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1990-11-12 - LJF-8 (This is an unedited transcript, auto generated by otter.ai.) 00:04 This is session ii 93 to zero the eighth session with L j f and November 12 1990 The time is five o'clock pm 00:25 well how are you feeling? Oh good I'm ready to start join you in the affirmation with your statement of intent and purpose allow yourself to be here we expanding on to this state that you know is focused in and now I'll speak with you again in focus 10 how are you feeling now? Right see I'm gonna focus 9.5 feeling very relaxed simply allow yourself to be deepening this relaxation as you observe simply observe body becoming more and more sir any you need to become involved with simply observe hear me let me know of any change in sensation and perception up sir think shift right there feels like the there was a small kind of energy wave that came over me. 03:51 Is this comfortable for you? starts at first time medic happens. It feels like I my mind says that it's like an anxiety rush. Then I remember Oh no. That's how the movement starts. So physically it's comfortable Yeah. In your mind, a welcoming place energy this energy to be flowing through you What's been happening I've been doing the the shakra exercise that you did with me last time I was in your 05:32 I get to my heart center or some tightness there I spent some time following the brilliant emerald green just to be moving around there in a nourishing way real conscious of my heart beating and then I moved up to the Great Blue for the shocker and I was moving that and then I was just moving into the Indigo 06:42 when you came in I'm real aware of the smell of a man in here 06:52 none of me no bad smell or anything but strong when do you like to be completing your shocker energizing let me know when this process feels complete. Okay. You feel ready now to be expanding even more. All you need to allow yourself to be following this. And as you follow this extend you're willing to be receiving your willingness to be learning as you expand more and more wave kind of came up from my solar plexus area and slowly kind of spread out over the rest of me 09:37 like to move with this for a while see where it takes me to move further. Yeah 10:06 simply allow yourself to be expanding more and more continuing to extend your willingness to pay learning to the university. Further May I make a suggestion here? You may want to be asking in your mind is it appropriate for me to be learning about my fear of being frightened? Is it appropriate right now? For me to be learning the responses that both yes and no are true and that it's just completely my choice. Choice Are you willing to be taking? You asked me earlier, the first question the first time if it was, you know, to ask if it was appropriate to be learning about my fear, fear and I noticed immediately noticed signals from my bladder, which had been completely not there before. And as we work on this issue, I noticed there's more the signals from my bladder getting more persistent. I don't know what that means, but it's interesting. As far as the question is concerned, I guess what I'm getting is that I'm gonna have to feel like I have to pee at some point if what I'm doing is pressing a limit 14:19 that I don't feel you know, should be pressed or something like that. Um, so, yes, I'd like to move into that examination in your mind. Who is wants to eliminate In this discussion who is uncomfortable here this one become whoever it is is not speaking I have a mental image of a love kind of only arm reaching for somewhere in the depths of my organs and reaching out and squeezing my bladder and I noticed that the pressure in the my chest area has totally gone away it's almost like all the attention is shifted to that 16:22 and this sense I have is that this individual as a job of using my physical body to distract me 16:40 from other things and so applies pressures in different areas time to time I feel as I was saying this that I was thinking very very deep and elevators sort of shaft going to the habitat this individual like a series of the bottom of the chef series of caverns organic construction Mike it could be inside of my body a certain level of organism. They're live here we'll start but I can see individuals hiding in the recesses I can see eyes a little bit frightened but also wary and frightened. Now Patreon mean, no harm and simply stand there and radiate. observe what's happening now. Well it's being coaxed out by So, it appears as a kind of gholami looking creature with long skinny arms and legs and really skinny body and I reached out and it reached out I took it and 20:48 and i'm seen by it as of light being I see it is very dense dark but not here beam and is suffering right now I stepping in lie to embrace this come on come on what's happening Hi welcome to the into the light exactly step up to me but it didn't resist me 23:02 and I moved toward it and I embraced it then it raised me and I could feel the exchange energy train us and I noticed do my legs mostly which is kind of interesting. And then as we were holding on to one another, then we just started to rise 23:48 through the shaft came out somewhere I don't know where and have the sensation of the physicalness of the other being 24:30 the density seems to be kind of dissolving and now in your mind fettle no love this like little bowls with cellophane wrapped around them when you feel ready and say hi release this one in into the care of all who Now this may always be an let it go and it turned out to be one of them they were all kind of giggling they giggled off into the distance. Yeah. feeling of floating turning over kind of gently drifting in circles. Course spirit great are part of you to feel the space bass player of the body spirit like rushing into the top, my head wishing through me like a water faucet going out my feet. Asking you to take all the toxins and anything with it that doesn't belong to me with me. Wow is going on. He may be joining you are 29:46 complete 29:55 Are you willing to eat Jain with all ADO yes I have to still have to go to the bathroom yes I'm willing to be joined with all that when do you like to be stopping for a moment that you may be releasing is that would be good I will turn on this offline I'll be right there How are you feeling? I'm feeling much relief. Relaxed I was just moving back into the communication with spirits pure relaxed. Spirit is always with you. Express your willingness to be joining was all that you are sensation of men surface of my skin and my body's just buzzing, ever buzzing feeling when I can hear a sound sander. Just hearing your