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1985-11-20 - SSD-5 (Raw Transcript) 01:05 Session 01:13 define 01:21 my intent 01:24 is to contact higher guidance from the point 01:33 of my own 01:35 stillness and to ask for their 01:43 assistance in teaching me how to receive 01:56 yes that's very good 02:07 going to 02:10 I'm practicing experiencing the energy of receptivity while at the same time 02:22 expanding myself 02:26 allowing that expansion now that it's it's like trying to get your balance 02:39 that sounds like a good approach is continue to be with 02:49 Kenny images 02:56 he 02:59 calls huge stakes being planted deep in the earth and I feel that I keep getting that layered onto images of the energies being hooked in which I I've been getting since I started these sessions that hugging in deep deep play a lot of 03:41 work going on 03:46 a lot of preparation and routing into the energy system of these 04:01 energies and in the meantime I just 04:07 send up the 04:10 thought and the feeling welcoming 04:18 this into the system into my system 04:24 Yes, that's very good 04:35 continue to expand farther and farther. Expanding your consciousness outward 04:51 what seems to be a dying, dying process. 05:00 sort of 05:02 becoming very aware of your 05:07 essence and 05:10 focusing on it so that the rest 05:18 of us somehow or another place but the essence is self contained and controlled 05:56 wherever an energy 06:03 I encountered or whatever 06:10 and I felt that I had allowed it to precipitate 06:17 into me I could feel that blending process 06:35 not clicking into 06:41 that particular loose face 06:47 are you still aware of that presence 06:51 yeah I feel like it's it's sort of the swan of me 06:58 I can feel it 07:02 I just have to somehow create into that space that allows expression 07:15 very good just continue to be open continue to be receptive 07:25 and ask for help in making that connection that bond 07:40 shining on my face 07:48 movement 07:55 energies 08:02 just have to ask for help 08:09 how to connect with them 08:17 yes continue to do that and just like let go and ask for help it's there for you 08:32 that 08:32 sort of tell us into 08:37 this huge that they've 08:51 been very silent and peaceful 09:02 and familiar and powerful and I felt comfortable in there 09:17 sensation started 09:27 out explain pressure but it's 09:36 a feeling of energy moving in. From all around me 10:10 Is this part of the work that's going on with you part of the preparation 10:17 yeah introduced to 10:21 different sensations or 10:27 forces 10:33 so that I can come familiar with 10:41 putting me in different spaces 10:47 and allowing me to 10:49 experience different force fields fields in energy I just wonder how they'll ever coax me to let go 11:09 unhook maybe and hook 11:17 put out that question ask what you need to do to let go to an 11:31 ATM that's a headache cuz I just 11:42 that becomes sort of part of everything 12:10 yes I ask again what you could do for specific information about how you can let go 12:28 How can I let go 12:47 Rachel her huge storm coming across the earth the wind is blowing so hard is blowing the grass is very dark very chaotic but it's wonderful that's refreshing at the same time I don't know what that has to do. With letting go 13:31 ask the question. Put out the question with this image means 13:55 because you image of 13:59 being like a leaf that just 14:00 trusts itself for trusts to blow and enjoys blowing in the storm. Blowing about gladly loving it I'm gonna ask them to do something about that 14:33 I understand that 14:37 I'm willing to do that. 15:37 Hey going deep 16:39 Now what does this have to do 16:49 with so getting to the communication 16:59 ones to bust out so the top of my head 17:25 Thank you Do you is that related to the letting go letting go 17:52 like it is 17:58 yes we are very close to the time where we need to draw this session to a close but that question and ask if there's any other information for you here today 18:30 what they're doing 18:33 is how do you say 18:46 blasting through 18:54 blasting through the system to open up open up the passage ways to clear out the passageways 19:18 flowing out anything that clogs any whatever 19:36 like a cleansing process of some kind. It sounds very good. Go ahead now and express your gratitude for the work that's been done today for the help that you've had and when you completed that Slowly begin your process coming back to your starting point you focused in let me know when you're there. 20:48 Gently, sloping downward but not 20:53 very much 20:59 is fine, continue to slowly bring yourself back continue the process back to focus 12 And then to focus 10. 21:20 Toward the end, I mean, I was there were some times in there when I was really asking for friends help, because I thought, you know, he's around the space right now. And, you know, I'm kind of I mean, I don't know how I would ever identify them. But you know, I think you why not, you know, because energies is here. And then I was just telling Marie that I got a lot of clear pictures of her face throughout the end. She loved the experience, and what was it that I said about the energy coming out, feeling like it was gonna break broke down first. And the gentleman had like reading here. And after that point, you know, I started to get pictures in Marie, and I thought, well, you know, your mind works. Well, it could be that, because HIPAA, we were just speaking before we did that, I thought, well, the other thing is that I'm very much open to images, you know, I work well with images, it seems and Genesis had said that. Images are something which I interact with very easily. And so I thought maybe friend's way of letting me know that His presence is there is using Marie's face was just your face with a little pixie. And, and you know, with no particular emotion, just a very nice feeling from it. And then I would missense move away from it, but it just was there the whole time. And finally, I thought, well, but then like yesterday, one time I got into I got an image of the Chinese guy again. And then Bob said, Jump into it, that I saw it, I should have jumped into it. But I just didn't know I thought, gee, well, it's nice to have your presence here. You know, I wasn't quite sure. I mean, I didn't get into that perhaps it was a symbol of friends presence. And it's what occurred to me, but then I didn't know what to do with it. You know, because I didn't know how to get a stronger connection with it. Or whether I was supposed to see I'm still hung up with what I'm supposed to do or not supposed to do. So perhaps I should have just jumped into it, at least thrown myself against it, to see what the energy interaction would have been. 23:52 But it's the it's a helpful lesson in a way in in itself, because you're going to be in situations where you're, you knew that image or energy will present itself for others. And now, instead of sort of maybe thinking about something, you can just enter into it, dive 24:06 into it and see why the other image kind of came. And I had the realization in the booth that for a number of years now, I've perceived energies in this way, but I just didn't know what they were. And I think maybe it happens with all of us. You know, when I'm in meditation, or sometimes certain time, and this used to happen to me with my eyes open, I would meditate. I'd come home from working as a waitress late at night, sit in front of the altar, and there was a picture of Shivananda they're really beautiful. And rings of energies to start radiating out from his picture just like a light. You say donuts like is what I call it like a donut. And then it would just sort of keep expanding and then another one would start in the middle. And they used to start out and I get scared and run away. And then after a while to get out to write about or I was and then I did run away. After a while I really got ballsy Can I separate up close to the old two picture, and I love the rings to encompass me. And then I was just put into, into the, into the light. And I'd lose all sense of time and space. And I was just in the light that was okay. And I didn't get any communication. But the other thing that happens is those rings of energy sort of pulsate across my face. And then I got the feeling of allowing that, that this wait a minute, again, perhaps this is a presence for another energy. But I don't know, I thought, well, this is the way meditation is, you know, when you sit down and you meditate, this happens. And that's the way it always happened for me. Now I'm thinking, perhaps it's more than that. Also, perhaps it's an energy system, or an entity energy. And that I can allow it to merge with my system and become comfortable with it, and get something from it attune to it more, more. And then I thought, like, God is one of these things again, when when you're a kid, or, you know, things happen, and you just think will be met doesn't mean anything. That's just how my body functions, you know, for something, like when you put your fingers in your eyes, you see in the lights, so then then I feel like, because every now and then when I ask a question, I get one of those things, but it has a consciousness to it. Like the other day Morton said, Well, this session is over. So ask what it is you want to bring them back or whatever. And then I said, I got a blessing. Well, the blessing, in essence was I asked and I waited, and then this sort of beautiful, soft pattern of light energy just sort of broke down upon me and just kind of like pulsated there, and I got a feeling from it, that this was a blessing, you know, and Mina reassures it was very, very lovely, you know, and sometimes it breaks it to me. And that one time, when I said that, I forget how I put it with the energy, I felt that I was encountering something that I had allowed it, I could feel it entering into me, so it was here, but it had somehow entered into the whole network. But there was no communication get words or anything like that, but I guess it's okay. I think 27:49 it's perfectly fine. You know, we were talking the other day about nonverbal communication. And I really strongly believe at the level to which was working, that the communication is going to be more and more nonverbal, and that it takes us some time. And whatever the energy needs are, takes them some time to get a communication network going so that we understand each other. But for instance, I found your example of feelings of feeling that it was a blessing was a really good start in that direction, you didn't hear the words of a blessing, but that was your distinct impression about it. Yeah, I would guess is very, very valid. But that's an example of the of the kind of thing that probably will be happening. So that when you're saying nothing happened, a lot, a lot is happening. That opening, we have to learn how to read it better to understand it, to know what it means. 28:49 Sometimes I'll experience an image like the store, see where the wind was blowing, the grass was straining in its roots just to stay in the earth, you know, and the sky was very dark and thunderous and, and everything, but I didn't get a feeling with fear wasn't afraid, I was almost enjoying it, you know, that kind of the storm, maybe I mean, that's a part of me too, and then getting put into that pit. And I'm beginning to have a feeling even consciously from time to time of that. And I'm also wanting to be in that place of very, very deep, powerful, dark, whatever, that is also part of me, it's like the other side of me, that part of me which receives the light into it, you know, plunged deeply into it, and being very comfortable with it. You know, I suppose I