Wednesdays with Bob Monroe at Gateway Voyage

Wednesdays with Bob Monroe - Part 2 (Transcript) NOTE: This is a raw transcript – it is exactly as created by otter.ai. Bob Monroe 00:00 Just about nine o'clock in the morning I went out. And if you've never paddled a surfboard this way you it's not some it's not. I was a good scuba diver at that time, but not a surfboard. Anyway, so I'm getting this muscle system here doesn't work very well after you do it. So anyway, I make any difference. But I was doing pretty well I got on my knees and came in on one. And I was able to sit down and go in on on and I was able to stand up a little bit. And so after about six or eight, rides in on a wave, I got out and I'm waiting there with a board to next wave. And I waited a bigger one, I thought, well, I'll wait for a big one. And I keep waiting. And I suddenly noticed that I'm farther out than anyone else. The others ensure more, and I'm out here and I said, Oh, well, I can't touch bottom, but I can. I can wait. All righty, and then the next week. And so I'm hanging out the board looking around. And then suddenly I look and I'm twice as far away and then everybody else I'm wave, you know, close to a half mile offshore. I say oh no, wait a minute, I better start to get big. And so I start paddling like this to get back in. And I'm tired. I get tired because of this motional II. So I sit on the board. And coming over the poly in Honolulu. You are this is this northwesterly trade when that hits the B hits the ocean, right off the beach and pushes everything off shore. Morrow born over there is a current that moves in around like that on Waikiki Beach. And if you get out in that you're into something and I didn't know anything about it. So here I am trying to hide under the swimming shore and I get tired. So I stopped the moment I stopped and sit on on the board while I begin to the sail that was sailing effect pushes me out again. And I have a yell. nobody hears me everybody's way over there somewhere. There's all that surf noise. So I kept trying drying I climb on the board and rest. And as I rested, I began to drift out. And I thought well, I'll give up the board and try to swim in something totally Well, no, I better not do that. Too tired is too long. net result, very simple. I slowly but steadily got outs out of sight of land. And then the day passed alternately between my being in the water because I was getting a bad sunburn back on the board and getting wet and coming out again. And I get out because I thought oh, the sharks typical thing. 02:35 Until Bob Monroe 02:37 at sunset, I finally realized for the second time in my life that I could drown. Then I could easily fish or I could never get to Tahiti or any place like that. It's too far. There's nothing out there after that. That was my impression. And so the sun is beginning to sink and you begin to contemplate these things very deeply as to where and what not. And this is long before I had any idea of out of bodies and all this is this isn't about 1953. So just as Justice sunset, just the sun was beginning to sink over the horizon. Korea coming directly at me coming directly at me was what looked to be a fishing cruiser near didn't come over here and turn like this. It was coming directly at me and it stopped and without a word pick me up, picked up my board and dumped me on board and took me on how far off shore Do you think I was? I was 19 miles offshore 19 miles. And they didn't they didn't they didn't ask me. That's what I never quite understood that right? Like how the hell do you get out here? What did they just matter of fact, we pick me on board and he wouldn't seem like that. But what I found out was because that had always been a mystery how I could see if here he is they were about six or eight foot waves are not real heavy swell, but enough that you're up and down like this. How they could spot me at that, that in that type of suns near sunset. How could they see me and I'm not waving they wouldn't hurt me anyway, or whatever. But they spotted me and I was aimed directly they didn't turn anything else. You know what I found out? I found out that when I got into that predicament that might get sent one of our life personalities called Trello. And that's my good name for him because he's tricky character does sort of tricks. And you know what he did? He looked at the heading of this cruiser coming in and he made the helmsmen sneeze and that make the incorrect just enough and kept him from looking at the correction and that ain't me directly at the pickup spot. picking me up epilogue that was very simple. The crews that came in off Waikiki Beach dumped me on show off on there and the board and I was resident of like a swim and they warned me about the current I said, Yes, I know. I went in here's these you know, these gas lantern types with the Coleman type landers What are they with the gas wicks on? And they were here on this on this place where the guy rents the things and he was angry. He would have cursed me if he could, is he thought I had stolen his his surfboard, nevermind whether I drowned or not, he didn't even think of that. He's thinking whether he lost a surfboard or not. Anyway, but that's an illustration of, of how things and it gave us also the explanation. And it was another character who was adept part of me, was adapted to the long, long standing question that was impossible to answer was in my teenage years is how the $2 got underneath the board. I don't know whether you've read about that. And one of the books that had been a chronic mystery because when the board was lifted up, it hadn't been moved for years or whatever, it was a board beside the house. And you lived out here's all the bugs and everything else and he were too bright $1 bills underneath that seeing this different desperate emotional need that I had on that Friday night, particular Friday night that this yet of mine says let's help support good. They sent this one cared, and he created to $1 bills and put them underneath the board the most. And I believe it is because I can't find any other explanation. But there's a series of things I found out in my life, that through even down into little kids stuff, where there has been this wide guardian angel, helper guide whatever has occurred and it's all from the from the hit of me. And I know I know this so surely having observed that it of each one of you does the same thing. Bob Monroe 07:10 And the moment you know it gets a beautiful sense of joy on it because you know that you are so much more than you ever thought you were and why is this so important tonight, because you are right in the target area that you can begin to find it out you will not get it all in this next run into 21 but you can begin to get the feel of this because what does it do? It opens up this whole part of you that makes it so much easier to do it this way than to live Bori Asli chunk, chunk it you can do it with the tools that you have right now. And in the weeks and months to come that you will have fun doing it's real thrilling stuff that the you'll understand the parts of you that's the other thing you will understand yourself But does that mean a whole new overview for you you will know what you are you will accept all the the killers you've been and all all the angels you've been if you want to put it they all the saints whatever you'll find all of those within you the whole scope and is most most fascinating. You that's why I dropped this on you tonight because now's your chance to begin that and it's the exquisite laughter that you will feel in yourself when you in turn get to that now there's one final kicker and you can really then I leave it as it is and that makes it even worse after about four years of deepening and knowing my yet I got the we got into this other thing about purposes and things like that and and I asked Willie and Willie is is you know Willie is my my Willie you know who he was he is was he was a court jester in the 12th century. And he got beheaded because he said the wrong joke. 09:31 So Bob Monroe 09:37 the the thing that in turn me was the final crux of all of this. So I finally got deep enough into these consultations or muscle group of my personalities. communicating that, then you get worried about, look, I'm talking to myself, I'm going to have to be hospitalized, you know, these kinds of things run through, who are this crazy people talk themselves. Anyway, what I began to discover is and began to get suspicious because this seemed to be the thing that the inspect was talking about, that I needed a basic to know a basic, and this was a basic basic. And so, and I'm just working on this all symbolically because it's the only way it can be done. So I brought this up to Willie, and a couple of my other life personalities. You know, I wonder what about this inspect? And this sort of, 10:57 doo doo doo doo doo? Bob Monroe 10:59 What's the matter here, and Willie says, Come on, Robert, I want to show you something. So we turn about out of phase, he says, step by step, plan, I'm into this flow, that I thought was going to inspect land, and all the beautiful love and warmth and everything else, and all the various personalities that it was, and so on. And you know, where it was going into my yet. And I thought, come on. Seems that my ID is continuously busy as all other IDs are, is retrieving parts of life personalities that have been lost, or one reason or another. So you see, Bob Monroe 11:55 that was a design, they got lost, they're lost in the BS territories, and they're supposed to come back to the end, you see that, too, you're in nobody else's, but during the eye there. And what happens is that you're yet and my if everyone's are constantly cruising these bs territories to retrieve in life, personalities of each of us, that has gotten lost or locked into one of these territories, and they're retrieving them and bring him back to the you know why. That's what they're all doing. And this is what you're doing. And you find out again, I'm being so dogmatic go find out. And what it is, your it is doing is collecting all of these, so that you In turn, can take off, and week out. And that's how I found out about that because I began to discover it and you'll discover that your ad has adjoining it's all bonded to it, you are a part of a bonding system that I have 86% sure that you are within this bonded cluster of bits that I've which I am apart. And what we're doing is that we are gathering all of the parts of us together. Each individual like year you got some that are lost in various belief systems. And you there's a constant flow of retrieving those and getting them stuck back in there parts of you that I can give you a classic one that you know about already. Having gone this far gateway is that Mira anon is attempting to retrieve Shea who is here and that's his connection is he's attempt he's a retriever trying to pull Shay back into their it cluster so that they can move on and week out and go in another direction and we'll get to that tomorrow night. So have a good time and 20 you can be your own ghosts now don't you see? And you'll know your own ghosts. Another part of it a lot of fun. So yeah, where would BB where who is BB is all a BB as you know attempted to rescue me. And he's come and gone in this lifetime. Yeah. Yeah. he could. He cried, died in their belly next. That was quite a thing. And I didn't even know about at the time but BB was a friend of mine named bahnson and he Fluid twin beach if you and he was used to long fields instead of grass fields we came into I learned this when we were flying together out of out of a small place in North Carolina. He went up to Ohio, Western Ohio and went into the western Ohio airport. And the lessons learned in that grass field having been on hard run