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1989-07-02 - FHA-1 (This is an unedited transcript, auto generated by otter.ai.) 00:01 This is session ii 89 134 with F h a number one the date is July 219 89 the time four o'clock pm 00:17 we're dreaming What was it about 30 seconds long Let me think of it see if I can remember 00:38 I think it's something to do with you know remembering watching the movies last night your ass or some kind of 00:51 something to do with that content. No, but you know, I noticed I started I waked up 00:58 I woke up startled from waking up from the dream. So let me continue with my relaxation process. Go ahead and change the frequency so yes. 01:13 Jamie right leg is vibrating and feel the where I am the handstand on my hips. feel the pulse and the artery on my leg and that energy 01:44 yeah 02:01 please express my welcome along with yours. 02:29 Here's something jerky you may sell the crispness of focus can just came over me stomach thing going on I can do that. Dealing with my stomach I see myself Jimmy walking down a path together and realize that I've been shown that the 03:42 problem letting go of the past has to do with my relationship with Jimmy was unexpected image I didn't expect to see there. So having some nose things 04:35 used to be a lot of alignment going on, on involuntary jerking today. Notice continuing energy over on the right side of the news now pain down near the right knee now touching the right foot is tempted to also I can focus 05:31 yes simply allow yourself to be following the 05:45 right nostril I just got back from the new land meeting and there's a bowl of something called Magic something or other magic brew magic mix magic salad or something like that I get the idea of it's like a sandwich spread but the reason they call it magic mixes it was all the leftovers in the refrigerator put into one thing and I think you acute thing there's a nasal dominance my left nostril is opened I seem to have a numb feeling on my right side of my body. It includes the entire body right like right hand right cheek face seems to be kinesthetically numb still having stomach pains numbers to the right body is energy work is changing now and I'm watching it 07:23 I will observe I will work welcome I will be willing in my my body right side now. A vibration state similar to head shaking experience in the past is now in my right leg and right side of my body 07:50 I will observe we will Ronnie gone knows activity returning Little Dream vignette about twins and I understand now ask route. I only realize now it was an answer. Let me ask again because I didn't pay attention to the answer. 10:26 Describe what you're experiencing now reviewing the answers I got I have right now as activity and the there's some relief in the stomach now it's hard to explain the imagery but it's metaphorical thoughts having to do with having the Jimmy and letting go Jimmy as lots of knows activity now has to do with having given up the past or realizing that all can be given has been given and letting go of a feeling of responsibility anymore I'm now dropping out and behind my body that thing typically in the nerves the fact that I have It's hard to explain but it was a explanation given to understand that the letting go can can grasp because even as necessary 12:22 Would you like to move deeper into your experience 12:25 as I feel as though I am on the edge of something as though they don't know what to do right now as though if I had a question to ask I would ask him but I seem to be in the edge of something here and there is no as activity now moving to the left side and I feel as though he should move on his heels like a threshold when I did I have some completion about my concerns my stomach situation. Yes, this was fine. simply allow yourself to express a lot of energy here today. 13:27 Let's get started feeling vibration. I will express gratitude David A lot of information out of its metaphorical imagery and discussion and was not completely understood, but it is processed and I feel comfortable with leaving that way. I'm going to 15:43 move on to see if there's any information available about brainteaser different floating outside of it. And there's lots of news activity moving on to brain days 16:08 through sexual dreams and yet I don't know if that was an answer to brain teaser when it was all going on with that I just got back from that now. Go for brain teasers again. 16:24 Knows activity kinesthetics continuing. Sexual dream vignette was an answer to information about brain tease other than the sexual content of the vignette, the message was boy Have you got a surprise waiting for you? And it was just given in sexual overtones as well. 17:01 But the message was boy if you've had a surprise waiting for you and feeling the need to go beyond the concepts of brainteaser and move on to something of equal importance. My hands are now becoming very hot. 18:33 I bought a smaller than the body and continuing to shrink smaller. My guess is hearing hearing. Now this activity right now a site embarrassment be moving beyond this now. Think about eating at my grits going now for what is the most important thing I can be knowing at this time? 22:14 The answer involves the stomach dynamic to be with it as it is now and that it is not something that as raw as gay from it involves Baghdad, they live it as it is in a moment and God said it I think that could be wrong but to simply under stand that it is a process. They are they 23:21 It was a surprise. No activity over on this side now. Thinking back down through the mind the body now. numbness on right side of body. involuntary movement of left. He knows activity continuing Eyes open go check and see if there's any other information now. 26:13 Feeling the presence of someone clairaudient experiences that I could hear someone's lips smacking. Remembering that any other information being reminded about going to the new land meeting I'm getting used to some playfulness seems like again, being at the lake with friends playing with 28:47 inner tubes and stuff like that. Very comfortable, very nice. Becoming aware body again. Deal with dealt with a concern about AI pattern of activity that I had understood that had to do with the lake here and maybe some picnic tables and 30:16 my attempting to rescue or save a young child that was having a problem. And the water and information I've been given is that I've taken some sort of a turn or path in a pattern of life that no longer is a no longer lace in front of me It had to do with patterns and choices of directions and ways to go. Be and do and so forth. And by doing and being and having another existence, yes, no, I'm good. Hey, man, today nation. I'm surprised that was interesting that while the whole lot of some of the pulling on my toes 31:49 I'm feeling some bladder pressure now. So I'm going to go ahead and process I'm being told there might be a question from you. It had occurred to me in the description of the like vignette and playing and as a child, that it could also represent allowing the child to be saved with a child within to be saved for further play, is this something that is also going on currently, 33:21 I left house waving in the air and I am now not aligned with the body at this time. And you it would appear the child in question involves a concept of being reborn as opposed to a concept of being saved. And having been reborn and they say they my pattern, no longer faces. Head shaking. left toe realigning now I can, I'm back, it seems that I need to explain something here because there's been a whole lot going on here. This like thing. So he knows what I'm talking about was a leg thing, but it had to do with me needing to save a child that was drowning, and in doing so I died. But I see that that was. Now I understand, I never did before, but now I understand that 36:02 the child that was drowned, he was myself and dying to save the child that was drowning. I know that sounds kind of crazy, but that's what it's all about. It seems that that is all already happened now. 36:22 And the message I get is that's not something to look forward to in the future because it's something that's already happened certainly rather confusing. I understand it perfectly. Is there another question? Is there a question that I could be asking Now, did you 38:26 the I was being this is all I can say. Yes. A formation of a question I thought of a question concerning the stone john is carrying and I was reviewing the imagery that I had last night I in terms of the the very tall, black straight haired, Indian looking man wearing those stones in a headband. And that seems to be some question that was forming or some discussion and the answer simply is that my vision on last night was correct. 39:19 The headband was made of a natural substance like a woven grass in has long since deteriorated. Whereas the the Oh, the grooves on the stone served as places where the grass bindings good hold them to the headband and, and the headband is long since naturally dissolve leaving the stone. The headband with grass, brown light brown beige II grass and even color and does not seem to be beaded like American Indian bead things but was very plain looking with the stones but seems that the headband was a practical practical means of simply keeping one's hair as a face and a simply a way to decorate it to say play away to make something that's very practical and handy to be just a little fancier and not a nothing serious about the stones just having this fun thing to do to make the headband a happy thing to wear. A way to personalize and say this is my headband is special. And I'm happy to have it. I have another question here. 41:43 What is the current status of the process that is now going on. neurologically with the one night notice 42:14 as the question is not understood, it is a process of awareness. Hey simple attentive. Okay. Understand question the things that are wrapped around the finger allow for measurements to be taken peripheral