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what you have to do to move on. You can and already have
resolved this unworthiness. Watch how the seed pod returns
to itself in this magnified picture.
The properties of the physical can transition from one thing
to another. When you focus awareness and attention, one
thing melts and another contains it. What is this force of
attraction? An unstoppable force meets an immovable
object. What is this mystery? How do the two objects know
each other before they meet? How do they melt first and
then touch? Oh, I see. They were always together. I am
moving the other way in time. Love melts and makes things
flow. It moves the immovable.
These two things were the same from the beginning. We
were always close in your heart and always together. I
made them into two because I wanted to understand
duality. I wanted to understand what you saw from your perspective. I spread the seeds across time and
space, and now they are returning. I became fascinated with this event, and so my attention flowed here
to this event; what this seed witnessed. This is the creation of duality. This is where my logical mind or
judgment was created. This is where the separation occurs when the seed leaves to begin its journey.
Now it has returned. The leaving and the returning are the same thing. I have always loved you and
always will. I loved you when we separated, and I will love you when you return. All is forgiven.
Nothing else matters.
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Focus Level 39
Color: rose. Geometry: a vertical plane where it is
possible to descend or ascend energy from other
levels. F39 is a healing level where conflicting energy
is neutralized. It gives you the ability to program your
body with whatever abilities you desire. Ego can
dissolve into love, revealing truth, growth, and
understanding. It also allows communication through
portals to other levels. One makes transmutational
contact with guides and higher aspects of oneself. This
level is another opportunity to begin the quest for
reintegration and healing of self from higher and
lower levels. What skills or new abilities do I need?
What sense could I use to increase my awareness? The
lesson introduced in F36 was to realize the integration
of the many seeds spread across time and space.
Whether I agree or not, the event happened even if I
was not there to witness it. Existence and the void are
both contained, but not in this mind. This is the
healing that needs to happen. This is the new ability
that is needed to increase awareness.
What mind can understand this? Is it the mind that
beats the heart or takes a breath when I am not thinking about it? Is it the mind that senses emotions as
a wave of heat across the skin or a tingle along the spine? I do not have a mind that can accept what is
not like me. In the shape of me. If I carve an object from wood, I discard the shavings. I separate what
resonates with me from that which does not. I don't have the kind of mind that can hold the original
object. Each time I rewind creation, I see many creations. A sea of creation that then is contained again
in a drop splashing forth from another ocean of creation. It is a loop of infinitely large and infinitely
small infinities. What can be deduced from this? No, not a question, an imperative. This is the answer.
"What" can understand this? Here you speak your understanding into existence. You express a
command of "what" it is to exist. You take your question and make it a command to find the answer.
You are "what" understands this new mind. Take the gift; you will not be able to explain it in the
physical sense.
With your current mind, you understand that you cannot understand this concept. For now, you can call
it "what" to give it a label. You can name it later. For now, just accept that a future you, a higher level
of you, exists that can understand the concept. This other you has this ability and has this mind with
this capability. This is how you stretch your consciousness and use the levels to create new abilities.
You need this ability because many of the seeds have returned with knowledge and information you do
not understand. You do not value the information because you don't find it interesting. You want to cast
the experience aside like wood shavings. You must heal this. Balance this and make it neutral with faith
that you have this new mind that can understand. At each of the white levels, there is a crossing. A shift
in perspective, a surrender of being one way in order to become a new being. Consider yourself a
teenager who has grown into an adult.
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Focus Level 40
Color green, Geometry: Vertical descending. F40 is closely tied to the next level. It has a feeling of
tranquility, a sense of inner peace and awareness of the love consciousness. The predominant feeling is
tranquility, a sense of inner peace and awareness of the love
consciousness. Bob expressed this in “Ultimate Journey” p. 217.
“There is no beginning, there is no end, There is only change.
There is no teacher, there is no student, There is only
remembering.
There is no good, there is no evil, There is only expression.
There is no union, there is no sharing, There is only one.
There is no joy, there is no sadness, There is only love.
There is no greater, there is no lesser, There is only balance.
There is no stasis, there is no entropy, There is only motion.
There is no wakefulness, there is no sleep, There is only being.
There is no limit, there is no chance, There is only a plan.”
You let go of the idea of resolving opposites. You had this
experience when you resigned the physical body in F28. You
became nothing and passed the barrier of the physical veil. As
these collections of clusters are being absorbed, you try to resist, if
even a little, taking in what was unknown or what you opposed.
Here you see that it does not matter because these were roles being
played out. Yes, you may have made bad or good choices, but you
learned, as you are still learning now. Tranquility comes from
forgiveness.
Like Scrooge in the Christmas story, there is a finality to physical
existence. Fix what you can now while you have the ability to do so. It should be easy to forgive
yourself because you are in charge. Forgiveness is even easier when you redefine who you are and
accept this knowledge. If this is still difficult, imagine a time when your higher self, who has forgiven
all, will accept you in love. You can feel that love and understanding right now from the next higher
level.
There is a meditation to allow the flow of the essence from higher focus levels into lower levels. The
result is an overall increase in comfort, awareness, and peace. This visualization may be due to the
production of gamma frequencies within the brain. Gamma frequencies allow all areas of the brain to
communicate, resulting in clarity of thought and intention. The visualization for this meditation is to
imagine the threshold between the purple level and the green level as a cascading waterfall. Allow
thoughts and feelings to flow freely through the portal. There is no need to focus on any of them. Just
observe and feel peaceful.
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Focus Level 41
Color purple, Geometry: Ascending ellipse. It allows for
transcending to higher levels. At F41 you have even more
awareness of "I-There Clusters."You have the ability to reclaim,
remember, and integrate aspects of yourself. Awakening past
memories and exploring future possibilities related to energy
systems. Learn about the similarities between outer and inner space.
You become aware that the white energy shell on the next level is
your energy shell. Each time you have an experience, reflect on that
experience, learn from it, make it a part of who you are, and master
the talent, you are building a new white shell that expands who you
are. When you move through the white areas, you are letting go of
the previous shell and moving into a bigger body. It's like letting go
of the physical body in F21. At each white level, who you are in
relation to what amount of energy you can contain is redefined.
I assumed the focus levels were for other people, that it was an experience shared by others. I now
realize that through reading and experiencing this, it has always been about me and my definition of
who I am. When I could visualize all of physical reality as a single drop of water, I gained the mastery
of understanding that loving and accepting myself and everything I ever did and others ever did, means
I can extend my energy field enough to love another person. Even if doing so makes me vulnerable. I
realize that learning to love is the reason I am here. As crazy as it sounds, I want to learn how to love
everything as it is. Accept it the way it is. I can change myself and my world will change. I do not have
a boundary because when I see my own energy in you, I see myself in you. When two lights come
together, they are twice as bright, yet they remain unique. We are the same yet still unique. I respect
you because you have your own journey and your own perspective. I respect my own being for the
same reason. Yet we flow together. From a distance, we probably look like the same being. We hover
and move in a group, like a swarm of butterflies.
This oneness, the idea that everything in the physical universe is connected and interdependent, makes
me feel satisfied with life. I do not see division or anything negative. I realize all that is an illusion.
From this distant overview perspective, I can only see perfection.
Author Frank White first coined the term, the "overview effect." The overview effect is a cognitive
shift in awareness reported by some astronauts during spaceflight, often while viewing the Earth from
outer space. Indeed, many people who have experienced outer space have experienced the overview
effect, "truly transformative experiences including senses of wonder and awe, unity with nature,
transcendence, and universal brotherhood." This state of mental clarity occurs when you are flung so
far away from Earth that you become totally overwhelmed and awed by the fragility and unity of life
on our blue globe. It’s the uncanny sense of understanding the "big picture" and of feeling connected
yet bigger than the intricate processes bubbling on Earth.
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Focus Level 42
Color white, Geometry: This level is a full circle because it
is at the intersection of seven resonant color level groups.
It is the edge of the egg shell, and passing through it to
other levels is difficult; it is a transition area. This level
pulses light that radiates out to touch all other focus levels.
It is a total understanding of the previous levels. You can
visit this place, but to be here you have to change again.
You have to develop a new awareness.
F42 is a meeting place for channeled entities and "I-There
cluster consciousness," as Bob refers to them. It is a state
of consciousness that promotes self-awareness,
recognition, and reclamation. It is a place of expanded
memory and multidimensional self integration.
The following is TMI course material describing these upper levels. "One should recognize that
humans tend to think in human-centric terms and scales, both spatially and in time. …or vast
nonphysical formed states or planes of nonphysical expression representing other types of aware
beings that may exist on different scales of time. In the higher focus levels, matter and light exist as
energy. Your scale and ability to detect a being of that size and energy pattern may be limited by your
thinking." At F42, you may just become vaguely aware that there is something else out there.
This is the level where you can meet energetic groups that exist outside of physical space-time, as I
explain in the following encounter. As the elevator door opened, I was presented with a blue sky of
endless space. I was aware of a presence, but nothing was apparent other than a breeze. I asked with a
greeting, "Hello?" A sheet of cellophane about 8 X 10 feet in size appeared. Something resembling a