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1989-04-22 - EMC-1 (This is an unedited transcript, auto generated by otter.ai.) 00:07 This is session II 89078 EMC number one date is 422 89 time is 1pm 00:17 work with that one group with my eyes open 00:26 Well you certainly may choose to keep your eyes open now 00:36 how are you feeling now 00:41 I'm feeling kind of floaty I've gone into I think like a focus 00:52 trying to focus away from my body 01:02 relax in focused in and simply observe observe your environment and focused 01:16 is a wave going back and forth between my left side and my right side it's not running up and down between my head and my feet between the left and the right side it's like a 60 cycle a minute type of a thing it's really unusual 01:45 welcome that energy 01:55 What are you experiencing now 01:58 I was working on turning off all of my dialogue in my head 02:09 and it also feels like my body's just getting a lot more floaty feeling and it's almost as if the center of my attention is more by the center of my body like when my lungs would be in my heart and then my brain still 02:57 thoughts that are in your mind you may simply allow them to float through you do not need to attend with him nor makes them go away simply observe them floating through without engaging them 03:35 form in front of my eyes 04:00 describe what it is you're viewing 04:07 it's almost as if there are some faces that want to appear and then it kind of switches off to the right side it's also as if there's some energy that's like trying to congeal it's almost like it's a bluish in the black 04:32 greenish it's not like it's black black here. And it's the same whether I close my eyes or open. Same picture 04:52 see if it's moving quite fast. Even though I don't really see it going in a particular direction yet 05:07 Ask for help being able to vibrate this energy 05:26 What are you experiencing now 05:30 the energy is becoming more solidified as if it's almost like somewhere like it's like a big big clouds or a ball and it starts close up and then it goes far away and then another one formed before it disappears 05:58 I asked for help it said it told me to go to 21 So I started going to 21 and I got intellectually coming in and it just said to say 21 So I was said and it told me to relax my eye muscles but not physically close my eyes all the way 06:32 it's like little stars all coming into the pattern now like sparkles 06:51 continue to follow those directions and I will assist you from here 07:07 what are you experiencing now well I answered faces that appeared before me I just sad faces fit on to some characters I've been reading about and right now the energy form that's in front of my face seems 07:40 more stationary than it has been 07:59 Do you sense any communication this energy 08:11 seems like it's just preparing me as if I'm not because if my mind or my emotions aren't yet in a stable position in the session or whatever to do the work yet 08:48 and it's as if it's helping me do that 09:08 open up your 09:14 and express your thanks and welcome. For this help that you are receiving 09:28 and acknowledge who you are and desire for this teaching to become part 09:49 of What's happening now 10:10 is like this energy is playing 10:18 my body was like wanting to keep control the session and I was wanting to focus on a part that's away from my physical body so my mind keeps giving me signals of what my foot was doing and it became like this humorous tug of war and this energy came back and there was like a flashlight that I saw in front of it and said turn on the flashlight and it was like the energy was just 11:02 I was just kind of watching it play I felt like I wanted to laugh because it's almost like this tug of war between energy and my physical body I don't understand what the flashlight was about except that it just seemed very funny 11:40 direct your attention to the body and ensure that it is safe and that you have its best interest at heart 12:07 that it is alright for the body to relax and allow you to go play 12:28 what's happening now 12:35 I was commanded to just listen to this sounds to focus on the sounds and my body seems to be okay with the commands that I gave I don't feel the tug of war so much and I'm losing track of what my eyes are doing it doesn't matter that they're open or closed they seem to be relaxing out as well and the energy mass has come back 13:37 seems to want me to follow it 13:42 would you like to do 13:48 yes 14:07 seems to be bleeding 14:09 pulling me from the top of my head my body feels like it's got a charge going through it. 14:43 Annoying this keeps coming back into my focus. Like a little puppy 14:59 like you Asking how to follow it and I have the sense of just wanting to follow it 15:12 there's another energy that's not wanting me to follow it it's not like my body's not wanting it to go my body seems okay with what it's doing 15:31 the energy bars it's not in front of my eyes but I sense that it's still beckoning to be like over my head 15:47 what is the difficulty that I'm having? What is the difficulty I am having an following 16:02 of what is known is holding me 16:41 seems to be a barrier between what is known and unknown 16:56 ask for information about this barrier 17:16 it's about a warning someone suggested to me earlier you were concerned that I would go through the door and not come back 17:30 and their concern is holding me that's part part of what the awareness of the nowness that's holding me 18:06 there seems to be a part of me or this energy I can't tell which seems to be communicating with that command which is attached to that person and explaining in a similar way that I spoke to my physical body that this is something that can be allowed and will not disturb them 18:57 either I'm strong enough to go into the unknown by going into the unknown it will become the unknown and I can know that 19:20 you are strong enough 19:30 for you know the way 19:36 you're familiar with. It is well known. 19:48 So you may reach out. Reach out to this energy Ask for help express your willingness to move out for you know your 20:32 my whole sense 20:41 myself wants to go into the unknown with a great sense of curiosity and no fear but there seems to be all of these things 21:00 stuck to that that to that being that is stopping it it's almost funny because another part of me is just perceiving this as like a spectator 21:37 part of it that's perceiving it like a spectator seems to have some input are some power to stop that to detach 22:04 this one that is observing ask it what it knows and how you may 22:20 what is preventing you from and how to make a change 22:36 my reason is stopping me a key portion I seem to be getting some answers 23:02 because if the reason needs to be placated 23:30 What are you experiencing now 23:36 the energy mass has come back into what I call a line of vision seems to be wanting to pinpoint itself there is a large energy mass a smaller fall of light seems to be wanting me to go to it. And faces seem to be etched within the rest of the energy field. 24:18 But now, 24:20 face patterns that I recognize I'm speaking it's going away or dissipating to the edges of my vision 24:52 seem to be going through that It's not like a tunnel but it's like things are going past me I just sense that they're going past me 25:41 I'm both moving towards it and it's coming towards me 26:37 I'm getting the command to stop judging what it's going past 26:58 so I'm 27:00 becoming like a just a spectator 27:14 seem to be going to another kind of energy it's not black black anymore but it's not the familiar energy mass that appeared at the beginning 27:51 seems to be very fine parents of lights 28:10 very refined pattern of life in their density 28:58 front of my eyes 29:06 apart from me just watching it very faint 29:22 I seem to have a sense of my body again also. It's become heavier somehow 29:54 since then I'm out in the ocean someplace 30:08 Rocking the Boat might make 30:28 the air is rushing around me in 30:30 circles 30:34 not that I'm going in a circle 30:43 perception is going in a circle 31:10 to try to analyze what it was and stopped the 31:23 yes this is a place where experience analyzing 31:55 if I could be taken to the place where or I could know I could know the answer was yes we could take you to the place where you can know but it's not to know it's to understand 32:35 correct 32:45 it's almost like awaiting 32:54 my mind has a definition of to know being pragmatic word 33:18 not that that's an objectionable word not the appropriate perception. 34:32 seem to be having a lesson or a lecture I feel I'm in humorous there is a lot of dialogue taking place about what has been taking place when I disappearance 35:19 cannot be perceived from the other side or known by cannot be known by this set memories are the set of known perceptions from the other side don't match 35:57 can't be explained with the set of knowns that I have 36:16 that's why they're just for perceiving 36:26 I feel agitated with that answer. 37:23 Drawing in emotions into this scenario has also stopped 37:39 that is also an important lesson 37:48 it is now about time so, take this moment to express your thanks for the lessons that you've been presented with today acknowledged from these lessons 38:20 grew that I needed to 38:26 use the physical as a means of the discipline to learn about the other side that my patients stems from not wanting to follow the steps because I remembering I did not have the hindrance of the physical 39:01 I am wanting to overlook that step 39:15 by learning the lessons at the physical I will be more able and more proficient on the other side than I was before. 39:43 Now with this knowledge and all that you can learn today. move now to the area that you know is focused on turn your attention to focused 40:19 info focused 40:24 I believe that I took a while to come back 40:39 having a good time now, I want you to build a bridge as you're focused in bringing with you that you have experienced and all that you have learned today this focus 41:12 has focused in 41:15 Yes, it's bringing back all of the head noise 41:21 Yes, it waits. It continues 41:30 I'm definitely back the physical good. 41:35 I do want you to count back with me to count out loud from 10 to one to make that ease complete into the body. So we begin with 998765432111 to see one 42:18 well there yes, I've landed. 42:20 You've landed small again. Back into the body. Okay, good. Well, I don't want you to jump up. You can certainly stretch 42:37 in the dead there. But you're tethered. Wait for skip to come in and he'll release your limits there. I will do that.