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1986-08-31 - SRM-4 (This is an unedited transcript, auto generated by otter.ai.) 00:06 Now this is session 18/74 session with SRM August, 31 1987, I 00:29 I hope you're just being comfortable there. Okay, I'm still gonna have to Get going for a moment. Okay? I 01:17 Okay, ask you to help me with the sound now, okay, 01:31 The surf will be coming through in a moment. You 01:52 I turn this down a bit here. Here's where we had it yesterday, and you said you wanted it higher than we started with, 02:02 yeah, this is now where it was yesterday. Yes, 02:11 that sounds about right, 02:13 maybe a little lower. I 02:25 That's the standard setting I use. 02:27 Can I be somewhere between this one and the one we had yesterday at would be halfway? 02:36 There's halfway. Okay, that's good. Okay, and we've come to affirmation time. 02:44 Well now the levels are low. Oh, the levels are low. Yeah, 02:57 that's fairly, fairly high on our dial. Okay, then that's all right. Then I can make them louder if you want, but the you know, the freedom to turn it loose is maybe important. 03:13 Okay, all right, then that's fine. 03:19 Okay, then we are at affirmation time and take yourself to take yourself into a focus 10, and let me know when you're there. 03:30 I will Do okay. You 05:25 Okay, I'm 1010, 05:30 okay. 05:37 Did it feel to you there like, like you're ready now to begin taking yourself or being taken just writing the sound. 05:49 Yeah, I need to write the sound for a bit. It's a bit light 10, but I think it's okay. I 06:04 Okay, we'll just stay there and experience it. And you can, if you, if you like, you can say, I'm leaving focus 10 when you feel you're ready to begin that process. 06:19 Okay, and then I'll tell you when I rest. 06:23 Okay, further up. Very good. Okay, I'm here, and you can be taking me with you. You will remain within the sound of my voice. That's just an understanding and return whenever I request, and to the extent you can know that I'm with you and share whatever happens, okay, But feel no compulsion to Do so. All Right, You. 08:31 Okay, I'm moving up now. 08:37 Okay, very good. We will just maintain the presence and Quiet you 14:04 21 14:10 okay, you going to stay there in in 21 for a moment? Yeah, all right. Very good. We'll just wait to hear from you. You 18:56 I'm finding it beautiful, not Doing anything and the body consciousness seems to take itself apart. I've always liked this kind of just resting in silence and nothingness. Perhaps that's why I don't work with desires so much as I really enjoy the desireless state of just floating. I 19:47 because when nothing is created, then consciousness expands without any container and. 20:14 Feel free to continue to experience that I 20:28 real time, 17 minutes and 20:47 it's like the mind is a small box, and we can work in it, and it's effective for a time, for a purpose, but it's not necessary. It's not all. There is, 21:21 and very few people know the joy of being apart from mental functioning, 21:39 Energy just rests on the waves of The environment. 22:02 I and I see what they mean by having made an agreement to consider body consciousness a real thing, whether the physical limitations are real. I 23:05 and that it is just a continually pumped up construct. 23:19 And not necessary. I 25:54 I can see that after a while, That becomes not enough for me, and then I seek some kind of activity or change. 26:20 And that's why I'm here. 26:26 You're here seeking change, asking for change. 26:32 I mean, here on Earth, I 26:44 now I have the same sensation that I did at a very, very at the highest point of the gateway, when I felt as I feel now, that I kind of above, like almost above a membrane. And the sensation I had when I was a baby, and also after some very deepest meditation, since expanding to the whole the whole room being very solid, I 27:25 a very large But 27:36 what's strange is I came here with a purpose to try to Help, and now I see that that's not necessary and kind of bewildering. 27:53 It's about liberating, and I guess I wanted it to and now I'm kind of left up to a higher purpose, which I'm not fully sure of yet. I 28:58 I have the feeling like I'm lying around the earth like the Earth is a fall underneath me and I'm lying on top of it. 29:18 That's a good feeling. Oh, yeah, it's 29:23 kind of like I'm out in space. I 30:23 Real Time, 25 Minutes. I 34:13 i think the entity is around, and he would like you to ask questions. 34:20 Well, I'll begin with with asking that question, are you? Are you here? 34:29 Is he here? 34:31 Yes, is He? Is the entity here, and would he like this? Is you get confirmation for that? 34:40 I had the sense he was around even at 10, but I didn't want to speak. So he said, Okay, 34:48 right? Is this the the same energy now that we were dealt with before? 34:53 Yeah, it's the same. But there's one greater than him that's behind him. Later, I. Later down the line for me, 35:05 but you're aware of that great, greater presence in the background, like, 35:11 yeah, that he's a he's kind of just, well, I just have the sense that he's not that, that powerful. 35:22 And you know, it's almost like somebody watching this interaction, waiting to see what Alhamdulillah and if he should come in. 35:43 Okay, we welcome this energy and invite its participation and communication. You. 36:04 He's glad to be here again, enjoys this work, is happy to answer questions, 36:21 and it's a little little difficult to know the kinds of questions that I might wish to be asking without knowing a bit more about the energy the entity itself. And if this is the if this is the being that was, we were given the identity of as goth, right? I was wondering about that entity, whether, can we find out if goth has, has experienced living in a physical body and physical matter reality as we have experienced it? 37:07 No, I don't think he has he. I think he's only been around the earth plane for a few, 37:19 two, few 1000 years. So part of this is for him to understand Earth, have a sense that he may well come in to the earth plane later, physically and somewhat, this is his training to speak through me, to get a taste of the energy here. I get a certain sense of innocence from him. 37:58 He's not really familiar. I yeah, he's somewhat familiar from the work he's done as the deity, but there is his history beyond that, before that which didn't enter into a physical life here. 38:39 Well, hasgoth had an existence prior to being involved in working with earth plane energies. 38:50 Yeah, I have a sense that he was like at home, or this is kind of one of his first assignments, or I don't get any any sense of much other work before this, before the training for this. This may be one of his first assignments. Before that, he didn't do much. It's kind of preparation, I think, for him to come in, in physical life. And I think I have the sense that he has some important function when he comes in, there's something he will choose for himself, of an important nature, history making nature, 39:49 where, where does goth get his assignments. How do these come into being? 39:58 Well back where he's. From there are some who administer that world. Kind of are the elder ones who have graduated from that system. And then they themselves have commerce with higher beings, but they are higher than the ones where he is from, and they select beings from that realm for work on other planets or other systems as their own training and as part of their administrator or their administratorship of the other worlds, it's like I see a big like a big government and division of labor, where those Who gave God this assignment themselves have many responsibilities and many realms, many systems to take care of. 41:18 Something that's sometimes here called the hierarchy, but it extends far beyond just the Earth beings, those who have ascended beyond the earth plane. This is more interplanetary or inter system. I think it's somewhat related to physical matter systems, but I don't have the sense that he was from a physical matter system. 41:52 Oh, well, this the higher hierarchy involves beyond physical systems. Does it matter? 42:03 Yeah, well, this hierarchy seems to be concerned with taking care of physical systems, though they themselves are not from physical systems, or they have enough power so that they don't have to. They can come and go, physical or non physical, but they seem to take care of certain aspects of the physical system, throughout the physical system, like provincial governors level, I think of China and all those administrative positions, they kind of are above the provincial governor level, or are at that level, or they populate those physical systems with overseers or administrators, though They themselves are above that, and actually, those are the energies that I feel beyond him, that perhaps someday I would channel or connect directly with. They're testing me and testing my ability to let go and trust. 43:54 You know yesterday, the the idea was brought through that that goth was interested in speaking direct, whenever you were ready. Did we have that correct? Is that an ongoing, 44:14 yeah, yeah. I would certainly like him to speak directly, but I guess I have some doubt that I can let it come. Part of it's because I have some doubt about the whole issue. You know, it's like that would show me, it's not imagination. But now, at this point, I'm just letting the critical faculties go and just speaking. I think he would like to speak through. I'm not sure, but I know for sure I would like him to speak through. 44:58 You certainly then extended that. Permission, or have you extended? If you haven't, would you want to? 45:08 Yeah, I would want to. I would want to. I 45:31 Why don't we just just have you be there with that, with that invitation and that, That desire and totally, totally relaxed. 45:45 That Sounds Good. You. 52:49 I have a sense of problem. Was on his side. He's very unfamiliar with this, and I don't think he wishes to do it. I don't know why. I can't understand what this what is. Maybe it was just for just to see if I would let him come in. I don't understand. I 53:27 Well, that's an interesting thing, that it's perfectly all right, that you've established your willingness, right? 53:42 May have been a test for him, if he could have done it. And I got the sense early on that there was some energy moving in my vocal cord area in the lower throat. Felt like there was some kind of something going on there, but at a certain point it stopped. It was a sense of resignation or sense that it couldn't be done. I may have been either the only two things I get are that he wasn't able to do it now, or it was just to see if I would be willing and let myself go. I guess they're both part of it, and there's a sense of that the ones behind him, the one behind him, is not satisfied with the test, just to see, 54:42 yeah, that's all right. I. 55:14 So now I have, I have the sense that goth is gone and the other more powerful being is present. 55:29 Very good. We extend our welcome to this, this New Energy. 55:38 Yes, he's i He receives that. 55:52 I don't have the sense of any behind him, since he's far stronger and I don't understand exactly why he's contacting me. 56:15 No, you can put that question, just direct it strongly and ask if there's Some message to be given you of some information I 56:52 to give me confidence in my mission or in my path, my direction as it is now, is fine, but I see, I think there's more than that too. I think he's communicated that he will maintain this connection with me and will remain around, and I can draw upon his strength, and from now on, he will be guiding. 57:35 That sounds like a very good arrangement. I 57:50