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1984-02-29 - FFR-1 (This is an unedited transcript, auto generated by otter.ai.) 00:04 This is Subject F R. This is February 29 No you shouldn't 00:32 Are you still hearing me Fred? Fred Are you hearing me now? He's not 00:53 should I be hearing something? 00:55 No, we're just trying to get the tape started until just a few minutes 01:02 here you really 01:06 can you hear me now? Okay very good we're still looking at the dials and things will be registered in just a minute 01:30 we're going to be playing a surf sound first. If you listen to the surf and then count yourself up that's fine or if you count yourself up while the surface on that's fine. Just report in when you get to 10 when you do that, alright 01:59 are you perceiving something that you can talk about? 02:02 Not really. I don't seem to be going anywhere. Or my body feels disassociated for me it feels very relaxed anyway. Okay, I get glimpses fading in and out see an ocean liner 02:28 ocean liner 02:29 it's black on the bottom it's in the ocean the waters green with white caps it's black on the bottom white on top it's bobbing there's a name on it I can't make up the name gold letters could be Mary 03:04 okay 03:13 but it's not like I'm there it's like my mind season still very aware of being here 03:27 all right, relax and get a good hold on 12. 04:34 Here's a baby baby's crying just in the car 04:54 see a mother 05:08 very fleeting images come in and go out really fast 05:17 still perceiving the baby and the mother or the anybody you know 05:21 know the lady has dark hair she's dressed 05:31 she's got a front row she she's quieted the baby she's gotten there she just looked at me 05:50 it was kind of like she looked in the mirror 05:58 went to a table 06:11 she's writing as a pm so what do you do? Well the baby's sleeping there's a kerosene lamp on the day is like invisible on there or it's nighttime 06:49 cat 06:53 is someone from the past 06:56 I don't recognize anybody don't recognize it's just there's no one else here I don't think there's another room with beats in the doorway there's nobody there there's an empty bed in the other room 07:31 can you try to contact a woman 07:39 she noticed the floor and I was kind of trying to bounce on the floor she didn't notice the floor but she's unaware of me wars are very rough wood soft wood she is now looking around as if she's aware there's someone or something covered the day we got to kind of tucks a baby in a blanket I got in the other room there's a red candle I 08:54 don't know she seems like she's aware that she's not alone. I don't know this one. 09:05 It seems like past time so from the looks of her and Gavin could be 09:13 it's unfamiliar to me the captain's unfamiliar to the ankle to go outside. 09:17 Okay, very good. 09:23 Summer where I've never been in the woods, but it's a clearing 09:35 it's dark 09:41 I feel like some trepidation of the Cavalier to all of that. I guess curiosity. Not coming from me coming from the cab 10:00 I think the woman's afraid 10:06 she's not terrified just trepidations should leave anyway 10:16 all right. Would you like to go on up to 15 All right report in and when you get there 10:40 soon as I got to 50 it was like my back arm but not my physical back if you know what 10:47 I mean. I know 10:51 it's an arcing 11:03 Do you know what's happening it's 11:04 like my hands that goes over my head and my feet arcing into that kind of white hospital light madness just came to mind as if I were getting electroconvulsive therapy or something like that and it just changed more into electricity is 12:02 not personified 12:09 What do you mean by that not personified 12:18 like a changing from human for to occur in electrical current and it's why it's traveling 12:59 Can you tell where it's traveling? 13:02 Let's like it it's spread off it was traveling through space the sky stars and it's changed and it became like diffused or spread out and it's like it's me 13:28 without personality I think I'll just check it out for a bit 13:35 all right very good perhaps you can find out what its purpose is 13:48 swayed by personality 13:58 kind of spreading out awareness but without 14:14 keeping track or taking toll or coming to conclusions just kind of non personal like okay. There was just sorry I don't know what that is 14:46 I'm getting off a lot of a fault. 14:53 On it's not a feeling it's not a feeling so much is a perception. 14:59 It does Don't feel uncomfortable no 15:06 like I'm split I can go this other place on emotional 15:19 in intelligence with modern a thinking mode spread out permeating everything and then the other side of the split is just plain old Fred was his bed on the Lauder bed. Body on the waterbed feels really comfortable and good and fairly emotional with the other endeavor is like it's white. Like everything has become a very white and it's 16:02 pretty sterile except for this electricity and it seems this planetary I'm not sure what I mean by that global like a network 16:31 or like electricity that's interconnected around the planet, but not just the planet like everywhere 16:44 is the electricity moving in a direction? That's 16:49 diffuse, diffused, like coming from all directions and it's like there's a network that is there. I only perceive like flashbulbs I guess except it's streaks of arcs, energy or electricity and it's sporadically lighting up here and there but it's not like lightning it's like there's this network that exists for electricity interconnecting everything that I see her perceive sections fighting up with white and blue charged electricity I don't know what this is. It doesn't really seem 17:58 Can you move back away from it to get a better look? 18:04 Yeah, it's kind of like it's kind of like the room except the room is really planets. A solar system galaxies in the distance, stars all that I can go in this room. And it's really it's not like going outside. But I doesn't seem to be any art. It's like a grid iron. That's it. That's the word a grid iron. Okay. not personal. Doesn't seem like there's any personality involved? It's just as personal as electricity. 19:02 Do you see some purpose in it? Or are you able to find out what the purpose of it is? 19:07 It seems that it's just a recognition of of our reality that I hadn't perceived before of the electrical connection of everything seems physical. What I'm pursuing there's nobody around I don't think 19:42 you want to check that out. 20:04 It seems there's another awareness and awareness that is 20:15 usually with me but it's a non verbal just like an awareness kind of watching me learn and 20:32 like a teacher 20:36 not so much a teacher as an observer 20:39 okay 20:44 this grid iron or network 21:05 while the observer is amused by my efforts to describe this 21:17 slept another world that isn't really ours but I have the feeling that it's a replicant to teach me something about reality that is what it is and not really subject to interpretation or personal I keep giving online personal it's like trying to conjure up feelings about a plugin or something 22:03 perhaps you could check and see if you can come back and make contact there again because it's getting close to the time when you need to come back now do you want to start counting yourself back down to 12 and let me know when you get there please 22:32 charge with energy as if I stuck my finger in a socket only it was 22:44 very good that he relaxed just a minute and 12 and then count yourself back down to 10 and let me know when you get there 23:02 I'm giving you just a minute 23:19 energy system that had nothing people 23:37 felt like if I didn't have a time like it was a very rare time and I felt like if I could let go of that content and maybe spend a half hour not saying anything or something that really get into my personality would have dominated reporting so that whoever I became while I was in this other system could report without 24:10 just a little more time more exploratory. It's more like I just brush up perceive like get into that. It's not like I get lost on my own 24:31 time but you haven't been in that kind of space before. 24:35 The first time it was just charged 24:42 I think there was all around there 24:51 was parts of it as they got Wi Fi but it took me a while to receive it. First I just saw the arcing lines I was born personally but I had the feeling that there was another presence and other awareness there. And it happened like last time where it's like here's the sky bigger than the sky behind it is this awareness mostly 25:23 mostly amused when he ran into was tickled with your efforts to describe what was but you didn't see a purpose in it apparently with respect to the Earth other than 25:37 that there's this network around the earth that work really hard. We don't perceive that I was just perceiving How was tomorrow? 25:48 You certainly weren't seeing any mal intent that or anything like that. 25:52 It was more like like observing for the first time that there are trees and it was what comes to mind is Buckminster Fuller proposed that your 26:13 work the very start 26:18 Do you remember what happened to you? Yes. 26:31 Definitely sensations, feelings. 26:36 That's one of the things I was trying to find out from you. And being able to do that was whether you had anything that would identify the time sounded like you know, with a kerosene lamp might have been a pastime, but we couldn't. You couldn't tell from the way the woman was dressed, or furniture or anything how it was likely to be old. 26:57 Contemporary contemporary, but like I just tucked it in somebody's Cafe 27:09 Did you want a candle and it had no effect? A few seconds later. 27:17 And that's when she became aware of the impression that she was aware of something 27:22 it was the candle flickering. When I've had remote viewing experiences before that I verified, got verification. So I felt like I was kind of used dropping somewhere where I needed to leave them that I shouldn't have 27:47 done I don't know if I'm just making it all out. Of course, 27:50 we all feel that way. You don't have that much. That kind of a feeling connection with the 15 experience I guess. 28:01 Think I described to do this like I was archy system I was became this electrical. And that's what I kept trying to communicate and non verbal or non personal that I was all these instances I was reading more electricity personnel. 28:23 The Fed is another recording sport. 28:29 I can get into this but I'm still aware of this or getting into this. Well, that's kind of my personal perception. 28:40 So you were saying a little bit in the other room. We didn't get it on the tape about your feelings that he was coming back 28:53 it was like I'd been fused.