Explorer SFE Audio Files & Transcripts

1991-04-13 - SFE-9 (This is an unedited transcript, auto generated by otter.ai.) 00:35 Awaken mellow at the same time possible no I'm ready for some reason I was aware that my conscious mind was chattering which is unusual analysis 02:14 and yet I was also experiencing processing so I just was making the space bigger so I could do the process and let the chattering mind go on because 02:33 I didn't want to get into a power thing with it. I just made it space bigger so I could do my process and I was getting them into it. Yeah, I'm seeing wonderful stars. Your place not fun. separation. 03:22 can be 03:57 waves like huge ripples. Images, ripples. What are they look like? inverted V is only not sharp. It's tough around. Wide all connected They're gone back into the sky or into the cosmic stars celestial backdrop all over I smell something solid before it's strange I go like a chemical or the gas or something What is this what is this wish for? has some kind of signal unclear whether it's from my body to me or from 07:38 to wave communicating with me. Fraud side broadside. I can't I don't know how to tell or draw don't know what it is now it's gone. It's gone. place before the world was born where the earth was fine just a floating and being available asking for communication of my life and just receptive and open floating in space printing I know what it's up to I know it is it's like 12:48 making you aware of all your headaches and now this and now that it's like it's really on the graphics here after yesterday right 13:02 to face going to be left behind and it is it's a funny little struggle is unusual any parts of me preparing us Association around willfulness with them and willfulness will now allow them to come forth because I'm wanting to do this process. Part of me I guess, true with the other parts Ever Ever my case what does that mean? pressure or worker I mean like a harsh or a boss doesn't allow things to fall apart in control the master central headquarters thing here about letting go of other disciplinary action within core Transforming the disciplinary and it's into something else but resting when we invited in wrestling Oh to work to be that regardless but if it does 21:50 if it does hit me nothing may happen. Go fake protruding bulging goggles I don't know, looking at it looking at over not studying through curiosity spring stroke very tired cords just what is happening here Leave Soviet Thank you needs her so I think it would be good see what emerges finally think it's it's just been relieved of 2d being polished to outer space you can see I can still talk to or communicate so we don't have to be in mourning over this right 28:26 it's been a very good it's worked very hard and sense of appreciation and wanting to honor that the morning came to my mind as opposed to just 28:45 server well see ya around. That was where that was coming from tizzy is doing exactly what it was intended to do 30:13 decide to do anything anymore criteria will be it's gone I think it's think so. Complete sort of filters. Gratitude is even more than that some sense of continuing mystery growth and participation in that in the past help and support and like you to be told over and over again. Yet I still sense a mystery I don't really know. But I but I even within all of that I feel a profound appreciation