bo go visit my parents and Ray and I felt as though I was there
briefly but then snatched away..1 felt presence @ both places, but it
was not meant for me to stay and I went back..returned to the world
that I usually a0 to and then I met Father Time, he is a little old
man..and I asked him who he was w/ his longa white beard, and he said
FAther Time..I said you have qot to be kidding me, and he said no
and I said you look human and why are you here? He said, that he
was a guide to help people like me see past and future..to be aware
of it, past and future..and so he qave me a fadse-- flash back of
past and then I saw future on earth, and the future of the earth
waswas like the past, and that was like the whole earth was tlust
scorched and burned everything was black and there was nothing green,
nothing pretty..people that I saw were like cave men -well not
cave men they ttt more animal like .. and I said, why, why is this
happenina, or why will that happen, and is there anything to prevent it?
He said, the reason that it is qgoina to happen is because there is
too much hate and hostility and the only way to prevent it is for us
to learn more about the arts, and love, and crative things, and less
about war and hating each other, and dislikeina one another..and
I asked somehow we got on to life.. and he said to pay more attention
to the mind and where it can go not to prevent dyine.. but all the
chances in medicine or all that's happening in medicine should help
people ease pain, because our bodies as*we know it just ca't handle
pain very well.. but never to prevent dyina.. and I said what about
the transplants? lie saad that transplants the technqiues or developing
the techniques
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JCA 2/1/76 Sunday 4
are only in reality to help people develop their minds and to know A
how the body is constructed, but is very concerned w/ the fact that
transplants are causing people to keep the body alive and not the mind
and the mind is still being iqnored.¢
Rm very good, can you go back to him and ask him some more questions?
jca - I'll tryé#rqy-- there are coina fo be some small wars around the
country, I mean around the world... a definitely are people w/in the
US who really want these wars, wasn't not so much Conaress or the Pres.
but other aroups Ford is not aoiya to be president because the people
will blame Ford for everthing apd he savs that there is just to much
blaming other people, and thefreople -that's going to be our down fall
- we blame others instead feeling any responsibility ourself.
and Kissinger, don't kno¥ why Kissinger's name came up, is going to..
will be a very hated man. Mmaybe I should wait around for someone else
ZA Yet
or go see someone else,an a faw minutres...1 quess I best describe
little pigmy w/ monkey like faces, very cute and very friendly
who.. say that there, much be about five of them, who thust kinda
circled around me, say that there, they're there to help, don't
laught as this, but they see me as a humanitarian leader in the future
and they also tell me that there are presence on Vensus, etherial nresenc
they called them...very intelligent, very cleaver, and definitely earth
friends..folks and also..procrate, folks on mars are earth emeney- hostile
thev're intend is to make earthingEes aware of other presence beyond
the earth but @ the same time, when they come to visit earth thev
take peoples, bodies back to mars because they have no other way to
increase thetr population... they don't need the physical bodies
they need the non=physical bodies. can live one mars.. and {nose
he
are the men that I saw We the space Whip a couple of weeks ago
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JCA 2/1/76 Sunday 5
ethey just told me that I will be learning more if I do this more
rm any instruction as to how we can perceive these ones from mars
fica no some how that does not seem important riaht now- the imformation
will come and some how it just feels kind of nice to be in sanee- space
in space w/ these little fellows..2 little creatures around and is just
something will come but nothing that w e can do about it right now
or make it any faster...
rm very good, just relax and perceive and report just as you have
been aoinag doina very nicely
icathey won't let me go any place else, they feel as though I need
to absorb this information first.. so I quess I'd had better come
back.. I really hate to
Rm come back to normal 12, relax easily and deeply and then more
: te
| on back to 10+vawareness move back to normal 10, back to-nme- normal
10
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Ri end booth session, end booth session
JCA I nedd to absorb all of this before I do , before I met anything
else and..I just want to float around upwaght and just kinda around
them
RM you can't do it?
jca they know i'd visit some place else
rm how do you feel when vou are ott talkina w/ them, do vou feel
a total body disassociation when vou are out talkina w/ Father Time
for example. Are vou award of your body?
jca initially when I would first qo there, I felt very much as
if my body was w/ me.,.Then when we are talking it is very much
my mind seeina this whole scene not my body
rm do you feel them or is it just seeing them? what is the means
by which you perceive them, do you just see them or do you feel them
do you ever touch them or anything?
jca i see them and I feel them, so it just feels like everything is
there, But anythina I flet, I don't know if my physical body gets
uncomfortable but I want to take a flash back to what my body is down
here I feel that and then ao off aqain,
rm how would you describe #here you are, are you just sorta floatina
in an area, as near as I can hear you this is what you sav?
jca i feel more like the universe then a particular place...the place
doesn't seem to be important..like those little monkey men (aiagle)
they are in space...
rn it's very interesting what you're building, up, I mean these
are relating one to another.
joa i feel like it's a sequence, I really feel that, when I want
to do something here on earth to prove to myself that this is what I',
doing, I always feel snatched upward to much bigger things, like
we don't have time for--you know
rm small details
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jca yea, anythina is that even before vou told me to qo into 19
I was in ten.
rm 4 suspect you weee, ¢his-45-the- vou're quades said that youwere
yr-- jca and ...i think j would have been deeper except the®séund
was too loud and it brouaht me back.. the aoing into ten went very
quickly...it went very quickly this time,.andvery quickly for 11, 1@
I really felt that in ten I was going out of body..I was up and down
rm do vou actually feel a sense of reentry into the physical vou
indicated that
jca that was neet, I really feel like i just Kinda of slide in
and slide out adn slide in, but that is another thing it doesn't
necessarily--this time it wasn't necessarily the wavy that I am dressed
right now or anything else
rm do you have a better sense of knowing when you're in this othere
state, yea~
jea yea, in fact I thing I 'd rather work w/ it then to stay in lo
1 don't think I stay in 10 at all
rm you are moving very slippery, and easily that way
uca yea......like 10 just doen't feel comfortable for me to be in
ASS you are moving directly into 12, it took you one minute and 20
seconds to get into 12 to aive you an idea
well, does this intribue you what voure doing? how do you feel about
it?
joa it's ...it's wild , even while i'm reporting I say ah come onk
I'm not really going to report this to Bob, this is kinda ridiculous
ne seems understanding about it...I mean i rally felt uncomfortable
reporting this..about me being a qt. humanatarian leader, 7 mean 7
rma tell it like it is
jca giggle giggle, i think ah come one
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rm ...sbut you didn't feel any discomfort?
ica no
rm and when you said I quess I've got to come back, kinda oh,well
since they said so--you felt because they said so you-hdye-- had to
jca yes it is important to lissen to them
rm it was an instruction
jca yea, I kinda laughted @ that because my body-my mind was kinda
playing games @ that..not that I was going to ao any place--but
just going in and out several times...laughter
rm now you know the feeling well
jca uea, well, but it's interesting to me that ® times feel my
physical body and yet ..that doesn't seen to contradict anvthing
rm that can happen, gea
jca the other thing was that I noticed lots of times that I had my
eyes wide open
rm my physical eyes
jca my physical ety OL’
rm how do you know that they were you're physical eyes - how do you
know they wre open if you cna't seen anything?
jca it just felt like they were open
rn laughter
Jjca....when I come back to report I realize then that these eyes
are open then i close them, but when I am ready to report again they've
Popped open and I'11 look and 111 look and it's like these eyes wr ho
blackness and my out of body eyes see all the other thinas
rm if you wanted to touch anv of these other people you could because
because evidently you reported onces that you huaged you're sreen man
jca .. in fact when those men those little pigmys wree around