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1985-05-31 - KABK-1 (Raw Transcript) Rita 00:00 Hey there this is session 13/21 session with K a b k 531 85 How are you doing now I'm feeling comfortable 00:27 it was not before I was I went to focus then and after the I was I've had very very cold and frightening there were some voices and they just called me to follow them and I have never heard these voices sound says dreams Rita 00:57 did you want to follow them or not? 00:59 I followed and I was somewhere like somewhere around stars in the universe Rita 01:13 all right you're feeling comfortable now? Yeah, very good. All right now because other things begin to happen to you as you see other things just report them to me 01:44 coming the planet and I come closer and closer 02:01 I am looking behind me just to see some weather I can't see it 02:15 come closer it's like a zoom Rita 02:22 is this a planet that you know? 02:24 No, I have never been here and never before it's so strange it's not that but it's not the I 02:38 know it's the speed is not it's slower come so until I still can't see anything just rocks 02:57 let's say look they're only in one part on this form. They 03:08 they look like needles very tall and very on top of a church sweet sweet all in one small and I come close now I stop and I look around I don't know what's going on. is so quiet. I can't hear anything. And I am not feeling any longer just like paralyzed like as no no movement. This planet is totally still quiet it's just a feeling like something is watching me and I can't see anything. Rita 04:13 Perhaps you've if you ask. Someone can explain to you where you are. 04:41 Strange as Lawrence just said I fear that kind of small and smart. I shrink 05:02 Don't fear it's a feeling of danger that something I cannot I can't see anything but there is something just Rita 05:25 you did use your affirmation did you not yeah that's very good if you get frightened ever you can use the the affirmation again 05:52 I can't I don't know what's a solid think means feeling I have to stay Rita 06:09 very good and send out the message that you would like to have some information about it whenever it's available 06:17 and the whole thing starts to come 06:24 it's there's a light in front of this going I don't know from where this light is coming it starts at the bottom it's going up and then it's coming to me like it's very very light blue it's like a magnetism it come close to this rocks actually very heavy 07:25 blue totally I like Rita 07:34 the blue energy feel 07:42 seems to be full of informations I hear something like laughing and I feel joy I can't see anything Rita 07:57 what's alright perhaps you can just sense the information do you have a sense that the energy is there to help you 08:41 how are they done or what? What I shall do it I think it's it's falling. I would like much better to be somewhere else. Rita 08:52 Well, that's perfectly fine. You can move on when you're ready whenever you're ready, just ask to to move on to another energy level 09:14 seems to die. That's his planet or I can move with it together. Rita 09:21 Would you like to do that? Yeah. 10:00 It seems that these rocks they want to tell me something 10:23 one of them and says he's he will help me to understand something and it says John is already waited a very long time for my coming 10:43 in 10:52 you know why you're here Rita 11:04 they're pleased to see you 11:09 I don't know how to communicate you see they want to tell me something 11:45 just said first of all now they wanted to show me the universe Rita 11:53 that sounds like a very big trip are you wanting to go with them 12:04 yes Rita 12:07 let's see what they will show you first 12:20 just pass alone Rita 12:24 you have a sense of moving with them 12:27 yes 12:53 now there is a big big and that's a planet coming and ends this little one is going into the big one something like opening there's an opening 13:19 and I feel at home Rita 13:23 you feel at home there yeah you feel you have been there before? 13:30 Yeah, it's a very good feeling 13:39 and it's dark inside it's very dark and there is a voice saying telling me to sit down 14:05 know save your time here to see something or they tell you there is nothing to see. Because 14:26 I'm not saying I'm your teacher. And there's nothing for a teacher now is this your experience now? To feel this nothing. And to recognize that everything inside says nothing try to see me If I tried to get the Why don't you try to see me I'm here I'm everywhere Why don't you look at me turn around you can see we try hard I see you I don't have a figure like you but I'm still there and I'm more than you because I'm everywhere even if I'm nothing because I can be everywhere and the reason is why because I'm a nothing that means I'm ever everything your nothing like you and nothing means 16:10 something different you speak your human being when you speak about being nothing 16:28 this is totally different meaning because you don't have the experience of what is inside this nothing is Yeah Rita 16:43 Is there a free flowing energy within the nothing 16:49 yeah it's just going through me it's I can feel it I can smell it and become stronger as more and more concentration smelling is much more intense if it starts feel like burning like Rita 17:24 Do you have a sense that this energy is outside yourself or communicating with you? Or is it a part of 17:34 notice communing creating with me but I feel something similar in myself Rita 17:49 have you communicated with this energy before? 17:51 No first time Rita 17:57 and I will see if you can find out why it is important for you to experience this communication now 18:13 the reasons I that I want to teach you something teach you're searching the right way if you just search because you want to search that doesn't mean anything and doesn't even help you to survive and your physical body Rita 18:44 what would be helpful to know in moving on the path 19:03 to experience 19:10 I'm not saying since it says no I 19:23 have to learn to accept Rita 19:28 that there is no I separate from the larger consciousness 19:45 since there is no I adore we speak about consciousness and unconsciousness. We use a lot of words 20:03 There's no difference between unconsciousness and consciousness like there's no difference between I and you there's no difference between my soul and your soul he asked me what is the difference what is seen Why do you speak always my soul my consciousness my unconsciousness I have to learn that I'm not saying and then there's no difference 20:47 I said it doesn't seem to make any sense for me but Rita 20:53 can you asked whether the nothingness means that the physical senses are not being used vision and hearing and so on is that what the nothingness means 21:16 he says all three tries always to keep every cell of your body alive of our physical body and our physical bodies just a part of this nothing and I try to 21:41 try to find a way 21:51 change to change what we call our consciousness how can we change our consciousness 22:11 without being 22:25 censored says no unconsciousness 22:34 he says not listen to try really hard to understand but there is no way of understanding it's just a way of knowing it's a way of knowing not defeated by the mind it's a way of no way of knowledge it's a way of wisdom and wisdom is wisdom is what I smell now it's a smelling it's a perfume coming out of zeros coming out of the planet coming out which is in the universe which is everything Rita 23:15 is this is pure knowledge that is not it's difficult for us to understand because it doesn't come through the senses doesn't come through sight our vision and and hearing 23:37 said he would give me a picture. It's like what we call super love what we call our highest self. We have so many names for it and we tried to explain it was so many but it's just need maybe half of one word new and this will not be able to explain 24:18 what he means was in nursing. It's like like being in a very, very big organism. And you have like a cell like what we call kidney and you have to do your duty in this kidney. If you don't do it, the kidney will become ill. If you refuse or organism To become. So this is super love cannot allow a gives permission that anybody of our physical bodies we resist what he is supposed to do. We don't need to work very hard to do something Rita 25:39 is this like, focus fulfilling our purpose? 25:45 Yeah, we shouldn't be on that 25:59 we have to learn that we have to do the work when we are selling a kidney, we have to work for the kidney we have to work for the whole super lab. And not to look around with it, it would be better for us to be in the heart or something like this. And only when we have fulfilled of work on the kidney, maybe we can change the place but it's not up to us. I can't say I don't want to stay any longer in the kidneys and I go to the heart, it's impossible. And so it was a human beings odds of what we try now what the seminar was what everything what we did is that there are only some human beings which can leave now the place working as a kidney cell, for example, they have done this in the world. And now they can, they can have an idea how a heart cell for example, works. But they are still the kidneys. It just can't make an experience, it can look how this heart works. But that doesn't mean they can experience how how it would be if if you would be a heart cell. So when you are in your body and you leave your physical body, you go to this astral module called astral avadh You have to know that you stood kidneys. And you just can only experience this other dimension of heart and what what the heart is and how it is to get an idea of how it is to be the heart. He said it's very hard for him to explain in our words what we are doing when we do this, when we come now like I come now to talk to him or to do this experience. They love they love if we come and let's say they just want let we know that we that we have to stay in a place and to the super love will give us a chance to change the whole the workplace and be in the heart and experience it as a hard sell. But that would be what we understand when we are dying. So I will be only in this as a word in this Astra word a lot. And I would be hard. But when I will be hard so then I look and I want to be your brains. And there's another dimension another kind of universe. So there's a never ending searching and this is something like I think I search for something or I am something but this is what he means was nothing. Because there is no end there is no fulfillment And then you cannot say there is everything 30:10 because only if there's something fulfilled this means around ball gives a round ball the unit Rita 30:21 this has been I think part of this has been very a very clear message please thank the source of the information for this information we are very grateful to receive it 30:42 yes thank you please say I'm welcome every time I need some 30:57 but the ends a little bit of worrying 31:08 what I'm doing with this information they just told me that 31:24 try to understand it was what you got to what you call your consciousness Rita 31:34 very good is time for us to think of concluding the session now 31:46 there's suddenly there's so much lighter and I go I already I don't know how I go but this planet Rita 32:00 you will be able to return you'll be able to return to this spot again if you so desire. I'd like to have you now though start start returning and bring yourself back to what we think of this focus 10 and let me know when you're there very good. Now as you return to normal waking consciousness you will be feeling alert and all your senses working brightly and beautifully