Hemi-Sync® Journal 1990-1 (Winter)

abuse her; her lifelong fear of dogs; her contempt for From his earliest recollection, subject has entertained females; prejudices and selfishness; being actually quite lazy profound doubts as to whether he is "straight" or "gay." On and begrud^g her work choice; dissatisfaction with her the several occasions throughout his adult life in which he own body, offended by her own body odor; having aban has attempted usual intercourse with a female, each such at doned her own real-life daughters because "they failed to tempt has followed an identical pattern; initial rigidity fol give me the ego boost I desired ... I was not grateful for lowed by immediate flaccidity resulting in nonpenetration. much in my life ... my attitude reflected this ... I wouldn't Hence, a failure followed by bouts of embarrassment, shame, allow myself to feel much joy ... my ungrateful attitude was disgust, and self-loathing. my prison [cave?] ... I judged the physical and ignored the In an attempt to compensate for such failures, he early com spiritual... I measured my worth by material things." menced the solicitation of selected white males in a limited At this writing subject has voluntarily given up her accus manner. To stroke and be stroked and to experience being the tomed means of livelihood and has secured employment in a recipient of fellatio. He consistendy refirains from reciprocal large local drafting firm. performance or involvement in penetration. He states a In the several months since this writer has employed repeated profound disgust and self-loathing in these actions. Hemi-Sync in the therapeutic mode, its use more than sug The usual avenue of relief consists of regular mastur- gests its tremendous contribution to a "new age" in the ap batory action. This suggests the absence of physical im- proach to reconciliation between the two 'selves' as depicted pedence as to competence in erection, rigidity maintenance, among Dr. Carl Jung's writings, "One of the curses of and ejaculation. modem man is that we suffer from having two personalities Subject as presented exhibited numerous kinesthetic in the same person." He further wrote, "The terrors that symptoms; chain smoking, constant attitudinal alterations stem from our elaborate civilization [the off-spring of the while standing or sitting; clipped, quick speech; nervous and lately evolved, negative left brain . . . insertion mine] are consistent knee bouncing w^e sitting; finger tapping and proving to be far more threatening than those that primitive nervous laughter, but only when appropriate. people attributed to demons." My work echoes another 6 Volume VIII, No. 1 HEMI-S YNC JOURNAL Testing failed to suggest any evidence of psychoses, CASE #3 fugues, or phobias. Following test-taking and evaluation for Subject: Male; late 60s; married; CaucasianlCherokee; credibility, subject deemed to be experiencing a complexity of allied dys^ctions possibly stemming from a single self-employed professional counselor traumatic event, buried in the unconscious, to be exhibited Subject presented with a condition of full-blown, clinically solely at the emotional level when tr^ered by related proven stomach ulcer of some two years duration. Following mftrhanisms. Barium x-ray, fluoroscopy, blood workup, et al., subject Subject initially tested for creative visualization propensity placed on 2^tac and ^et regimen. Regimen strictly ob via usual and standard deep-level hypnosis techniques served for some months then gradually discontinued by way employing focusing, suggestion, relaxation modes, et al. This of "feeling okay," expense, and a healthy dose of "stupidity." was successful in the area of kinesthetic amelioration result [A reminder of the old axiom, "A doctor makes a lousy ing in motor tranquilization. patient." Another, "A patient who chooses himself as the Subject, in next session, was introduced to Hemi-Sync via doctor, has a lousy doctor." And let me insert right here, the a synthesizer. Exposure was of twenty minutes duration on subject has in his possession a Hemi-Sync machine on loan Alpha only. During the review following the session, subject from The Monroe Institute. Got a clue yet?] disclosed he had made a date with a female patron. He Apparently the ulcer was not eliminated. The pains evidenced, with some trepidation, that a sexual liaison had returned. Sli^t at first then, over the weeks, gradually in been intimated. The suggestion was made that he—should creasing in intensity. Subject used up the remainder of the occasion arise—share with his companion a brief outline hoarded 2^tac tablets then resorted to over-the-counter of his prior failures in an attempt to elicit her understanding Sodium Bicarbonate tablets. They worked fine. For a time. and cooperation. This he did, reporting that, for the first All this while subject refrained from letting wife know of the time, he had experienced a completed sex act with a female. recurrent and increasing discomfort. On subsequent nights with her, he found that he occasionally Approximately two months prior to this writing, wife gets reverted to his usual pattern of failure inducing the cus up to use the bathroom; husband not in bed; time 2:10 a.m.; tomary negative emotions. v^e turns on the light; finds husband in kitchen with head In the week prior to this writing, subject was again ex resting on arms on the counter. Wife asks, "What's wrong?" posed to the Hemi-Sync synthesizer using the Theta/Delta Husband responds by telling her the story of his failed great setting. Prior to induction, subject instructed to concentrate medical experiments of recent weeks. He states, "I'm trying not only on the "pink" sound and the Hemi-Sync soimd, but to make up my mind whether to wake you and call my to repeat, rhythmically, the thought, "What event caused my daughter [a local physician] or just have you take me over to condition?" Queen's Hospital. This 'thing' is out of control." Wife places At the expiration of thirty minutes, subject disconnected hand maternally on husband's dumb head and states, "Have from the machine. With great emphasis and excitation sub you tried the machine?" [Referring, succinctly to the Hemi- ject reported he had had a most vivid dream of an event Sync.] "No," he states, with a great surge of additional which took place when he was twelve years of age involving stupi^ty coursing over him. "I never thought of it." She his older brother of fourteen. He had not recalled this par mocks, "You've had such great success with others—maybe ticular event since the time of its occurrence, but had just it will work for you." [Oh, how cruel women can be!] Hus experienced it in its entirety. band replies, with deliberate inaudibility, "Oh, shut up!" Early one morning, alone in the house with his older Wife won't let go. "I'll put on the other headset with you, if brother whom he greatly admired, the brother invited sub you'll try it." The eight-foot walk from where husband sits to ject into his room to exhibit his erect penis and asked subject where Hemi-Sync synthesizer sits seems a long two or three to caress same, which subject did. Subject experienced im blocks. Six-foot husband now about three feet tall. mediate disgust, shame, and embarrassment, and instant emd Here I must engage in a necessary digression. Umpteen total disintegration of all the values he had priorly held for months prior to present story, psychologist friend of subject his older brother. The event was never again mentioned by introduces subject to man who hands subject a cardboard either, and was promptly forgotten by the subject until ex box containing a certain electronic device [identity and posure to Hemi-Sync. Conventional hypnosis had failed to description deleted]. Box contains instrument never seen assist subject in re-creating this critical event. Hemi-Sync is before by subject, consistii^ of five separate parts and proving, beyond doubt, the unquestioned procedure in exer several manuals. Subject puts parts and manuals back in box cising that most profound of dictums left us by Dr. Sigmund and sets it on the floor, off in a corner. Forgets about box. Freud: "To relieve 'it'-'it' must be relived." Subject has barest information about what device is sup Not through months, and in many cases years, does a sub posed to do. Too busy to fool with it. Now-back to original ject need suffer the rigors of conventional Uierapies in order tale. to arrive at the primal causes of experienced events. It is felt Subject stretches out in recliner, turns on Hemi-Sync, and that this subject, with continued work utilizing Hemi-Sync, puts on headset; Wife lies down on floor and dons other will soon be capable of experiencing a "normal" sex life. headset. Wife goes to sleep. Snores slightly. Subject closes The conclusions to be drawn from this single event are, eyes, takes several deep breaths and proceeds to focus on analytically, perhaps too complex and myriad to be included pain in gut. Subject feels he has been engaged in such use in a report of this nature. Those in the practice of less activity for twenty minutes or so, so opens eyes, removes psychotherapy will recognize them. headset, looks down at snoring wife, places headset on floor, quietly gets out of chair, and stealthily goes to look for 7 Winter 1990 HEMI-SYNC JOURNAL cardboard box hiding somewhere among other collected odds and ends. Subject retrieves box, carefully takes out contents, as sembles same on kitchen counter, plugs cord in wall socket, USED SYNTHESIZERS WANTED for ongoing research. turns on the switches evident on machine and aimlessly Contact James M. Thomas, Jr., Ph.D., or Charles F. twirls the four dials appearing on face of same. Danley at the James M. Thomas Cllnic, 419 Fairvlew, At this point, subject suddenly finds himself awakening Ponca City, OK 74601; or phone (405) 765-5128. from a deep and relaxing sleep, l^oks down to find snoring WANT TO BUY: Hemi-Sync Synthesizer Model 201B. wife still doing same. Subject is jolted to discover terrible Contact Kjeld Johansen, Ro Skolevej 14, Gudhjem, pain in gut is no longer in evidence. Subject takes several Denmark DK-3760 deep breaths, rolls stomach muscles, then pokes self in stomach in attempt to awaken possibly still-sleeping internal FOR SALE: 201 B Synthesizer, 230 volt (for 220