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1989-04-25 - JCS-1 (This is an unedited transcript, auto generated by otter.ai.) 00:02 Session e eight nine This is session B 89083 with the JCS number one date is 428 89 The time is 3pm 00:44 How are you feeling 00:47 a little too fidgety? I'm getting better like the boys still excited 01:00 and it's okay for him to be excited 01:08 continue to just allow yourself to be customed to the room in the bed and that you're filling this new environment for a few more minutes just relax and become accustomed 01:40 How are you feeling now? 01:41 Pretty good 01:44 I believe we are accustomed 01:49 to okay 01:53 then begin your preparation process the process that you know so well we'll take it at your own pace knowing that line join you in the essence of the affirmation and then allow yourself to move slowly and comfortably to focus 10 and let me know when you were there 02:38 describe what focused in is like for you 02:45 I immediately got where I was and what I was doing is very much into the process 02:57 rather avoid right now 03:04 but even that it seems to be purposeful 03:12 by is very quiet 03:19 I'm impressed that I can talk and not disturb the body 03:34 my own voice seems to 03:37 surprised it seems different 03:53 a little bit of an expansion is about. 04:24 Relax now focused. Allow yourself to fully be expended 05:00 What are you experiencing now 05:05 the expansion has increased it has been more in the past 05:21 a familiar 05:24 denseness 05:27 in the center of the forehead above the eyebrow 05:33 type of pressure 05:43 as the expansion continues I seem to get lost in it 06:02 feels like there's isolation inside my head very similar to the way the waterbed would respond with just no movement inside 06:21 despite how dark it is there's a lot of light activity inside my eyes 06:37 this is energy welcome this energy open your heart and welcome this energy 07:26 I seem to be able to direct energy flow within my system rather easily. 08:15 As I attempted to rush forward and welcome the energy 08:27 I've received a quick answer be patient. This is not the same as an auditory 10:27 What are you experiencing 10:31 there were a few images that were secondary as I paid attention, I lost them 10:43 I was able to notice 10:48 for the first time a some sort of feedback has my attention actually move to where the images were possible and back to where they normally do not occur 11:15 and then some mild light across the forehead and eyes 11:25 which has faded 11:37 Are you ready now to move on to focus to 11:49 the limit limits to grapple for your mind taking a deeper and deeper 12:05 listen to the sound and allow yourself to focus 12:23 on what's happening 12:32 on the way up 12:36 our nose appeared somewhat vivid for a few seconds 12:45 then a little later and I 12:50 was also briefly visible 12:56 and there was a calmness came over the chest 13:04 the feeling of expansion has increased a little bit more and I find myself still 13:16 trying to learn allow things 13:24 and leave that's what I experienced earlier when I felt my attention moved to two different locations 13:38 there was 13:41 a couple of strong pinpoints of light 13:46 which faded quickly 13:57 the body feels more much more 14:18 place the question in your mind is guidance available is available 14:35 What answer did you receive 14:42 I'd seen as my mind 14:47 wanted to wander somewhat erratically. Fearful of injecting an answer that I wanted. 14:59 I tried to let go And the 15:04 image came forth 15:11 it appeared to be a finger 15:18 protruding through a small hole 15:21 before my eyes 15:26 as if somebody reached over the top of my head from behind and found a hole to poke their finger through and then as all I would see is their tip of their finger 15:51 or some wild light patterns in my eyes now 16:09 didn't know what to think maybe it was some sort of directional indicator is light mild light is V oriented oriented 16:33 on my left side of my face 16:39 right since we fairly dormant and Black 16:48 would you like to 16:54 guess I would naturally like it to be more balanced 17:02 perspective 17:13 to be perceived 17:28 Bobby seems calm 17:58 continuing to be impacted 18:12 very hard to describe 18:20 seems to be a 18:26 certain focal point amongst the uniform light pattern at the focal point there will be flickers some disruption in the uniformity as if something had poked through and disturbed it momentarily 19:11 once again respect to have a closer understanding this disturbance 19:33 being 19:35 enticed to follow 19:41 the image of the finger may have implicated. 19:57 is expressed In 20:19 a very very soft very 20:46 greater now 21:11 and body seems to be very warm 21:19 sensation of pressure like an increase in atmospheric pressure 21:41 welcome this energy 21:51 by my attention does not seem to want to settle in one place goes to where my mind is and then quickly returns to where my body 22:25 is to check on the body 22:36 the body 22:59 little patches of color have occurred orange for a moment 23:08 and green both are gone 23:27 your comment earlier to open my heart there may be a psychological problem there it's something I have been working on 23:56 now the heart and the head seem to be 24:03 perhaps receiving energy 24:16 just had a little body rash 24:44 the head is quite filled now 25:00 The chest is filled with a very small vibration 25:31 experiencing vibration 25:35 cross the surface of the chest 25:42 vibration may not be correct 25:50 feel similar to having a light blanket 25:54 lay across my chest 26:00 I frequently become aware of my heart pounding 26:09 I think there's a tear running down my left eye 26:19 more searches 26:29 more searches and light 26:53 simply observe this process 27:03 this process 27:10 what are you experiencing now 27:28 suggested just to observe as much surging of energy 27:41 and light grow brighter 27:48 most of this has subsided 27:56 in some sense the body feels filled 28:12 with a bright light 28:15 in the center of my perception kind of like a luminous sword with hands on the handle 28:33 both either tearing 28:43 energy 28:50 continuing to proceed 28:57 just a secondary image now 29:07 secondary images 29:11 becoming animated 29:18 became the arms of a knight with armor on the arms had swung the sword laterally once almost like a demonstration 29:52 little bit of a swaying inside my head 30:42 Attention appears to be a very complex 31:25 was a secondary image 31:30 my hand taking another hand 31:35 as if to follow 32:00 was a secondary image 32:06 both my hands 32:10 take into your hands 32:30 the question in your mind 32:49 immediately 32:52 perceive row figures 32:58 the robe is all I can see 33:08 still having a little trouble allowing 33:39 to see 33:55 you turn to each other and change shapes somewhat and set it to travel in opposite directions forming a circle several times completing the circle 34:28 they face each other 34:34 then to him through each other 34:43 these are not strong images, they're more like impressions 34:59 proceed Please 35:06 continue please 35:31 about to retire before 35:41 express the experiences you've had today 36:04 I seem to go deeper as I started to express gratitude like 36:24 some of the images flashed that I could not see anything 36:37 by now and as you return we will be with you 37:02 focus of attention to the area that is focused 37:15 focused and let me know 37:40 bringing with you experiences that is now bringing this 37:54 to focus comfortably. 39:38 How do you feel now focused 39:47 quite quickly felt much more solid, 39:51 more dense and more well defined i 40:08 Yes, that is focused. And now we're going to count together down to one 40:23 and I want you to count out loud with me. Beginning 998332 41:18 Once you see the light Oh 41:23 yeah, it's real bright now 41:31 got my eyes open. 41:33 Wiggle your toes. Oh yeah, they work the knees and elbows there too. 41:43 And these aren't here, around here somewhere There we go. The arms are really out of lunch. 41:55 Okay, now I don't want you to jump since you're still tethered. So you just lie there and relax until the end into the leads and help you to get out. 42:16 Okay, sure. 42:18 Before you go when you pull your voice away from the microphone, I'd like to see what that feels like. And then talk from a slight distance 42:39 a little bit further like before you were directly in my ears that seemed to command my attention. I think I would have liked it at least at some part. At the distance you have now. It would have been more of a little voice in my head 43:11 okay 43:16 just a moment. Okay.