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winged ball held the sheet in place around the edges. I then imagined a hand and a face pressing against
the cellophane. I was dealing with something that existed outside of a dimension where I could fully
comprehend it. I could see the consequences of what they did, but not directly. I didn't have the vision
to see them in their true form. I had a "gut feeling" they existed. I realized I was a part of something
much larger than myself, a larger community of loving and accepting energy.
I took a step back from this experience and wondered why, when I expanded, I was bombarded with all
of my life's thoughts and memories. I just want to go exploring. Why do I keep doing this life review of
every event that has happened to me? It can be uncomfortable at times. The answer was unexpected.
You have to unify yourself to have the level of focus required to have these experiences. Higher focus
levels require more energy to be aware of the experience. How does a grain of sand relate to the sun? It
would be vaporized. "Don't be a grain of sand," is the answer. If you can be anything, make it
something capable of holding all of physical creation. Each level contains a truth about reality for you
to discover and accept a new, expanded version of yourself. These reviews are a gentle way of
acknowledging, healing, and forgiving yourself.
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Focus Level 43
Color blue, Geometry: Horizontal. When you
enter a blue level, ask yourself, "What has
changed here that I need to adjust to?"
Then observe and be present to allow this new
reality to emerge.
Session 6, 20:44
"The blue level is always a pulsing level. It is
the beat of life, of the impulse of being. It is
the flowing quality as we have talked about
earlier. Since entering into any new plane of
existence is oftentimes difficult for the
consciousness, this level has a very soothing
color to it. And that is, as Leona described to
you last week, [the color] of blue. It allows the
being, or the consciousness, to make a smooth
transition. But this level is also a level that is
somewhat difficult for the consciousness
because on this level it is new to this plane and
it must become secure. It must develop feelings
of being comfortable in this new plane.
Therefore, it can only flow in the horizontal
direction.”
Each of these groups of seven resonant colors represents a new understanding of reality.
Consider being on a raft on the ocean. Your full self has to experience this level on its own. You were
plucked out of an environment where you understood how to socialize, eat, sleep, survive, and thrive.
You must now adapt, but first you must comprehend the situation completely. Before making any
projections or having any expectations, consider simply having an experience without making any
judgments. Do you have the ability to simply experience something without deciding whether it is good
or bad? Think about your first encounter the ocean. This level symbolizes the eternal now.
Explorer: What am I looking at?
Answer: This is a demonstration of the "other" that you cannot deny, even though you will close your
eyes and say it is not real.
Explorer: Why have you brought me here?
Answer: To witness me. I am real. First principle, "I exist." My existence does not require your belief
but if you are to exist here you will have to adapt and learn.
Explorer: So I've reached a new blue level. Something has changed—perhaps time has passed, or
perhaps this location is thought responsive. I simply need to observe it before bringing my expectations
and projections and attempting to shape it into what I want it to be. Because when I do that I return to a
focus level that meets those expectations.
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Focus Level 44
Color red, Geometry: A horizontal layer where natural awareness
of moving to a higher plane is not obvious. It is easy to form
attachments and believe that you are the attachment. You have
gathered many aspects of yourself and your gifts. Any entity
encountered at this level is independent and typically alone. This
is a mirror image that you create based on your understanding of
the previous level. You can think of this level as your world,
made up of your projections and expectations. This is how you
see the world you live in.
If I am all, why do I have division? Why do I see them both?
Why is there a reflection?
I have encompassed it all. There is no one else to reflect on me.
I can not see myself because I am everything I see.
F44 is best described as a chameleon. It's making a perfect copy
of the previous blue level so that when it becomes aware of
itself, it only sees itself.
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Focus Level 45
Color yellow, Geometry: Horizontal. This level transverses the middle
of the previous two levels. This level can reach directly into other
spheres, where your mind is more coherent, synchronized, and
balanced. F45 is where you reconcile reality with what you think is real.
At this level, you realize the ultimate conclusion of a coherent mind,
you transcend the impulses and senses of the physical body, the
emotions, and the analytic mind. You move your thoughts into a place
of peace that has no internal dialogue. You exist. You exist whether or
not anyone else recognizes or acknowledges you. You are
unconditionally accepted as being connected to the source of all
knowledge and wisdom. You are loved.
Here you see that each time you ask a question, you create a division to find and observe an answer.
You let go of this act of questioning because it is an echo from the material analytic mind. It is not
needed at this level because you have achieved the "knowing state." It is more than an answer. It is an
experience that now fills your being. You know, before you even ask. The bubbles created by your
questions and divisions become meaningless. Playfully, you pop them, resolving each meaningless
conflict. Everything created in the physical universe has an opposite that, like Lego building blocks,
can be disassembled and reassembled to create something new. You realize that language and words are
the same way. Any statement carries its own opposite because it was created on the physical plane.
Suddenly, you realize that all of creation is a training place to learn to create. Now you are going to
graduate, and that time of learning opposites is over. That is why the mind has to be in a "knowing
state" to transcend.
In this place, it is impossible to see yourself as anything other than what you really are. You can't run
away from a secret or an incident. "No matter where you go, there you are," has true meaning here.
Everything here is instantly manifest and resolved to its conclusion. There's no longer any desire to
create a question because you already see the result. In fact, from here you can see the infinite over the
horizon. Your being is a steady state of bliss, having so bravely remained at this level to see through the
grounding of every division.
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Focus Level 46
Color: rose. Geometry: a vertical plane where
it is possible to descend or ascend energy from
other levels. F46 is a healing level where
conflicting energy is neutralized. It allows
access to programming the body with whatever
ability you want. It allows communication and
portals between levels. F46 is a love state,
where spirit can dissolve ego to reveal truth,
growth, and understanding. It also allows
communication through portals to other levels.
One makes transmutational contact with guides
and higher aspects of oneself. This level is the realization that the reintegration and healing of self from
all levels is complete. Awareness of lost parts of the self from the lower level is brought here where
they melt together in the radiance of being. You have the ability to see into the unconscious, the
unaware, and the sleeping aspects of yourself. Even the smallest voice that is unheard and ignored has a
presence and a voice here. The realization of the fullness of personality and the total integration of all
opposites. This is when the final quest begins for the reintegration and healing of the lower level self.
All of the quests conclude at this level.
As you have gathered all the parts of your being, you have resolved the ego and the unconscious. So
when you examine yourself, the inside and the outside reality become the same. This process of having
an experience, reflection, balance, guidance, healing, acceptance, mastery, and transcending is very
clear. This has been going on your entire life to help you learn and to recover your memories and those
lost parts of yourself. These parts were never lost. You stretched this part out to discover that now you
see the strings that connect everything together. Now that you experience yourself in a state of pure
energy, it is easy to follow these strings and recover the last parts of your being.
Session 3 SHE 11:41
You're aware of many of these levels. Level 46 is a place of pure energy. We have no
identity. And yet we have all identities.
Session 9 SHE 09:49
“There are guides for every person. We have all split in many ways And yet we must all
come back together before this phase is over. And the guides who have gone a little further.
That's not a good word either because it's all the same distance or progress is not relative
on my plane. But we must all reach a point where we can come back together. And my
purpose now is to gather up the other parts of myself.”
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Focus Level 47
Color green, Geometry: Vertical
descending. F47 is closely tied to the next
level. The predominant feeling is
tranquility, a sense of inner peace and
awareness of the love consciousness.
Session 14 SHE 45:31
“I have transcended to another level now.
Thank you, it is very nice for me. How are
you experiencing your transition, that
potential at this point to bring into
harmony all of the physical forces that
have caused you much pain. You must
remember that it is a pulsing that carries
you through. It is important for you to
experience both sides of the pulsing. It is
very different for me now. Words become
very inadequate. But there is a greater
recognition of the work I have before me
and the work that I have done. I feel as if I
have more understanding of where it is I must work. I am working at this point and achieving a greater
harmony within the consciousnesses that make up my particular being. I had started working on this
before I crossed but I had not understood the full scope of what it was I had to do. Sometimes it seems
like a lot but I know that it will be accomplished. There has also come to this what I would call a gentle
sadness with the crossing. And I know that will become modified as I adjust to the changes. Mine is a
world that experiences much differently and I do not have a body. I am almost as light and before I
made the transition mine was a world that vibrated in etheric light and beautiful color. I feel very close
to tears which is not possible for me to experience and I cannot clearly put into words what it is. I
pledge now my world is very different. Perhaps it is as if you were to have to leave your mountains and
to know that you would never experience them again.”
Bob Monroe 50:30
Yes.
SHE 50:34
I am sure as I grow and understand more of this level I will find much to replace it. It is very beautiful
here and I have more awareness of the spiraling effect of consciousness throughout the universe.
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Focus Level 48
Color purple, Geometry: Ascending ellipse. Allows transcending to higher levels. Closely associated
with F47.
“A sea of I-There Clusters.” You have reclaimed, remembered,
and integrated all the parts of yourself. All of the past and future
memories associated with distant energy systems are awakened
and present. What is experienced outside is experienced inside as
the barrier between the two resolves. You have spread your being
to enfold the entirety of creation. It resolves to energy within your