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becomes aids Intermatic that can lead to very good quality of life have occasional chronic
issues come up, it seems to maintain a long term survival at a nice quality level, and people
who became become asymptomatic and leave very quickly move through and progress into
the other all the other implications of this disease very quickly. So you're right, we don't know a
lot about this. And there is some there is a societal a cultural view that says this is a death
sentence, you're HIV positive. This is a death sentence. And and we all know what that kind of
programming does. As soon as someone thinks that
Question 40:40
I've worked with a lot of eights. As a women, I've worked with a lot of women. With a
population that you want
Kat Carroll 40:52
to hear about, is the white community. It's even greater in the minority, yes. My understanding
is black females, we can narrow the statistics down even more everything I've read in the last
six months, black females are the fastest growing heterosexual black females, fastest growing
part of
Barbara Bullard 41:20
an Hispanic second. Yeah. Once again, I guess I've moved beyond the fearful aspects. And I
think that whatever is happening, people are getting stronger, we're getting stronger. And each
of us has the responsibility to change our own attitude. Because I will tell you, every one of you
are going to have people who are going to be facing this, whatever it is, and it is about keeping
your immune system. Well. I know people who aren't into the spiritual life at all, but they have
got some money to travel and by God, anytime anything starts to bother them, they just go on
Alaskan cruise. And you know, there are long term survivors too. They are piss ants. They
used to use drugs, they abuse their system, they don't do it anymore. Most of them all give up.
But by God, an Alaskan cruise does more for you if you still have the money. You know, and I
have to say the more you stay away from any kind of drugs recommended by the medical
establishment, the longer you will live here. So I'm taking that as one of my metaphors for life.
Amen, amen.
Kat Carroll 42:32
Okay, what we want to do now is, since you've been sitting here for a while I before you move,
let me just give a couple little quick instructions. Either way, then let's close the circle in. We're
okay here. So closing, so you want to be very close, she wants your chairs, basically, I think
you'll be more comfortable for what we're going to do. We need you ladies to close this up.
Keep the circle here, we became sort of an immediate shape. But that's sort of appropriate to
talking about creating and becoming Amiibos. All right, okay, enough, get very frequently what
we do at the end of the weekend. Because there is such a sense of community not only as
many of you, when you when you experience groups like this are such a community and a
sense of community at the end. But the HIV and AIDS community is it is a brotherhood and a
sisterhood and a peoplehood. And there is a great desire in the hearts and the spirits of these
people to extend their own healing outwards. And they don't want to just keep it for
themselves, they want to believe that, that their lives have worth and that they can take what
they've learned and they may share it and pass it on and let it be part of someone else's
healing. So we end the weekend with this opportunity to pass that on. So Barbara, and I felt it
would be appropriate for us as well to accept some healing into our own beings, and to pass
that on this morning as part of our own community here. Okay. So what I'm going to do is
about a 15 minute guided process. And then we will do a healing circle, which we are already
doing. And why I will ask you to do is we will go around the room. And one by one if you
choose to participate if you will offer just a few names and and for the sake of time I normally
normally never limited but I think this morning for the sake of time, two or three names would
be appropriate that you would really want us to focus our love and our light and our healing for
and if you will say those names loud enough so that all of us can hear them. It allows us to it
We all already know these people at some other level of consciousness anyways, but the
vibration of the name itself itself allows us to tune in. And now go this way. So Jim will be first
when we get to that point
Barbara Bullard 45:12
in other name because some of us know a lot of people we want to send it to just say those
silently in your own mind after it's gone on. It's
Kat Carroll 45:21
yeah, you can continue your list you can continue within the process and their energy will be
received. Okay. And that broke my thought I was thinking, No, you're wonderful. Yes, and if
you if you choose not to say a name out loud, if you just say pass to the person next to you so
they know so that they're not sitting here going okay, is it my turn my turn to say pass and it will
move on around and the synergy that Yeah, it'll be real obvious
Kat Carroll 46:00
it will be very obvious. And also to increase the strength of this process make sure that you're
sitting comfortably because you won't be sitting here for a while
Kat Carroll 46:14
I'm gonna ask you to join hands with the people on each side of you. So sit comfortably with
these individuals
Kat Carroll 46:26
when you reach close your eyes and we'll take just a moment here to in whatever way is
appropriate for you to say thanks and appreciation for an opportunity to join in this circle in this
cycle of life that we're going to create here in this room in this place on this planet. Just an
opportunity to share your appreciation within yourself for joining in this community and in the
collective consciousness and the energy and the love that we bring together here.
Kat Carroll 46:57
I would like you to remember a time when you felt loved move back through your life and pick
a time when you truly felt loved
Kat Carroll 47:59
allow yourself to really enter into that moment bringing that sense of love into this place into
this time
Kat Carroll 48:32
became aware what that love is like for you. It's shape, texture, movement, sound feeling in
your body color so allow this love that you have felt to be with you now in this place and in this
time now began to take your awareness on this love and shape it more than its edges until it
begins to become like a seed of beautiful smooth life getting seen We all have the shape, the
movement, the color, joining together
Kat Carroll 50:09
in a small part of life, the seat of your seat, your life your love take the same that issue and
moving with it, take it right into the center of your heart planted into the soil the soil that exists
they're trying to nurture this water given some she do this to the sea the sea of love begins to
unseat against
Kat Carroll 51:52
against to the essence of the space beginning with the life force brainwaves and energy of the
seed of love feeling this energy beginning to expand within your heart unlimited stretching out
expanding into every space within your heart every crevice every corner and bringing with it
this growing sense of this
Kat Carroll 53:07
this pure healing form as this begins to grow become aware of the pushing and stir
Kat Carroll 53:27
expanding ever and gently say yes. And as you do so, it moves out out through your heart
Kat Carroll 53:49
and you can still expand into the rest of your being this lamb began to flow out into your
arteries, your veins, moving like a billowing river through your bloodstream feeding your
tissues, your organs, your cells, feeding every part of you with a nourishing food. A human
energy is loved that you explain that to your hands down generally As the salon continues to
expand we thought every corner every previous every part of your day lighting up spark with
this lifeforce, this love you begin to feel expensive and the love continues to push out
expanding. Now reaching the underlying edges of your skin pushing against your physical
body and once again say yes for the love and begin to permeate out from your physical body,
moving through your pores through your cells radiating outwards into your energy body. And
expanding, growing growing this wonderous healing energy was the very essence of who you
are for you are one that is your true being your true place on this planet and it fills you
Kat Carroll 56:46
every part of you as you expand out, become aware of this divine beings sitting next to you
become aware of your love your energy flowing out and into that person right.
Kat Carroll 57:19
Flowing into their arm shines through their heart mixing with who they are expanding with their
energy and then moving out on down their arm into the person next to them.
Kat Carroll 57:42
And finally your energy as it moves from person to person around this room. Growing
expanding mixing with each energy coming in unworkable violent. Coming back to entering
into the person on your left moving down there on energize as you feel the expansion of this
energy, power of this love that we have together. We've allowed to move into each and every
heart present in this circle. Feel and move back into you back into your body into your heart
becoming you. The circling ring of unbreakable human love became aware that it is now
expanding as we move are joined essence out a ring of love expanding out into this room
going larger
Kat Carroll 1:00:00
have clear touched by God moving out expanding, becoming larger as it moves out beyond the
walls of this room out there beyond the bowling
Kat Carroll 1:00:23
the ring growing blowing energized from this love moving out out beyond this land out I can tell
it circles the entire planet a glowing golden ring of healing love circling the very earth yourself
this is who we truly are our healing rubbing for giving energy healing to heal the planet heal
ourselves heal those with touch that voice with our eyes with our hands it is our essence as we
serve on this planet we're joined together at this moment to direct that healing force towards
the names offered to let them join the circle as each name comes forward it becomes part of
this ring and it also fills its body mind soul and heart. This essence of what we truly are or what
it requires is that as each name is offered you simply focus for a moment asking for that
healing to be directed to that person and so will be and I asked Jim to begin Dorothy John and
BA. You Are You Steve Smith, back herself marked down, under down
Kat Carroll 1:06:34
Steve and I would like us to take a special moment now
Kat Carroll 1:06:45
to focus all of our awareness and appointing the center of the room in the center of the circle of
light and wealth. And at that point I want you to imagine sitting there is Bob Monroe likes to join
our forces together to just send the love within our hearts to Him and God will direct it however
it needs to be used.
Kat Carroll 1:08:11
Become aware again, of the circling of our energy around this planet know that you have every
opportunity to be part of that brain. Anytime you choose, it is ever present. And is there any
longer that is divine and we have simply entered into it that the healing is always there for
asking I was available can always be directed. Now simply begin to bring your awareness from
the ring back over the planet
Kat Carroll 1:08:53
over the land back to this building. Moving back into this room and gently back into the circle.
know also that once you've entered back into your body, when you've let go of the lovely divine
beings on each side of you, that this circle also will never be broken,
Kat Carroll 1:09:23
will never be altered. Because you have shared a very intimate piece of yourself with everyone
here and they with you and you now carry it. Carry it in every cell of your body the divine
healing energy of our journey and I know for one I am grateful for that to every one of you. And