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they *e imposed not to touch and I didd and it was like holding on to
then
rm did they feel flesh like, or what —_,
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jca warm
rm just warm, unhuh - deessed in clothes or do vou kmow, or
you didn't see them that way
jca now, it was just the idea of gettina that they wre very tiny
cute monkey-like faces i could see details on these faces but
that's what there presence felt like
rm yea but could you see reaction on their faces
jca just very warm and frkendly
rm then you were just receiving radiation more than anything else
jca and tney were around me....it was interesting to sit on vensus
and mars
rm then this report that they were non physical vou see, that they
were not physically on the surface of mars
jca another space that's all that I can say
rm why were they related as vensus and mars is the question, in other
words , is that other space related to thsoe plants,..does...it
cet) Qa Lay.
have some physical aspect that-t-ey the physical mars is one of sate
Rar----and that this other mars that they inhabit
jca they are not part of either gensus or mars they are separate
they wre just descirbed presences living on vensus
rm presently, but they're not originally from that
jca yea, they themselves do not live on vensus
rm i see
jca they are talking about othere presences
rm oh, i see
jca other presence who they describe as being very intelligent
and whose presence could help folks on earth
rm do you have the feeling that you for example could qo to those
presences on vensus
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or at vensus
jca i quess i felt I i could probably communicate w/ them
rm ought to try that and see wht happens
jcea what I qot at the end s is that I'll find out in dhe cogrse.
hat thev'}} make thinas available
rn is this signifigant to you to sneak in twice a week on
do vou feel it is important enough to do this, do you I mean?
jca....yes, i feel - I feel it's something that I feel comfortable
in doing...to have the thme to do it, I don't know
rm laughter, well if some big foundation came along and said Judy
we will subsidise you to do this would you do it , meaning
jca mondy is not
rn no, i'm just saying... what would make it important enough
let's say the mozac is being to fill in
jca I quess it's knowéh¢ng that everything is else is pretty much
sound in terms of job ..that's what would aive me enough freedom,
that's what's more important than antyhina else
rm yea, well think about it because I'mm happy to run a second
session, because you're aettino advise more often
it's conceivable that Tom could do this if vou wanted him to
it's up to you or if it's better for vou to do it this way
in other words I'mm ready, willina and happy to increase it
rn very comfortable, very comfortable /w you doing it
the recommendation would be to leave it at that for the moment
jca i just feel that all of this would fit into some kind of
sequence
rm i do too
jca i just qot the idea @ the end not to push anything, that's why
i think that somethino else that has been happening in the last couple
of weeks is that I seem to be remembering my dreams more
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rm that would be anatural out=qrowth
jca yeal seem to know that I'm in other places living some other kinda
existence
rm laughter laughter
jca and that's been interesting in it's self ,too
rm you can handle this alright, it isn't bothering you in any way
is it, dt doesn't appear to be causina any severe alterations in you
you are as Judy is Judy is Judy
jca keeping a qreater calmess about me --there are things that I an
setting in these kinds of sessions that these other things just look
so damn pittily
rm laughter, well laughter welcome to the club
joa you know, give me a period of time that I can put all this
other stuff in prospective and devote the time to it
rm well, it's important for me, because it's important for you.
obviously, it's important to me because you have developed a
very fascinating thing from what you sav
jca i feel as thouch there is a hell of alot more to ee@R- come,
rm if that's the case then...whenever we can work an extra
session in where vou're free and i'm free let's do it.
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jca predates previous...previous session
ica riaht now I'm blank but I've been several places...was on
a space shina ff there were little men, not men but like balded-
aeaded men w/ short fat bodies that machine-like bodies...
that needed ac batteries? for enery and I sot a quick flash
of them taking folks from our nl anet someone of every size
picking them up and transporting them to a spece shin to qo
some place elsegis vea, we talked, I asked them what they were
doing? They told me, they asked me to 0 buty I said nof Why
Yea, they wanted to start another colony and they neeced
the energy from us to do this. £’ no, i didn't....that's funny
Iwas just thinking about that. ~I've just become a carosteque
looking individual..like a popper in front of a gate weird...
I was out in shape- space and I saw the space ship and the contact
came over to me and talked to me he was afraid and didn't want
to aive me very much information thought maybe i'd ston fim
sure had a buble-headg-it was saucer shape and it was really in the
distace and it was night time and the stars were out
and he didn't want me to come aboard aaain,--asked wherehe
was from and where he was soing../// that's neet another lifetime
because I felt my face..felt like it was changing shape. .f [the 7, a
I'm talking w/my areen man and practicing going up and down to
wnere they are.. and found out why he has this qreen robe
ne said that he didn't need it but that I needed it to make
me more comfortable w/ hi m. and he said that I still have
some fears so he still wants me to feel more
comfortable w/ aoing in and out of my bodyv....i want to sit
and talk w/him some more...he just kinda sat down and talked aobut
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me and where I'm at.. and he told me that he is kinda my overseerer,
amd.....ehe's responsible, somewhat responsible for my cvovth
and development,...overseerer in that contact and resnonsibility
apparently he's been through a lot of lives and different
live times...different lives and life times and don't know if
.found out, the kind of role
RY We
some of the people play in our Nife...1ikeqmy auide, and Ray
they are a part of him or not.
is a stepping stone in my dfvelonment and two fellows by the name
of bob banks and bob wolfMlk are to teach me about frustration and
experiencing it and deAlina w/itthe job is to have... leadershin
a leader..1 keep cetpfine qlimpses but not reconsible but nde
like feelinas of what of what that world it--like I'm trying to
nard to see it and i 's pt, of a bigger thing...
none of it just really felt right wid- while yetw-- we were talkin
it felt more like that Nould be me..I had known me better and
I am sure that I will be aNe to communicate w/ a lot of other
people and be able to see, no eally see the world ,where
wherever he is what it is like...eve ally sometime I feel
as though we are on in outskirts of some place
very comfortable-hear-- here like this is where I befone
and I have felt like this before...last several times I've meet
. my oreen man, he's not really my oreen man--areen entity whatevar
but I keep comina back here..think I made some procress, becausq
this time I did not need any folks to help me I was just there
seeing een. fff.nore like a vote of confidence and,.then
anything else...little discussion of...I asked him what he aw
was doing here and he said here that is something that you are
trying to pinpoint here isn't....here doesn't matter... J
I don't know why but j really feel very traedes tired. .sesee
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I feel like I am ready to come back all of a sudden I noticed it
before that it was like a flash, but it was dark in here...
there was a su¢prise because it was just like a flash of light
that came on laughter laughter,
ok yea--what should I being do?] fl 0 my job and he said
I should be more talkina to pegple myself rather than delegating that
»eeeand then we decided to tyrAvel--traveling around just looking
® people in various places and that is where I was when you asked
me what I was doing....I ‘m hot sure of the country I just aot
feelings of several places..f#hat....we have to do the communication
we are doinn now many times during the day and we are living
several lives simulatneously and we have to become more
aware of those lives and internrete it into one that the sound
that you are using now we have to learn to communicate w/ lower
sound and eventually w/out any sound perfectly quiet because
sometime the sound distracts us and takes us away from communicatina
and that more people need to come to the lab to nee learn how
to communicate and this «el asked about he lab itself, and
he said that it doesn't/matter about the building itself but
the idea about what's frappening should never be sold...don't
know why that....yeea, he put me in a...avoid like..like
I was completley seu-- surrounded by darkness and my mind
was justfloating... really could feel a body but must my mind
but really feeling comfortable about being in a void of blackness
but qet use to floating like that...and that there.. also..
higher levels of communication that I need to learn, that I need
to be aware of to pay less attention to my body and my mind
as we all sbould,.. and practice allow in your mind to do that
allow in your mind to go to to this state many times during the day
VX GMxX- Me (P20 —
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ioan....first started off w/ colors as if in quilted type of
pattern slashing and w/texture and they appeared and disappear
and I was standing there in front of it and I wasn't touched
it although I could feel the testure like my whole essence
to feel that appeared and disappeared my friend, being the entitty
he was laughting...and I said what's going on and he said
».oh, wait a minute when he firsted started this appearing and
disappearing what first came to mind is what is color and
and that's when he appeared and said that color is..is something
to ehlp you perceive what is about around you so that you don't
have to tax your braing so‘much..this aave vou a level
of communicating a level of knowing what's around, but it's
very disceiving....and from there in other words
you really don't jneed color it is just one fo
the things that we use on a cettain level.. and from there i
felt as though my whole body was my out.of body and foils watching
my physical body as if it was incased liek it was steel
g#- like it was beina pushed down this Tone tunnel head first
teeling me that my body is of...no where use in terms of where
I am at now and well a asked well somehow I same up w/ a headache
and I said that I had a little bit of a headache now and why do
I have a headache and he said that my physical body is really
not able to keep up w/ why thoghts and my phsyical body really
needs to be shed more often befas because my thoushts are much
faster than my physical body can take althought sometimes my
physical body ke-- helps me slow down my thoughts so that I an
ee SE an
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able to communicate my thouchts to others other wise
I could just keep aoing and gona and not bother
to really relate this to others and my purpose keer--- here
. “is to be here and to be around ethers and I said why vou know
oh.. and I really siad that I have been feeling tired and
he said that is another mechanism of helping me to slow down
my thoughts and how about when I feel like i need exercise and
an concerned ababt my fat tummy and he said qiagle it's giaqle
good to get you interested in other things... vour thoughts
are going much faster than what other people can comprehend
I and by sidetracing me sometimes it slows down my thinking
LE process,..it's weird, it's funny