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by this time. And last year, of course, I always have body workers with me. So cat has a body
worker, and we have two massage therapists with us. And they're working full time during
lunch. And by that time, the bodies are so relaxed, that a lot of good work can come through.
But I will tell you, if you ever do these workshops, encourage and make sure they drink a glass
of water before and after every tape. Because a lot of toxins are being flooded out of the
system by the affirmations at the end of the tapes. So that's what we find out the first three
hours, lot of cleansing, a lot of detoxifying a lot of relaxation. So at lunch, that's when a lot of
the people who want early body work go and the rest of them start rapport building. That's an
exciting thing about the workshops. We're sort of just there, if they need us, the tapes are
doing it and they are bonding with each other. And it's like a friendship starts to happen. Cat
and I have frequently been put out to the kitchen to eat by ourselves because the guys who've
taken all of the tables. And you know they don't even welcome us to the table. That's cool. So
we make the food for lunch generally trying to keep them there. And a bonding and a rapport
starts to happen in a sharing that is so beautiful to witness. Well, they come after lunch
generally tired again. So if you look at your list, we start out with the gateway discovery, focus
10 And I just described to them this is body asleep mind awake and like I said most of it is
sleeping time. So we do one, two and three. When I first started with Jim, he generally had
release and recharge as his next one. But I have found that there's so much else happening
that if I take if we start working with eight to 12 people all releasing and recharging their fears.
It gets consuming on that one. So I think it's really important to get the body He and the mind
sort of balanced and then allow them to do release and recharge at home and keep that as a
later tape. So we skip that one and we skip one month patterning because one month
patterning I tell them is you really have to know what you want to be because when you start
programming and that one month patterning, that's probably what you're going to be. So think
about it. So those are two tapes that we encourage them to take home and work with. So then
we skip to free flow 10 Nice thing about free flow 10 is it's a great way to sleep after lunch.
Okay, and they come out going on through with that I'm ready to go on. So we go okay, let's go
to focus 12. So we do the intro to focus 12, which is another one we did not have in the original
PIP program, but I think is crucial to have. Even if you have a box, you only have one tape,
and you have that in the box session where everybody plugs in. I think that they do not get as
much out of living body map and color breathing if they don't get into focus 12. And one, it is a
beautiful experience with these people to have them go, Oh my gosh, there is more than my
physical body. It's a really interesting event to be with them. And to help facilitate what is a
focus? Well, what would be meditation, what would be moving out of this physical body, in
consciousness, and safely, we never worry about going out of body but into the outer reaches
your own consciousness is how I describe focused Well, we then move to color breathing. Just
because at that point color breathing allows for the oxygenation. For those of you who have
not worked with any audio Omean disease, let me assure you, the lungs are under attack, not
just with HIV, the number one disease that takes early aids victims is pneumonia. But it's taken
a lot of other people to TB is back with a drug resistant strain. Asthma is at all time high areas.
And so we have found that the people with HIV and autoimmune diseases are teaching us a
lot about breathing and oxygenation. And they are very informed the long term survivors isn't
that interesting. And most of the people who have been attracted to our groups are long term
survivors seven to 14 years. I don't think that's by accident. Two years ago, I thought AIDS
was a death sentence. And now I know it's about wake up to living in the moment, they've
taught me a lot about that. And I no longer think that it is a death sentence. But it is about
waking up to living every moment fully. And I have to say that I was dumbstruck with the last
group, the healthiest people are the ones who just bypass the AC T and DDI. And for those of
you don't like to hear that, so be it. Then we move into the color breathing right after that they
like color and light, and so on and so forth, we then break for dinner, where a lot of laughter
has started to occur. By that time, there is so much laughter and sharing, I just can't express
that to you. And it's taught me a lot about breathing water and laughter on living with a little
way back. And then after dinner, we do the energy bar tool and the living body map. We have
found the DAS probably the end of the night, most of them a couple of times, we come out
ready to talk about the living body map and these people would be dead. They they weren't
waking up. So we usually let them go to sleep with the living body map. In the next morning,
it's at that point that there's a lot of oh, I don't know, if there's never sadness, I can only tell you
that there's not a lot of anger. There's just a lot of report and sharing and and by that time to go
through the physical aches and pains. But a lot of them will start going back for massage to
like, oh, I don't and they do the body work in the emotional work. I do not I do the kick cooking
and the explanations and the holding hands and whatever. But I'm really busy with other
things. The next morning, however, we do freeflow 12. And that seems to be if anybody's going
to go beyond the mental and the physical aspects when they go. And it's really an amazing
thing to see how much better all of these people look by the next morning and they're starting
to comment catch a color looks good. Wow, you look happy. And they're starting to affirm each
other. But I will tell you that there are definite tonal changes in the people. It may be just
they've been with friends and they've had this the sound going in and they feel rested. Or that
people sleep for 12 hours before asleep and they all swearing they're not going to fall asleep
that night because they've been sleeping all day. And they just have this incredible restful
sleep and they attribute it to the At that point, so free flow 12 is where some people go through
this wonderful expansive place. And others just go, wow, I,
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I just know that I'm more than my physical body. And I really had this hope and love and
whatever everybody's pre flow 12 is totally different as we know, at that point, before we go
into the last the immune journey, which you have done beforehand, where we actually do a
guided imagery to bring them weighing them from the tapes, I suppose, is when we start to talk
about the age plus tapes, which are the user friendly ones, I will tell you that we have never
had anybody leave the workshops without taking age plus tapes, and metal music. We have
had people leave the workshop without buying discovery and threshold. And so I think that
that's very interesting. I remember he was telling me something yesterday about that really fit.
It's about the fact that there's so much energy coming through and so much transformation that
is occurring with people with HIV and AIDS, most people we've been dealing with, by the way,
have AIDS, not just HIV. That that they need grounding. They need some tape for the middle
of the night, when they wake up and they're in pain. And they don't want to take another pill,
these people don't want to take pills, because there are so many that they have to take don't
want to live they want to do something. So they're really drawn to the H plus tapes. Now some
are better than others are, let me tell you about to one man at the workshop on the mental
freeflow 12. He says that he just went and we don't talk about leaving the body. Let me tell
you, I don't want anybody to even the body right at these workshops. But he went like out of
his feet went over visited as mom, talk to her and really had this incredible healing. And then
came back when the tape was over. And he was just like blown away sharing the story, which
was very, very interesting. But what was so fascinating was, he had had chaos, infection in all
of his sinuses, and his eyes were swollen shut when he went into that tape. And when he
came out of the tape, the blackness in the blueness. And the swelling was almost gone from
his eyes. And now is the thing, we were wondering what's the connection, I don't know. But he
went to a mirror and he said, Oh my god, I can see myself I felt like me again. And it was such
a profound healing for a lot of them. From this one person who was the only person in that
group except for the man who had left, who was showing any signs of AIDS, that there was a
physical on swelling was just amazing black and blue left, it was just phenomenal. So we had a
great end of the trip ended the trip. And I guess the biggest thing I'd like to share with you is
are the H plus tapes at this point, because these are the ones that the people with HIV, chronic
fatigue, cancer find to be user friendly. And these are the tapes, they keep coming back to buy
and send on to the other friends, not the discovery and not the gateways. Now, those are very
important, I think for long term survivors. But they say I can't share that with another person
really, that an H plus tape for men and music, I can give that and I know it'll help. Three that
are crucial. And if you look at the purple list, and if I can read it up here down at the age plus
regenerate is probably the first tape and a lot of you were here two years ago I told you about
that, that they had actually found amongst themselves that it can raise their T cell levels, but
also regenerate. They use that a lot of times right after coming out of pneumonia or any kind of
process where the body might have broken down. phenomenal things have happened with
regenerate that move beyond my logical ability to explain it. And I guess it's a command that
they give to their body live, build, build, that whatever they need to live and build build
Denmark if they don't want to stay here, circulation. One of the major things that occurs with
anybody with a disease process in particular with AIDS and HIV, it's getting that blood moving
throughout the whole body, rebuilding and nurturing it and lungs repair and maintenance. It's
number one place where we've had a lot of success with a colleague of ours who was near
death. And I just couldn't stand it any more that I knew about these tapes and wasn't getting
them to him. I got him and put in his box was no training no whatever. Someone else to get
him circulation, lungs repair and maintenance and regenerate. He used those tapes. One week
later he got out of the hospital when they had told him to write us well. He called us And we
added in offloading, and the discovery tapes, I'm not sure he ever really used the the gateway
one and two, but he used those other four, came back to teaching gained 40 pounds and had
a fabulous year of teaching, I will have to say that we pretty much know what to do with
pneumonia and the kinds of attacks on that one. But we've lost three out of the original nine.
And we lost our colleague, all of the people that have passed on ultimately, after they did a lot
of work and forgiveness, by the way, all died of brain cancer. I think that that's something I
need to work with their favorite not work with. In my own mind. restorative sleep is their favorite
one that they like, because sleep patterns is the number one thing that gets interrupted in any