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Now making decisions and judgments. When he was out there was no decisions or judgments
he would make at all. He was totally dependent upon me. There was nothing he could do. Now
when he was in his insight was so profound, that I was ready to kneel in front of him and say,
Well, you are enlightened master. You know what I mean? So and again, is the physician
going to see it in the office? No, probably my father in the office would perform poorly because
he would be upset that he's in the physician's offices in the first place. Now managing routine
chores, again, when he was in the body, he would do it properly. When he was out of the body.
He he did not His body did not remember how to do it. Now we'll give you a few good
examples about it was perfect. expressing thoughts and feelings. The more he was distancing
from the life, the less expression he had about certain things he became, you would call it
aloof. But it was simply that he was losing the interest in daily affairs of life because he was
busy already being in other dimensions and trying to grasp the wholeness of the universe.
Processing what others say? Again, depending when he was in on out was different outcome
handling complex tasks such as balancing checkbook. He could not balance the checkbook for
the last year. He stopped reading newspapers that he loved last June. So he asked me to read
it to him. And he was able to understand everything. But he couldn't understand the written
words. Watching TV was already out of the question because his glasses were out of focus.
He became so far sighted that he couldn't get it. And I asked him why would we go to the
ophthalmologist and you get new glasses. He said what for? How often do I use TV and how
often I will use TV? And you know, the the profundity of that statement was so clear to me that
you know I mean, hey, what else I could say. Now, as far as body the longer the conscious
energy was out of the body, the more upon return of that and energy to the body. He had
difficulty in remembering how to function. Neurologists call it a practice Yeah. Give you an
example. One day we are sitting at his bedside. And he was already at the dining table for
breakfast, but then he wanted to take a nap after breakfast. So I helped him to go to bed. He
laid in bed, and when lunch was ready, I finished cooking it and I said, Father, now we go to
the dining room, and you will sit at the table, I don't want you to eat in that. So Father says, but
I cannot get up. And I said, How come? You are at the table we will draw. There is nothing
wrong with you what you're talking about, he says, I I cannot get up. I said, Father, look, I sat
next to him on the edge of the bed, and I said, Look, you just stand up. And he looked at me.
And he stood up. It was like, he just needed little tiny help in remembering. It was like you have
all the wiring in the house for electricity like we have. Well turn the switch off. Right? There is
no light. And you will think something is wrong with electric current here. No, it isn't switch
wasn't on. So that was those little things. When she fell in the bathroom, broke his pelvis. And I
wasn't there at that time they were in Warsaw. And my mom who has rheumatoid arthritis
couldn't help him at all. So he was laying in a bathroom for four hours until neighbors around
430 In the morning, got him out of the bathroom and put on the bed. And mom summoned me
I flew the same night. I got there when he had full blown pulmonary embolism. And he was
dying. That was February 8 last year. And at that moment, I don't know what happened. But I
saw that he was playing games with me. I saw the karate trickster there. And I said, Father,
you're playing games, you are healthy. For God's sake, what Joe? What are you doing? And I
started reading with him. I I reminded him how to breathe using diaphragm. How to do deep
EQ exhales how to really empty his lungs from stale air. Within five minutes. He was paying
from Blue grayish. And then he said like, you know, like, after a matter of a matter of fact, that
remark, but I cannot get up. I said well, I don't know. I think we you could. Why not? I mean, it's
a matter of your wall, if you will, you will. And she looked at me and she said if I will. I will. I
said definitely yes. So I am we have a walker at home. So I brought the walker and I said, you
know, look, that was my mom's Walker said, Look, you can just hold to it. Just for security, but
you can you can do it. And he said, if you're with me, I don't need it. Do energies for me.
Because, you know, it was funny. He being him being so scientifically oriented. He always
demanded that I would do better energy for him. And I said to leave Why do you want that? He
said because it makes me feel better. I mean, it was like the other part of his personality was
like, on the passenger seat at that moment, you know, it was like many facets of him showing
up and one agree the other set Oh, that's a new your new age bullshit. And I'm sorry, I
shouldn't use that word. But I mean, he almost said that. So. So. So he was so he was, you
know, and he said, Okay, I will sit up. So he stood up. I was helping him a little, but I noticed he
was shaking. So I put him back to bed. That was evening. In the middle of the night. I am
awakened by his walking to the door and he's trying to open the outside door. And I get there
and I see. He is totally in that state that we call Grace state or we call oneness with the source
or we call it whatever you want to call it. He is in that place of absolutely It connectedness with
the highest. His energy is so powerful that in psychiatric patients, you know you need 10
people to pull them down. That's exactly the same connection with the highest is only different
expression there is anger. Here it wasn't. And here he was. And I said further Look, there is
nothing wrong with you. broken pelvis. If it didn't affect any of the joints, you can walk, or you
can walk, look, everything is perfect. You can do it. He looked at me and he said, You're right. I
can do it. I said, you see, isn't that beautiful? He said, Yes, it is. And he went back to bed. And
next morning he was walking with a walker. So I realized he was teaching me how much he
always in the mind and how suggestions given at the proper time. Were making him absolutely
responsive and connecting again with his physical body. So let us go to the next stage. The
next stage was this. And that's, that's that's the path the the part that is I would say meeting
should I do it left brain or right brain? Okay. Well, during that, let me go back to him because I
think he's the best source. Not my interpretation but him. During that illness when he broke his
pelvis and had that pulmonary embolus he started telling me about his experiences that night
where he was experiencing other dimensions in such a powerful way that he was trying to play
the script, even after he was awakened. That means that in the morning, he would call me and
say look, there are those people sitting at the table, why not giving them breakfast? They need
to be fed.
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You know, and I have not seen and then he would say to me and that was most amazing stuff
that ever happened to me. You know, and I don't know if I should say that. The Monroe
Institute but even Bob wrote about it. USA okay, you are fine. Even many years before I even
went on spiritual pathway, quote, unquote. I was interested in UEFA and my father was
laughing Oh, how he was laughing. He said Oh, again. This is funny. You know how people
have big you can get persuaded very few funny guy said the mass media this is not true. So all
the reason what you're talking about, there's nothing there. There is no euphoria, ality. And yet,
one morning he said to me, you know, last night, I saw us abducted by the UFO people to
mothership and i Thanks, God, I was sitting, because I couldn't believe it. It was like, like,
somebody hit me over the head. And I said, Father, what you're talking about? And he said,
Yes, I'm very serious. They use special education to make us obedient. And I said, Oh, my
God, but how do you do radiators? I tell you, I said, well then describe the mothership. He
described the flying saucer with the metal dome above and few openings, but they will not
windows but they will openings for that radiation to be sent out. Okay. Always neat, always
very well designed. And, and he said, well, and we are there. And it's enough for them to
project that radiation to us that and we listened to all their commands. And I and I, you know, I
was in the silence for a moment and I asked him further. Now you have such a wonderful
perspective, you are really seeing life from other dimensions. Could you tell me what you feel?
What is the truth about UFO? And he said to me as I know, it is all illusion. It is a myth of our
future generation. It is a myth of our children and grandchildren. They will believe in it like our
ancestors believed in Greek gods. But it is all illusion. It's a game. But the whole universe is a
game he said. I said what about physically ality. And at this moment, he said all physical rely
are realities that are real because the other part of him took over. So his own physical reality is
absolutely the real. That's the only reality. I said for you the moment ago, you said that this was
Yeah, but yeah, but that was a different story, he said. So you could see that there were still
some parts of his key, not really be reunited with each other, and they would have their own
opinions away from from the rest, so to speak. I wanted to cite that example, for you to, to, to
follow me with the left brain, that there was a gradual opening of the veil, between dimensions
causing simultaneous experience of the spiritual realms and the physical reality. I think within
two months, from that serious illness he went through, I would say, April, he would have the
other dimension, equally real to him as physical reality, the pale would completely disappear.
Like the you know, when you go, when you become more and more well versed with focus
system of Bob Monroe, you don't need to go to 310 12, you go directly to 27, when you need it,
when you go beyond that, you go directly to whatever you place you need place, quote,
unquote, you need to go you just your intention, does it? So for him, it was like they were no,
there was no separation. And when he would play the script from the dream at night, I would
ask him, What do you feel which one is more real? When he was still in that sort of out of body
state, he would say, oh, both are real. But when he was back to physical body, his old self
would say, Oh, my God, what I am playing, I might have become insane. Don't you think I am
insane. And I said, Father, you're not. You're absolutely perfect. There is no insanity. It is that
you are going through the process of getting familiarize yourself with farther and farther and so
you are ready when you need to go. And he listened to it. And he sort of thought about it. And
he said, but I don't want to go, I want to live. I said follow you're not going to die, you know it.
Yeah. But he said I want to use that physical body yet. I said, That's okay, you're doing it.
We're doing everything to save your physical body. That's all right. So I was sort of calming
down his fear of that part of him who was nervous about the death of physical body because
the other one already knew nothing would happen that would affect him his soul, but that little
part was nervous. So I have to make sure that I watched the time so
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if if he had no no, let me see the other way. Because I don't want to go to my interpretations
too much. Because this is his talk not mine. I have to follow
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I will provoke you with the question could you give me a definition of someone who lives in the
now
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that's the individual number one and someone who lives in the past memories of hurt and is
afraid of future.