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[00:51:30] is tough to conclude this experience here because I didn't get exactly what I was seeking I've been struggling to get past this barrier during these meditations because part of me wants it to happen so bad for this video part of me wants it you know to be just this crazy experience that I get to share with you guys and I feel like that
[00:52:00] pressure has prevented me from making that happen this even just this recent meditation I felt my whole body Tremor like from my toes climbing all the way up my abdomen all the way up to my head I felt my stomach get this cold sensation I felt I started to lift like these are real feelings these aren't hallucinations these are real real feelings like to the point they're so real that they scare me out of it so if
[00:52:30] anyone at home is thinking oh you're you know it's all in your head yeah everything's in your head first of all second of all that feeling is it's so strong and it's so real that it scares me I'm like wo what the hell's happening to me that's a crazy crazy thing although I didn't leave my body here on this trip I think I have the tools I need to to do it at home you know what's real my reality is based on what my
[00:53:00] perception and my experience is and if my perception is that these things are real then that is real to me ultimately now obviously it' be better if I could leave my body go say hello to someone and see what they're doing give them a call and be like is that what you were doing and they confirm yes that would be incredible obviously ideal but obviously I don't think that'll validate anything for you at the end of the day not until you try it yourself this has been a
[00:53:30] life-changing experience something I will never forget and something I will take with me I believe for as long as I live some of these tools I will be putting into practice you know a few people here have written books they are authors published authors they've listened to these hemisync tapes while writing and then while editing like Jordan said Jordan told me he was editing probably 80 85% of it he didn't remember writing he was editing something that came from somewhere else apparently through this deep meditative
[00:54:00] State truth really is Stranger Than Fiction and Magic exists in many forms have I had a spiritual awakening this week possibly the one thing I have learned I am more than my physical body so are
[00:54:30] you coming up on Area 52 investigations so it finally happened twice [Music]