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1976-02-10 - JCA-02 (This is an unedited transcript, auto generated by otter.ai.) 00:00 PCA 00:03 to 1076. Now exploring now exploring the three o'clock 00:19 vector I have tried several repetitions of going off to the right at three o'clock 00:37 and I consistently get the same thing each time. Since it means little to me, I've repeated it but it always comes on the repeats off to the right I travel always and then seem to come 01:08 like join opening and clouds were applied I find myself like above a terrain below looking down through the clouds 01:21 the terrain is very much like what you find around here rolling hills, mountains, mostly agriculture pretty much what you would find in Virginia, Maryland, Pennsylvania kind of drain I go down to it, I can see groups of people several man standing seem to be discussing something to do with agriculture. They don't have any notice my presence I seem to be in the system that outside the system at the same time end of report. 02:53 Now make another approach the same area make another approach in the same area and go beyond 03:02 the area of clouds and move as far as you can feel comfortable with going farther along the same line and then come back and report you can proceed beyond that. 03:28 As suggested I went on by cloudy area with the landscape beneath it on past that, although I did still have the impression it was there. It was a 03:51 it was an available reality to get into but passed by and kept going with my consciousness expanding work was met by what turned out to be a god helper did not know this at the time was a young, very attractive female very friendly share track attracted my attention and seem to have been there specifically to meet me. She beckoned me To come with her, which I did. We traveled for some short time, although I have no concept of distance, but it was traveling. And finally stopped on the step steps leading up to a rather large, almost medieval looking structure, 05:52 a large masonry type structure. And as I inquired, as to now what she smiled, and kissed me, and then disappeared. I then realized that her appearance, her attractiveness was more of a lower than anything else, it was that form to get me to come to where it was that she had left me. 06:52 I walked up the steps to large, wooden like doors, huge doors open. I went inside, wandered through a corridor, came into a room that seemed to be set up like a council room, 07:15 almost like an old time court with a large desk like the bar, in a courtroom, and several people behind. 07:32 I inquired as to what this was, where I was and who they were. 07:43 And at first got no reply. That I could feel my, my presence, they're beginning to wax and wane. Sometimes I would be more completely there. And sometimes I would kind of fade out from there. 08:09 And I asked that assembly, those people if they wouldn't need help me manifest more steadily in their presence. And they said, If you can't do that on your own, then you shouldn't really be here. Not really a shouldn't as if it would be wrong to be there, just that I was sort of not ready or getting a little out of my league, and that they couldn't or wouldn't aid my being there, but I should be able to exist in that reality of my own will. And they waited while my fading in and out. 09:18 stabilized, which it did and I became totally there and not at all here. Were upon I still did not get any explanations or rhetoric. I asked them to please wait on Wait a moment that I wanted to go back and report what had happened so far. 09:50 And a report was made for exploring again pretty soon his contact information on cosmology, energy, other general questions a lot has happened, I will try to remember it all until it happened. I returned to the large room where people said, white judges, as I described before, loud noise came over the headset, from the open mic 11:07 blasting me out of that situation like I was sitting on a bomb. But I was able to return again. And after I became stable in that reality, the judges are what appeared to be like judges at a front table. They seem to be peculiar in that they aren't really inclined toward conversation. Then one of them got up and began to read like from a book. And indeed, they seem to be judges, he was beginning to read off 12:19 not really an indictment, but some sort of official record that had something to do with myself. 12:28 nothing particularly negative. and things were said that I really couldn't verbalize just feelings like this was reading some kind of a 12:48 chord record to me. And then they began to leave. And being very dissatisfied with this nebulous action, I refuse to let them leave and demanded that they come back, that they resume their positions that they explain themselves. And with the force with which I put into those demands. They it seemed to even solidify my existence in that reality more since I was so very much involved there. And not feeling that I was here at all. Coming back, I sort of accused them of their flaky behavior. And they said, the problem is not with us. The problem is in your own mind, you are you're perceiving us, or you're perceiving us in this way. And you're creating this church thing, the surroundings and the fact that we acted, or that you saw us acting like presiding judges was of your own creation. I asked them then if they could not help me. Get through that. Creation assumed to be of my own and to get Beyond that visualization or interpretation that I was imposing on them at which time the whole situation changed I had more energy than ever in that reality they suddenly were no longer judges or none of that paraphernalia was around and they said that they had been trying to get in contact with me that they were going to the in contact with me in the future and that this was part of the establishment of communication that would develop further that they would take me to into their reality and essentially show me around and that the female that was sent to originally attract and bring me to them 16:45 what they are what would be the normal way in which I would be? Well, what I would be brought to them or that my attention would be brought to them 17:17 this is weird. My heart's really beating fast. And I just experienced in a long tube. I know I'm being pushed the other way. 17:35 I'm like, I'm in a cocoon my hands feel there clasp up right. But I don't remember doing that before standing over here darkness I was before but not now. Now. I just, I just kind of floating 19:11 but I'm in something. I feel someone looking at me. watching over me several people watching over me. They're looking down, come down and it can just see me But no figure just just communication just as presence and I said where are we going or can I go see the rest or can they come here? And he said no, they want to watch me 20:18 do what I'm watching this Limbo we have to work together for a while before they do that 20:41 the same way the white people who usually was fine Green Man alright green is nowhere to be found you're checking me out before they let me up let me through 21:13 just come back carrying carrying oh hi not quite yeah you feel like you almost see someone was recognized some you don't 22:03 Oh closer to the top I'm closer to that opening now because they're all circled around bending over now it's just like they're they're touching me and I can see them feels nice warm friendly folk. trying too hard. Just gonna flash wasn't a castle but it's a green building I can't wait suddenly in front of it. Everything was really bright. Really green 23:48 last 23:54 friendly ends but they weren't and so it's just a feeling as leading me someplace is white presence or all around me? leading me someplace? 24:13 My Green Man but I'm not sure. Here curious about me. First thing that came was that were part of one another. 25:09 That was kind of lost to communicate with one another. It's their tip, but it's not out in the open. 25:27 presence you're trying to help pushing us pushing me it's kind of a transparent feeling me if it is in practicing going in and out of this tunnel, up there and back down and up there and they thought it was kind of important to practice that. So Ivan's zooming up, zooming down? It looks like my body looks like you know, like, if you look at it through a telescope long way, and you just kind of zoom in and then use zoom. 27:05 Oh, good. I said I'll see you later. Right now I'm blank but I've been several places I was on a spaceship they're all men wish. Not men. But like bald headed men. Short fat bodies that needed machine like bodies that needed AC batteries for energy and I got a quick flash of them taken folks from 28:30 from our planet. Someone a very sighs picking them up. Kind of transporting the spaceship to go someplace else. Oh, yeah. We talked I asked them what they were doing. 29:01 They told me they asked me to go but I said no. Hey, they wanted to start on another colony. They knew the energy from from us to do this. No, I didn't spin I was just thinking about just become a good test looking individual, like a pauper on Friday gate. 30:24 Weird. 30:28 I was out in space. So the spaceship and the contact came over to me and talk to me, who was really afraid of and didn't want to give me very much information that maybe I'd stopped them. Sure. bubblehead was, it was saucer shaped but it was really in the distance. And it was nighttime and the stars were out. 31:15 And he didn't want me to come on board again. Anyway, enjoy where he was from and who's going is mean another lifetime because I felt my face shot like it was changing shape. Oh, my green man. Hey, I'm practicing going up and down to do where they are. 32:34 And find out why he has this green robe. Because he said that he doesn't need it but that I needed to give 32:47 to make me more comfortable communicating with them. And he says I saw some fears and worries too. Once you feel more comfortable with going in and out of my body. I want to see if I can talk to him some more. 33:23 We just kind of sat down and talked about we wherever he told me that he's my overseer. And he's responsible for something like responsible for my growth and development. 34:21 only other thing he said he was my overseer the contact in that reality or their personality. Apparently he's been through a lot of different lives and lifetimes and I'm not sure whether I'm part of him or not 34:59 the kind of roll some of the people play my life. Like you said Tom is my guide. And ray is is is a stepping stone in my development and to fells for the name of Bob thanks and bobl for teach me about frustration and experiencing it and dealing with it. The job is to help leadership cause triangle later I keep getting glimpses, but not recognizable, more like feelings of what of what that world is kind of feel to them and trying too hard to try to see it as part of a bigger thing. 36:50 No other than it just really felt right. As we were talking felt more like that would be me. I know me better. And I will share with you how to communicate with a lot of other people probably able to see not really his world but where wherever he is what it's like. Eventually, sometime as soon as like we're still in the outskirts of this place. I have a very comfortable here. It's really like where I belong. I felt this before semitones I made the green call my green man. That really Green Man. 38:20 Green and to whatever want to keep coming back here. Think I made some progress because this time I didn't need any 38:45 other folks to help me I was just there seeing them like a vote of confidence and all discretion earlier when I asked him what he was doing here, nice to hear this one thing that that you're trying to pinpoint to 39:42 mean here isn't here doesn't matter. I don't know why but I really feel very tired. tired 40:01