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physically mentally, emotionally and spiritually we feeling in a state of balance and harmony. I
want you to count back down with me. And as we do this I'll begin to give you a little bit of a
grounding signal 2987654 begin to move your fingers and toes 3211 awake and alert Are you
back with us?
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Yes
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all right we're gonna come in and get you
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was really boring your board asked me where I was
Rita 34:36
it boring compared to other experiences you can add or I'm not sure what you mean.
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Yeah, also place. Yes. No, it's very, very. That was what I have. Sometimes it's very much just
was very quiet. And that was all I have very much headaches now. Because I didn't know this
information. So I thought myself trying to understand
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it was hard to understand the concept of nothingness. And everything.
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Totally. I mean, I can't remember the words, it's always when I come back, I just, I remember
pictures of all what I have. When you sit now, I only saw myself really trying very hard to
understand, like, there's a teacher, you know, something and you don't understand. It makes
me feel for myself. Angry?
Rita 35:52
Well, I put the, when the energies come through and very abstract for like that, it's very hard for
us to understand because we've got all sorts of mental blocks that keep us from
understanding. And so it's important to work with it and try to get I think they talk in analogies,
as you say, it's like, you were pretend for a moment, you're a kidney cell. And you have a job
to do there. And you want to be something else. But right now you have to be what you're
supposed to be. And that's a very important message. Does that have any personal meaning
to you?
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I would love to listen to the tape because I really I cannot repeat. It's not in my mind.
Rita 36:41
In other words, I just do Do you have pictures that reflect
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Yeah, I just saw I saw a body you know, like a body just our body but like this and just pointed
out like lights, there's a kidney in the heart. And I found myself as an example and just kicked
the point do as far as is that I'm here when I go in I try to look like this heart and get to know
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it's not up to me just to jump over and now I decide to be just
Rita 37:39
because what they said is your next thing you know who you are in the heart do you want to be
in the brain?
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Yeah
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that's funny, isn't it?
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That's very very interesting. Very very interesting.
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So the first time I've seen this or see the super lap like big organism like yeah part yeah. As far
as I understand now, what was what I just can see it No, it's just that I cannot die or I cannot
leave my body before for example, I do have experience with the heart cells before i I have no
experience so when I have no experience at all I'm more than my physical body I cannot die
even maybe this only the seconds before I die. Maybe some people like we do we explore we
have much more knowledge about how the heart will be because we try already to study it
Yeah. And the other people they just
Rita 38:56
another thing in that message is communication of trying to be patient be patient to be doing
what you're supposed to be doing now
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that you understand that's a bit fun
Rita 39:12
to me yes now whether it says I have an accurate image or not I don't know but you know it
would be good if we can talk to the same energy again to see clarifying. You didn't seem to
have any difficulty speaking.
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Because I normally when I normally I sit knowing that a lot of people around me
Rita 39:52
these a channel the same energy each time or is
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it just different? Because sometimes you know Yeah, how to explain with it sistema. It's a
feeling or I know, I see, for example, people, they're already dead. They told me, it's somebody
who's still living. He's talking, he's using just to give information and change, voice changes, I
can hear it on the tapes. And I had an experience with tape. When I was young, I gave it to,
because it was the first I like to experience that I left my astral body and there was a soul
calling the soul went into my physical body I saw and I and when and then we talked, there
was a communication. Now the soul felt and my buddy was explained to another, so left and
found its way after. And I couldn't enter my physical body. There was something like, such a
strange and I could not enter. I wanted. I tried one, one, everything and I could not enter. This
was like I wanted to go in the house, and didn't know where to enter. was so horrible.
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But this is something totally different doing by yourself. You didn't have someone working with
you?
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No, it was a box it was on. I don't know which tape it was. But it was it just came by itself. And
then after the ad that was great. Because after this,
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Patrick has a similar experience. Was it to Patrick?
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Yeah, it was like an I didn't know.
Rita 41:58
Over, across I have no
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idea what it was. And it was strange because of this it was a woman or girl and she her father
died. He was a fisherman and he died and and she went out one day because she loved him
so much. And tried to search for him. She went into searching for him so she died
Rita 42:29
after the first duck there
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totally and this is why that was the moment when all of us were focused on the thing that I
heard she said now everybody from my somebody from you must hear me I'm talking to
everybody who left just right now and she was calling I heard that's what she was searching for
her father and so she went to what needed arrest and then she went into we had a discussion
how to find her father and there was absolute crisis. She saw there was something coming like
he gave her a message light coming taking her but then I couldn't in my body so it's every time
it's very different from this this was exhausting just to listen to understand things I'm
Rita 43:29
struggling to understand and
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just to think are hanging them on notice floating in this university and nothing happens. And I
really I wanted to start what I would put his life at something that I could not go to in as a level
just there was
Rita 43:50
something there for you to hear. Yeah. I thought was very important. Didn't seem to me like
nothing was happening seemed to me. Very important.