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[00:11:30] on horses so there's no way that you can say that like green is always the good horse like so people don't understand this uh it's completely random and to not get front loaded you know the colors of what's going to be in the race but you don't know which horses those are associated to right but sometimes and often times you end up choosing the color that's the favorite yep yeah most of the time well CU right and then you and you win and it's not so much but it's fine but you still predicted that which is really cool but now yeah so
[00:12:00] then and then it's not it's exciting when you see a color that is an underdog because you're like this is right I've win a lot of money how much you put down I don't we're talking a lot of money I put like 10 bucks usually like CU I'm trying to be responsible yeah um and it's the the fun of the Belmont you know I put a little cash it's it's always fun but anyway so I was going to make my bet do it in cash there because it's very old timey and uh I walk across there were 50,000 people that day holy cow it
[00:12:30] was very busy day holy horse yeah holy horse and um I walk across a dime not drugs but a a coin dime and that's my thing in my life I always find dimes huh like in the most and by themselves not like a chunk of change just a single dime along my path on a thing for me to see and I pick it up and usually when I pick it up most of the time and I put it like in My Little jar or whatever at home something good happens like financially like an omen yeah yeah like
[00:13:00] I get a gig or some opportunity comes up and this it's is wild because I already had the sense that I had guessed the right horse in the day before I had told you it was black and I was like yeah I know it's going to win but you yeah the the thing that the differentiates this and this is something that I felt in my remote viewing sessions as well is it isn't a guess right it is a knowing and it's not a belief it's not a fake it till you make it a confidence thing it is a knowing like when you just know
[00:13:30] you're like oh I know yeah yeah and it's hard to explain that that it isn't just some guess but when you know you know right yeah okay yeah and so I saw that coin and I was like I'm on my way to make this bet for this thing that I know this is wild nobody's picked this up like it's clearly in the path anyways um I go and make my bet and uh I'm like what 10 bucks like I know the horse I know the winner like let me put more I end up 50 and I even felt bad for a
[00:14:00] second but I remember thinking like why do you feel bad when you know you've won the money and I know it's very irresponsible to think like that and that's why I don't really bet a lot yeah um but it was an interesting feeling to be so certain about something and sure enough the horse won and it was a crazy race because he was a super Underdog and he he he was first out of the gates and usually the first horse you're like oh D loses gas he's never gonna that's like a terrible sign in horse racing but uh he stuck it out it was wild and I've never heard I've almost heard her pin and and all those 50,000 people watching cuz
[00:14:30] they couldn't believe it well and cuz nobody [ __ ] bet on that horse so they were all like how many people do you think actually bet on that horse I don't know there's got be a handful I'm sure yeah um the owners at least right um so anyway I want a good chunk and then wait so it was the odds were you told me 17 to1 I think it was even more I think it went up I think it might have been like 25 to one or something 25 to1 you bet how much $50 yeah so you made like over a grand yeah yeah over a grand with a $50 bet is wild I was like damn I should
[00:15:00] have put like my life savings obviously you should have but yeah obviously that would have been irresponsible yeah but but you still had the knowing yeah that 10 wasn't enough there was something there was an omen with a dime yeah and there was like some in some instinctive intuitive knowing that yeah I have to put more because I know the answer to this and you did that you followed through on that and you believed yourself yeah and I'm not saying go out there to Hollywood or go out there to Vegas and start betting your life savings but uh you know this
[00:15:30] is something that has come up for me a lot lately if you get that feeling and that knowing you you must pursue it because you will be the universe kind of will reward you yeah and it's funny because that feeling was kind of a new feel I kind of had some of that for when I do remote viewing but this felt stronger and it's funny because in the retreat that like I'm sure as you're alluding to now is it like that knowing feeling was a common theme in a lot of the EXP experiences I was having so that
[00:16:00] was maybe like a little teaser you know before that happened so very crazy so I mean yeah very crazy indeed um and just another just another thing that overlaps and that that that elevates this whole experience into into reality yeah you know what I mean right um okay Monro Institute so I had my experience uh and then two weeks later you had yours yep
[00:16:30] uh so you know we're roughly in the same uh time frame now I had the upper Camp yes you had the lower Camp the mountain Retreat the mountain ret yeah I had the mountain Retreat you had the lower one yeah uh so that's something I want to get into too because my experience was a bit different than yours then uh in terms of uh what that felt like and looked like um we had this like cabin that we'd go to and like you saw the vide a little more quaint we went down to the lower camp but that uh how is like it looked pretty cool like yeah I
[00:17:00] you know it's what I know um we did go up to yours and take a look around andh I had seen some of your pictures and stuff um so I was like oh that looks cool but I I remember thinking like I kind of like M better same we had a pool I that I would have loved we kept asking to use it and they were like no you can't use I was like what are you talk we spaming it every day it's crazy every single day we jump in the pool it was very hot you had a lake though not too far away that's true and a couple people went like I'm not a l swimming person
[00:17:30] but um we did have that but uh it was you know I think cuz you have an amazing experience there and the people there like you make it your own you know so I I understand why I'm sure if I had been set up there I would have loved it more than the other but it was cool it felt a bit more spacious like we had the bigger open field field with the crystal in the middle of the fieldst yeah yeah it was nice like that and you could you had the vises of the mountain I don't know how much visibility you had yeah not much
[00:18:00] the trees yeah and uh yeah it was it was when I got there I was kind of like oh dear this is a bit stuffy and and old time and yeah I don't know if I can stay here a week and and then I was put in a room with two other dudes it was three of us in a room I was like where have they put like they put me in a closet but it ended up being like so cozy and and and perfect perfect I I yeah how restful were those nights in the check units I
[00:18:30] I'm I was so relaxed one of the things I said to myself was like if I don't get anything out of this I'm going to be the most relaxed version of myself that's exactly what I said to myself on camera okay I said the exact I was like if nothing else yeah I'm just I need this yeah I need to relax I don't have to cook for my kids I don't have to clean up after my kids I don't have to hear my kids I mean I miss them but uh it's just me and my thoughts and I can sleep through all these exercises if I want you know and that's and worrying will do
[00:19:00] you no good in that situation you know um also the food is great right three meals a day cook fresh every day delicious yeah and I'm picky you know and it was they had little options here and the salad bar and snacks whenever you wanted them and yeah exactly yeah we had uh so we have this place called the Fox's Den the fox den or whatever yeah and that's kind of where we got together uh before and and maybe cu so the way
[00:19:30] the way it played out like we talked about it in the video but you get up early on you get the music you get the tuning frequency and then we have morning yoga or whatever breakfast and then you'd start your introduction to whatever it is you were learning Y and then probably do about three sessions before lunch with a debrief in between those y have lunch and then we'd have a break from 1 to 4: which was really nice and especially you know for creators on our end gave us time to really film stuff yeah and you know interview people
[00:20:00] and then at 4 um we'd have another session one or two meditations again um with debriefs then we'd have dinner and then after dinner we'd have like an event event so either some of them would come to talk or we'd watch a movie and that would go on till about 9 10 o'clock and a lot of people would taper off uh but us uh I we I mean my group every single night in the Fox's Den I would host about five people and some of them
[00:20:30] stayed and some of them interchanged uh and I would perform magic till about 2 in the morning holy [ __ ] every night um so there would be but it wasn't just me performing magic it was it was also like uh we did this thing called the cube in the desert experiment you know this one um so I did this to everybody eventually like because people would you know sort of chatter about it during the day like oh you get to see the magic show last night or did you get to you got to try this Cub in the desert thing so people would come in the evening and it was really such an awesome [ __ ] thing to do with
[00:21:00] people to connect with them on a personal deeper level um so we' ended up doing that in that in the fox and yeah there was snacks and everything and you know and but the thing is I've never felt more rested in my life even sleeping four hours a night yeah yeah because we were meditating for six hours a day so I'd click out every now and then but yeah and I I don't meditate I've never meditated I've tried and I'm just like I got better things to do you know I always say when I memorize that's
[00:21:30] my meditation because it's like my focus on this one thing and sure but uh to be like with yourself like that N I don't do that yeah man so that was new to me and you know the interesting thing to me is all the meditation I've ever been told how to do is like focus on your breath you know like try not to think about anything and when you stray go back to the breath right and sit this way and that way and and breathe whatever but there was no instruction
[00:22:00] about that and it really wasn't about that it felt like kind of I like to do this as I think about my memories and just kind of like live in them and visualize the things and it was like a lot of that um just different exercises related to visualization um so it was interesting to me to to hear about meditating but you were like free to actually think right uh freely yeah not be so they didn't discourage you like there it wasn't so procedural where cuz cuz meditation sounds boring to me like when
[00:22:30] I heard about it the first time I was like this yeah I don't know okay I guess I'll do it for 10 minutes and I got other [ __ ] to do you know but um you're right there was you know they would encourage a thought like if a thought comes in and you kind of can't let it go well maybe you're supposed to sit with it yeah and maybe you're supposed to figure out why you're getting this thought and then move on and like so yeah there was this sort of like free flowing uh energy to these meditations that felt more natural and less forced